Kurt was laying there, looking at the ceiling when the sun started to rise. He knew that Blaine would wake up in the next hour so he decided to got to the bathroom one last time before Blaine woke up. It was the only opportunity he had to get some painkillers before Blaine would make him go to the office and he wanted to be the least vulnerable when he was there. If the pain was bad, Blaine might notice and again, there would go his last chance for escape.
He took some pills then he noticed how whacked he looked. Splashing some water on his face made it just a tiny bit better, the best he could do.
He went back to bed and tried to fall asleep, if he fell asleep for the first time this night Blaine might not be able to wake him up. But, despite all the trying, he was not able to get into more than a dose, he was terrified of what would happen that day.
When he noticed Blaine rolling around in his pillows, he knew it was only a matter of minutes till the moment of truth arrived. He closed his eyes and did his best impression of a sleeping man.
"Kurt", he heard Blaine whisper, "Are you awake?"
Kurt choose to ignore the question. He registered Blaine getting up and leaving the bedroom, closing the door. He turned around in bed and looked out of the window. It was not snowing, another option was lost, they would not have to stay inside, because of the weather.
Blaine opened the door again. The scent of coffee was breaking its way to Kurt's nose and Kurt closed his eyes again. He noticed that he was starting to sweat, not a good thing, when you are trying to pretend to sleep.
"Kurt, I know you are awake. I got some coffee for you.", Blaine sat down on the edge of the bed. "Do you feel any better?"
Kurt turned around and opened his eyes. "Not really. I think I should stay in bed..."
"You might be right, Kurt... But that is no problem. I actually got an at home kit. I can perform the cleaning here, I mean, if I take that light here and then I do that-", Blaine was getting everything he seemed to be needing.
"Blaine... I don't want this...", Kurt had no choice but stating it as it was. "I really don't want to associate you, my sexy man, with something as unpleasant as a dentist visit. I get this done by my dentist on wednesday and we can enjoy the day...", Kurt was lying, again. But this time he knew, that Blaine would not believe a word he said. His hands were shaking and sweat was running over his face.
"Kurt, really... It will take no longer than twenty minutes. I will just clean everything and you are done with this. This is no big deal. You do this every six months!", Blaine was stroking Kurt's shoulder. "It will not even be unpleasant, I will do this in a way it has never been done. You will actually enjoy it this time."
Kurt was sitting up, taking small sips for his coffee. The were warm and it felt uncomfortable, but it was still calming him down. "Blaine, I know you want the best for me, but I don't think you understand. I really, really don't want this. This is not just inconvenient for me...", Kurt felt that there were tears forming. "I... I cannot do this..."
Blaine hugged him. "Kurt. Talk to me. Why is it such a big deal for you? You know that you can trust me?"
"I know...", Kurt sobbed. "I just had a really bad experience... Blaine, you will hurt me, you don't want to, but I know you have to. I am afraid..."
I should be learning chemistry, instead I was writing this :) Enjoy!
