I DON NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.
Fin's Point of View-
I walked out to the hallway, sat down Indian style leaning against the wall listening to my iPod trying to find a good song to sing to Jeff tomorrow to officially end this relationship. I saw random wrestlers walking by and ruffled my hair and some of the divas that walked by apologized. Lilian stopped and squatted down next to me. I took out my ear buds to hear what she had to say.
"Hey Lilian." I said trying to be as cheerful as possible wiping tears that were on my cheek.
"You okay?" She asked.
"Yeah, I will be fine after this whole thing with Jeff is over." I said trying to give her as little detail.
"You can talk to me about anything, I have had my share deal of bad relationships, some that people here don't know about." Lilain said smiling in confidence.
"You had bad relationships?" I asked not knowing this.
"Yeah, I think we all have. I may not have had the same type of situation as you, but maybe something close to it, but I made it through it." Lilain said patting my knee.
"How did you do it?" I asked wiping tears again.
"I sat down and wrote out everything that I was feeling." Lilain said.
"I don't think that would be good for me."
"It is better than talking to people sometimes."
"True." I said giggling.
"Now, there is a smile that I hoped to see again." Shawn said walking down the hallway rolling his suitcase.
"Really? You better engrave it in your brain, it may not be back for while." I said looking up at him going back to my serious face.
"Oh, and I was just getting used to that smile." Shawn said pulling out his key and walking into his room that just ended up being the one across the hall from our room.
"Just ignore him." I said shaking my head smiling.
"I saw that." Shawn said opening the door and looking out at Lilain and I.
"Whatever Shawn, love you." I said as he went back into his room.
"Anyways, write down your feelings, you don't have to write it in a letter form, but more like a journal form or a diary you know so at least you can at least get it off your chest and it will understand without other people interrupting, or trying to push you to heal quickly." Lilain said patting my knee.
"Ok, thanks Lilain." I said looking at her hand on my knee.
"You really do have a nice voice, have you ever taken vocal lessons?"
"Haven't thought about it, I just sing at random intervals, mainly dancing around the hotel room singing into a hairbrush or in the shower, sometimes I sing while in the car but in lessons, no."
"It sounds like you have, Shannon was right, I love your singing as well" Lilain said.
"Thank you Lilain, but I massively messed up this time." I said holding back tears.
"No you didn't you did what you think was right, and ran with it. Maybe we can do a duet sometime?"
"I would really like that, we will have to work it out." I said pushing my hair behind my ear as I heard the door open from behind me, I didn't bother to look.
"We will work out the details later, do what I told you and see if that works." Lilain said patting my knee as she stood up and walked down the hallway to the elevators.
"Did I interrupt something?" Shannon asked.
"No, we were just chatting about doing a duet." I said wiping my eyes.
"Oh, that should sound perfect, you sound awesome and Lilain is awesome as well, but I like you better." Shannon said sitting down next to me.
"Thanks, I guess." I said shaking my head back and forth.
"What are you shaking your head for?" Shannon said nudging me a little.
"Your stupid."
"I am not stupid, I am just telling the truth."
"Yes you are, just the way you said it." I said giggling.
"Shut up."
"Make me." I said not knowing that he would tickle me.
"You give up yet?"
"Never." I said laughing uncontrollably.
"Now?"
"You win, you win." I said trying to catch my breath.
"Good, my hands were getting tired from tickling you." Shannon said rubbing his hand as I laid on his legs.
"Poor baby." I said kissing his hand.
"It feels better with the kiss coming from you." Shannon said running his other hand through my hair.
"Sure it does." A male voice from the hallway said. I looked up to find the Hardy's and Gregory walk down the hallway.
"You caused this!" I said yelling at Jeff jumping to my feet having tears really rolling down my cheeks.
"Yeah, I cheated on you and used you, but it looks as if your cheating as well." Jeff said getting up in my face. Shannon pushed Jeff back and jumped in between us.
"Not for long." Shannon said right into Jeff's face. I unlocked my hotel door and walked in followed by Shannon.
"I hate that bitch." I said loudly, the tears really rolling out of my eyes now.
"That's rude to say about Shannon." Toes said coming over to comfort me.
"Not me, Jeff, we ran into him in the hall." Shannon said pointing back at the door.
"Oh poor baby." Maddie said coming over to me.
"Why don't you already break up with him?" Toes asked.
"I am, tomorrow night at the show. I have to get back to the songs." I said wiping my eyes, but it doesn't help any because more and more tears are coming down. Shannon came over and climbed into the seat behind me. I wiggled a little forward to give him his room.
"Why don't you get your own chair?" I asked standing up and moving to the other chair that was empty.