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Clarys POV
I woke up in an unfamiliar place, my eyes searched around until I realized I was in Jace's room. I looked around it from where I was, his room was spotless bot a thing out of place. But it was so plain, the only sign that showed it was Jaces room was the pictures tacked up to the wall beside me. There were only two, one of a young Max climbing an a younger Jace, this was obviously taken before Jace was in the service. The only other one was a picture of Izzy Jace and I, Jace had his arm around me and had me close, is was on his other side and he had his arm on her shoulder. We were all smiling and I just now see how Jace held me just a little closer, I should have seen it sooner but its here now.
I feel Jaces arm around my waist, its big warm and strong. I can feel his muscles through out his arm, they never ended and the were protectively wrapped around me. I was pressed against his chest, warm and strong, like all of him hit was hard with muscle but he was so welcoming to be in his arms. He didn't hold me tightly or hurt me even in his sleep, i was just with me protecting me from something, anything.
I turn over and face Jace, he was asleep. His face was softer, no lines of worry and concern, just content with a small smile. I looked over at the clock, it was 8:30, I was expecting a call from Hodge about our interview at 10:30. We had plenty of time, either way I was about to get up when I felt Jaces arm tighten around me. I looked up to see Jace, his eyes were slightly droopy but they were happy. He moved me to her and kisses the top of my head.
I smiled up at him and wrapped my arms around his waist. We were still in bed soit was kind of weird, but he moved and was now almost leaning over me. He kisses me softly and we stayed like that for a couple minutes. He never hurt me, just leaned over me. I smiled up at him "Jace we need to get up" he groaned and flopped over on the bed. I sat up and hit his chest, "come on you need to change too".
Jace stood up and turned around, he stretched, his shirt lifted slightly and I could see a couple inches of his back. He put his arms down and turned to me, his face was quite ashamed "uh Clary can you leave so I could change my shirt, Im sorry I just, please". I stood up and walked over to him, I kisses his cheek. "Its ok Jace, I understand, I know what you mean. I kinda saw a small part a while ago" I knew he was talking about his scar. I dont know how big it was but it must be bad, I started walking to the door when I heard Jace. "Uh um Clary actually, I um you can stay with me, I dont want to uh you know scare you if uh anything happens" I turned red at his suggestion but I am happy he trusted me.
I sat on the end of Jace bed, not sure where to look until Jace spoke. "Uh I know this is kind of weird, im sorry but uh, just one second" he has been stuttering a lot. He never does, i know he must be very nervouse then. He took a deep breath and just took off his tshirt.
He was amazing, obviously he had a 6 pack, but not just that, every muscle was prominently outlined with more muscle. He was marvelous, but then you see it.
His scar stretched all the way across his chest, it was jagged and thick. It was definitely healed, it was pink and the skin was tight, at its thickest it was over 3 inches. My mouth formed an O and I walked to him, I took his hand and led him to the bed. He read my mind and laid down, I sat on the side again facing him. I placed my hand on his chest and I could feel him tense up, I moved it to touching his scar, with only 3 fingers I trailed from the top of his scar which was just a couple inChe's below his shoulder all the way to his waist line.
I looked back at Jace his eyes were tightly shut and his mouth open slightly, I leaned forward and presses my lips to his quickly "no Jace you dont have to tell me how" his hands that I realized were balled up were now on my back. He opened his eyes, the were dark, no other way to describe them but dark. "Jace are you ok Jace focus on me" he didn't respond but his hands moved and they balled up again. he shut his eyes again and his breathing became shallow. "Jace listen to me im right here, come back to me. This is you, you control what happens, Jace come back to me" I was getting frantic and layers my hands on his chest and started shaking him.
I did the same thing for another 10 minutes until his eyes opened again. "Oh thank god Jace you are awake, I haven't seen anything like this with you, what happened, what do you last remember?". He looked to me "I uh well this has happened a couple times, like when I look at it to much and start to remember. The last thing I remember is you telling me that I dont have to say anything" he looked so ashamed. "Jace, how many times is a couple?" He looked down "I uh well uh,seven or eight" I sighed. There was nothing I could do now, this was Jace.
I just laid my head on his chest, warm and welcoming in his arms. My hand mindlessly traced the muscles in his chest while he played with my hair, twisting it on his finger. We stayed like that, just taking in each other until I heard the phone ring.
I jumped up when I heard the phone ring, Jace looked confused so I mouthed "Hodge" to him. He nodded as I picked up my phone.
"Hello, yes this is Clary" I waited for hodge to speak
"Yes Clary this is Hodge. After your interview with Jace I have reviewed all the answea and signs. Jace is doing good, this is your biggest success. Clary I am giving you one more month with Jace and then you will be given a one month break before your next assignment. Yes we are increasing you number of patients after you quick work with Jace. Thank you."
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