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Clarys POV
I was so surprised by it when he did kiss me, I soon melted into him and kisses back. When it was suddenly over everything that just happened came rushing back to me, dread but happiness washed over me. I hurried to me room and all but slammed the door, I feel into my bed and started thinking.
He kissed me, he really did it. Right after I told there was nothing, he is amazing. But now what, if they find out im in a romantic relationship with a patient I would be fired for good. That was rule 2 and I knew it.
I couldn't stop thinking of the bad but i couldn't stop feeling the good.
The way his hand lingered on my hip, not moving for more but content with the small touch of resting on my hip. His hair falling over his face tickling mine. His lips on mine, gentle and full no pressure just soft against mine. He never moved farther, he never forced himself on to me. He just stood there, lips on mine. It was so amazing, I loved him. I know this now, after everything that we had been through. I wanted to always be with him, to protect him from him self anfb his mind.
Even though it was only 9:00 I desided to go to sleep. Hoping things would be better in the morning I fell asleep thinking of soft gold.
Jaces POV
I did it, I kisses her and she was horrifyed. I know it sounds cliché but I thought that she would just slap me, never kiss back. I kept replaying the moment in my head as I laid in my bed.
I had my hand on her hip, not pressing hard but I could feel her bone and every breath she took. I moved my head down, my hair falling over my face. I muttered something that seems so stupid now but it was all I could say. When I brought my lips down on hers she froze, and just for a moment I thought she was going to slap me. But then, then she kissed me back. Fire coursed through me, it was amazing. It was everything I felt for her pressed into one small kiss. It lasted seconds but all I had to say was pressed into it. Then she ran to her room, my stomach dropped when she did. She ran away from me. Slowly I walked into my room and fell to my bed.
I was now laying on my bed. Trying to think of a way to face her. I couldn't just avoid it like last time, I wanted this to happen, I am willing to try and give all to stay with her. Because she has saved me, she is my rock. I need her more than any family or item, because she is all I want.
Clarys POV
When I wake up I am still wearing the clothes from last night, I slip on a fresh tanktop and shorts. Before I walk out to cook I see a small piece of paper that was obviously slipped under my door.
When I picked it up I realized it was folded perfectly and in looped and rushed handwriting there was my name on it. I was obviously from Jace, I sat on my need and unfolded it.
Dear Clarissa
It is now 12:30 when I am writing this. I have been thinking of ways to tell you how sorry I and an that I regret this. But I dont, I have been waiting to do that since I woke up that first day and realized that I had slept with our a dream. You are my dream, a dream is something or someone that is far out of reach but you reach for it anyway. Something that may never come to you, you may just get a glimpse of it. But you, I have you and I wont let you slip through my fingers. I can never say im sorry, because I will never regret being able to kiss you even if just once. The only thing I regret is not doing it sooner, it sounds cliché but Clarissa Fray I love you. If a kiss is all I will ever get then I can live with that, staying in my life is all you need to give me. Even if you leave me and love someone else, stay with me and stay happy. Its not me I care about its you, stay with me and I will protect you, we will protect each other.
-A broken soul waiting to be mended.
As I read this I felt tears well up in my eyes, this boy poured his heart out for me. He was more than I thought, he was broken before war, war just broke him more and I am healing him. I never thought I could hold so much power over one person, but thats just it, he has the same power over me.
With tears in my eyes I stood up, set the not on my bed and walked to my door. I knew what I was going to do, I couldn't write like Jace and make everything so right. But I could do something. I opened my door and marched strait to his. I knocked on his door hoping he would be awake.
When he opened it I didnt pay attention to the bags under his eyes or the wrinkles in his shirt. All I did was get on my tip toes, placed my hand on the back of his neck. I pulled him down to me, I kisses him roughly, our lips pressing harder and our bodies closer.
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