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a/n:::its a nice beautiful gloomy-rainy day in long beach California. i love theeeeee rain!!!! so im in a very good mood :)

thank you *drum roll* ,soccerandtwilight-mylife, anyana, razzledazzlebaby, black tulip & nessathequeen. so much for the review, you ladies are thee effin shizznit.

So this is chap. 7 and this chapter took me forever to post. iv been pretty bizzy, sorrrrryy

Oh and for those of you who are confused about anything, or have any questions please ask :) don't be shy baby just ask me lam :) I really don't want ne one confused.

F.Y.I::::

-nessie aged like a normal teen. She is now 17 and her body is done aging. due to her being half vamp and all loll

-jacob is 18( just turned) nessie is 17 (just turned). hes a senior and she is a junior.

- with the cullens its all normal pairing, and its just the same as stephy m.

Chap. 7…..My New Life.

It's been a month since my birth parents came back. Surprisingly everything was easy. My adoptive mom Tati, new about everything, I guess Edward and Bella left me with her, since she new about there little secret already. My Bella and Edward never got into a accident. They actually had to work for these people called the Volteri or some crap like that. So Edward and Bella made a deal with these losers, if they worked for them for a while, they would not interfere with there lives once they left. So now I understand why they left, they wanted to protect me. And I love them for that. Now that they are back they moved into this huge house in Forks, I swear it's the biggest house in Forks Washington. They also said I could move in with them, but I declined there invitation. I rather live with Tati for now, I still need to get used to Bella and Edward. Bella looked kind of hurt when I told her I wasn't comfortable living with them. But when I asked them if I could go over whenever I wanted to she smiled and gave me a tight hug and said "of course baby! Come over whenever you feel like it. We will even give you your own room! Me and Edward are moving to a little house about a mile away it's a two bedroom! And one room can be yours too" Bella said exclaimed. Than Edward looked at me " I guess your one lucky girl, you officially have 3 homes. Tati's, Carlisle's and Esme's, and mine and Bellas" he said smiling at me.

So since Iv found out I have 2 extra homes iv been out a lot. Since Tati and Doug are always out on business trips I always go and hang out at my grandpa Carlisle place. Everyone is always there even the pack. Oh yea Embry, Quil, Jared and Paul and Seth all phased already. So far they all like it. They just started coming to my grandparents house. The only reason they come is because the food. Esme and my mom Bella are always cooking.

I'm glad we aren't all mortal enemies and ripping each other apart like were suppose to be doing.

Since Jacob imprinted on me he allowed my family to come onto the Rez. But they have to ask first. Me and Jacob are a lot closer now, we have sex, ALOT! It's like he can't keep his hands off of me and I'm the same with him. Edward hates it when Jacob is over, he says it's because he's thinking inappropriate things.

I also told Leah about everything. She didn't believe me at first. I will never forget that night.

Flashback

"Leah we need to talk" I told her , we sat on the couch facing each, other it was late at night and she was spending the night. She looked at me with a concerning look with her eyebrows arched.

"Oh fuck ness! Your pregnant!!! I knew it!!, shit it's was bound to happen since you and Jake have been fuckin like rabbits." she said with a smirk on her face. I can't believe she thinks I'm pregnant! I should punch her. She should know that I don't want kids.

"Leah, I'm not pregnant, I'm something else."

Oh, okay, are you gay? If you are, that's fine. But don't think imma let you sex me!. Your hot and all, but I love dick. Buttt you know, iv always wondered how it would feel to kiss a girl. She said giving me one of her sexy grins. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Oh wow, Leah, I'm not gay." .

"Well what the fuck are you, I'm not gonna guess anymore". All the sudden I got really nervous, what if she hates me, or she gets scared and runs away from me.

"Ness, don't look so sad, Look no matter what i will always love you, your my best friend" she paused and playfully socked me on my shoulder. " now , stop being a little bitch and tell me."

I looked at her and said what I had to say in a rush. She looked at me and started laughing. "What?!, Imh, vmp? Come on Ness slow down. I cant understand you"

I took a deep breath. " I'm a vampire" I said slowly.

She looked at me for a couple seconds. "Huh?, there's no such thing Ness. And I would be laughing right now, but the look on your face is telling me that your very fuckin serious." she stood up and walked to the kitchen and started to make a sandwich. She always fuckin eating, I wonder where all the food goes? I got up and walked to the counter

" Leah, please I'm serious, when you were gone with Marcus yesterday.... My birth parents came back" she dropped her sandwich and her jaw dropped. She was in complete shock. She grabbed my arm and dragged me to the couch. We sat down "tell me EVERYTHING." she demanded. And I did, I told her everything even about Jake and Sam and how the other guys will become wolfs.

End of the flashback

So here I was sitting in my Auntie Alice's room with Leah and Kim. We were all trying to figure out what to wear for our girls night out. Were going to a club today. Jacob wasn't to happy with me going. He said he doesn't want other guys to be checking out my "banging body" haha. But I really needed to come so I could catch up with my main squeezes Kim and Leah, and so i could get to spend some time with my favorite aunt. We both have a passion for fashion. Is that fuckin hilarious. So tonight should be fun.

"Nessie hunny, how about this dress?" Alice asked holding up a royal blue strapless mini dress, i loved the dress, and i knew exactly what shoes to wear with it

"Thats Beautiful! I love it! I'm going to go and put it on!" I said excitedly, the dress was so beautiful! And sexy, I quickly went to the bathroom that was connected to her huge room. I put the dress on and looked in the mirror, i gotta admit that i looked pretty fuckin hot. I wished Jacob could see me. Than instantly i felt super sad, fuck sometimes I hate how the imprint shit effects me, I wonder if Jacob is suffering as much as me. When I was done checking my self out and thinking about Jacob I walked out of the huge bathroom. I was instantly ambushed my Kim

"Ness!!! Oh my Effin Gosh!!! I love your Aunt Alice!! Do you see this Dress!?" she held out the dress so it was right in front of my face. It was a short Alexander Wang Draped satin-jersey tunic top dress It was pretty fuckin sexy, Jared, her imprint would go crazy." Wow Kim it's sexy! Jared would fuck you silly" I said smiling at her. She blushed lightly " I knoow!!! And I would let him!" then her smile turned into a slight frown " I miss him Ness." I looked at her and gave her the 'I know how you feel look'. " I miss Jacob too"

Ohh my gosh!!! Ladies please! Would you stop, your guys are out rIght now as we speak with Jasper and Emmett, and there probably having the time of there lives, while you girls are moping and whining! So stop! You three are being kill joys.

"But Alice! You don't understand." Leah whined.

"Your right, I don't understand. But if you ladies don't stop acting like this I'm taking all my dresses back and retuning them back to the stores they came from" she said glaring at us. Kim looked at her in shock and held on tight to the dress.

"No! You can't do that!" she exclaimed

A wicked grin spread across Alice face " oh yess I can, as you can see, all the dresses you guys have, have the tags still on them."

Kim and Leah looked at the dresses they were holding and saw the tags. Kim sighed. "Okay, okay I will stop moping about Jared"

"Yeaa me too" Leah said

" Yeaaa, me three ." I mumbled.

"YAY now lets parrrtay" she said clapping her hands. I smiled back and we all got ready. When we were done we all looked like sexy bitches. We all walked to Alice new car, it was a Lexus IS F 10. That car was about 58 grand, it could go from 0 to 60 mph in 4.6 seconds. If Jake was never my best friend slash boyfriend I would have never known nothing about this amazing car, it would have just been another pretty car to me.

I looked at Alice in amazement. I new my Cullen family had alot of money, but I never saw any of there cars, only a black Volvo that was my dads.

"Fuck Alice, this car is amazing!" I said while softly touching the car.

"Yea i know, it's pretty fast but not fast enough for me..... Hummm... Maybe if your a good girl and enjoy yourself tonight, I will let you have this "amazing" car", Alice said

I froze with my hand still on the car. My heart started racing! Did she just say I could have this car! Wow Jake would love this car! I would love to be in the passenger seat!

"Y-yes! I would love this car! I'm going to have so much fun tonight, just watch!" I said excitedly as we all got Into the car. I was I the front seat and Leah and Kim were in the back, Alice was driving.

"Wow your one lucky bitch" Leah said once we started driving. " yeaa and I fuckin hate you for being a lucky bitch" Kim said jokingly. I laughed and agreed with Leah Shhit I was one lucky bitch.

When we got to the club, which wasn't long because Alice drives like a mad woman, we all walked into the club, the big guy in the front didn't check us for I'D because we just looked so damn hot. We all walked to our V.I.P spot. Leah and Kim's eyes pretty much popped out there head. Which was very funny to Alice.

"Wow... Alice this shit is hot." Leah said

"Yea like this is some " I'm the fuckin BOSS typa shit"" Kim exclaimed. Alice giggled

"Alice, this shit is fuckin…COOL!! I feel like a pimp in here!" I said laughing and sitting down on one of the black leather couches. "where my hoes at?!" I said and we all bursted out laughing. And getting comfortable on the couches. Alice started ordering drinks, she knew we all drank alcohol. I was still 17, but I could handle drinking,you know with being half human and half vamp and all, so if I got drunk I would only be drunk for and hour, maybe less.

We all started drinking besides Alice. Kim and Leah both new about my family being vamp, they didn't care. So we were all there drinking and talking loudly over the music. Then we started dancing and swaying our hips to the music, we were all in our own little world, me, Leah and Kim were drunk, but Kim was super drunk. I was surprised she was still moving to the beat of the music. While I was dancing I glanced over to where Alice was dancing and she looked so perfect and graceful, she could never mess up with dancing. When I looked over to Leah she was the same but maybe not AS graceful. We stayed there till 2 a.m dancing drinking and talking. I had so much fun with my friends and Alice, shit she was becoming one of my best friends, and I new Leah and Kim felt the same about her. We spent our whole night in our V.I.P spot. When we were our way to leave a group of 3 guys stopped us. They were probably more drunk than Kim, who was badly holding herself up now and was constantly laughing. The guy who was standing in the middle was tall probably 6 foot and had pale skin an blond hair, he was wearing jeans and a black button up, and he smelled like must mixed with rum. The guy on his left was shorter about 5'8 he had tan skin and light brown hair and he smelled the same, he was also wearing the same thing as the blond but his shirt was short sleeve. And the guy who was on the blonds right side was fuckin huge, like the guys on the rez he was about 6'5 he had his hair buzzed he was a light brown color, beautiful eyes, I could see his muscles threw his thin white shirt, he looked like he was 18 or 19. I stared at him until the stinky blond started to talk.

"Hey sexy ladies, your leaving alllllready? Dah par-ty isssss just getting starrrrted." the stinky blond said as he slurred his words.

"The party is pretty much over as you can see" Alice stated as she moved her hands around showing them that there was only about 70 people left in the huge 2 story club.

I looked back to the big guy, he was staring at Leah, like she was the hottest girl in the world. I looked to Leah to see if she was looking back at him... She wasn't she had her attention on Kim. Who was falling asleep standing up.

"Well where areeee YOU headed to right now sexy lil' mama. " the stinky blond said moving closer to Alice. Alice stayed still, her nose flaring a little. I really hope she doesn't bite him. That would be some weird shit. I could tell Leah was hoping the same thing.

"I'm heading home, with my niece and her friends, goodbye." Alice said coolly.

Alice locked her arm in mines and we all walked away, until the stinky blond caught up with us and pulled on her arm to stop her. Alice could have kept walking with him holding onto her arm but than she would be dragging him like a ragg doll, and that would be very weird and very hard to explain.
So she stopped and pulled his fingers off like he had the cooties. She glared up at him " don't you ever put your hands on me again or I will brake all of your fingers one by fuckin one, Do. You. Hear. Me." Alice said harshly and so promising that it wasn't even a threat it was literally a promise. The smelly blond backed up with his hands up, not even smiling any more and walked away back to his friends, muttering "bitch". Alice giggled and we all walked out the club and to the car. When I got into the font seat, someone tapped on my window. I saw the tall light brown guy who was was with the stinky blond standing outside my window. He motioned for me to roll down the window. I rolled the window down and he bent down with his hands on his knees so we were eye level. "Hey, umm sorry about my friend.. Well he's not really a friend, but uhh yea sorry he's really wasted." he said in his deep husky voice, shit if I wasn't madly in love with Jacob, I would so be trying to tap that.

"Oh hunny it's okay. Iv already forgotten about that. But your so sweet to come out here and apologize"
Alice said sweetly. She sounded like a super nice kindergarten teacher.

"The guy looked at her and smiled. Okay cool. Well gotta go before I loose the two drunks, gotta take them home, drive home safely, bye." And with that he was gone. I wanted to get his name, but I had a feeling I was going to see him a again. We drove home listing to Kim giggle and talk about Jared and there sex life. I gotta tell you, they have alot of sex, probably just as much as me and Jacob do.

When we pulled up to the house Kim was asleep with her head on Leah's lap. Me and Leah got out and Alice carried Kim inside the house. We got home 20 minutes before 3. Alice laid Kim down on my king sized bed and took her shoes off.I guess she was staying the night tonight. Leah sat on the big soft couch and was already drifting asleep. Esme my grandma went and got covers for her and covered her up. She was out in seconds. I went to the kitchen to get something to drink. Alice came in after me and gracefully walked up to me wrapping her arms around my shoulders giving me a soft hug, she pulled back and kissed my cheek. She grabbed my hand and put the keys to the Lexus in them. She smiled

"You were a good girl and it really looked like you were having fun." she said softly making sure not to wake up Leah.

"Yeaaa I really did have fun. Thank you Alice." I said giving her a tight hug. She hugged me back and walked to where Rosalie was. I finished my juice and walked up to my room to change i took my clothes off and my bra and put on one of jakes big t shirts. His shirts stopped mid thigh on me so they were perfect as Pj dresses. And Jake always liked it when I wore them so every time he came over , and would have to phase to leave he would leave his shirts, and sometimes other clothing items.

I went to my bed and when I was just about to get comfy I heard the love of my life down stairs... And two other voices, I didn't really pay attention to them because I was to wrapped up in Jacobs. I hopped out of bed quickly and ran down stairs and jumped onto Jacob, my legs wrapped around his stomach and my arms were around his neck. My lips instantly went to his like a magnet. He kissed me back, his lips parted allowing me to let my tongue into his mouth. We made out for a couple minutes, and he pulled away, I pouted like a little girl and he chuckled, kissing me softly on my lips for a second.

"I missed you babe" he said looking into my eyes.

"I missed to you too, did you have fun with the guys" I asked, looking right back into his eyes. He smiled and nodded. He put me down softly. He looked at me from head to toe. And his sexy smile spread across his face. He bent down so his lips were by my ear.

"You look so sexy, you know.. I'm planning on taking that shirt off of you later and tasting every single part of your body" he whispered into my ear, his voice was husky and deep. I already was starting to get wet for him. I held his head still " baby, why later? When you know you can have right now. Im ready" I whispered seductively back. I felt his breaths come out harder. But he was still slightly calm. Hummm This was new. " Nessie baby, I will when I get rid of Jared and Marcus."

Now I new who's voices those were when he walked in, it was all the guys who went out tonight. Emmett, Jasper, Jared and Marcus. We walked to the living room hand in hand. I saw Marcus laying down with Leah on the couch and smiled. They looked so cute together. Than I saw Alice coming down the stairs with Jasper right behind her holding her hand. She gracefully walked up to me and Jacob

"Hey Ness, Leah and Marcus are staying the night. He's too drunk to dive home and it's too late to drive him home, as you can see he is all cuddled up and asleep with our lovely Leah. " Alice said.

I nodded with agreement " oh yea Jared and Kim are asleep in your bed. And they won't wake up, there dead asleep" Alice said giggling at the last part of what she said. But I wasn't laughing. How could they be asleep in MY bed! How was I suppose to sex Jacob now!!

"You could go to Edwards and Bellas house. You know, since you have a room there with a bed just as big as the one here. So Jacob could be comfortable too."
Alice said eying me, and wiggling her eyebrows. Humm would my mom and dad care if I had sex with my soul mate at there/my house? Nahhh they shouldn't. They have sex all the time when I spend the night. So it shouldn't be bad when I have sex with Jacob. Yea.

"Yea your right. Come on let's go Jacob, I will be here in the morning for breakfast" I said turning around and walking out the door. Before my feet touched the hard concrete Jacob swooped me up into his arms " don't want your pretty little feet to get dirty" I smiled and tried to wiggle out his arms. " put me down, I'm to heavy for you. " I said jokingly

Jacob looked at me with on eyebrow arched and smirked " you, my darling, are as light as a feather. And I mean that"

I laughed and he started running threw the forest. 5 minutes later we were at Bella and Edwards. Jacob put me down in front of the door but kept his hands on my lower back. I opened the door slowly and poked my head in, and sniffed the house. My smelling senses aren't as good as full vamps and wolfs, but I can smell sex pretty good and I defiantly don't wanna walk into this house with my mom and dad goin at it. It's really gross and fuckin loud.

"Renesmee, sweety, your here come in, and you too Jacob. I hear and smell you." Bella said with a big smile on her face. She was always happy when I was here. That made me feel good.

I walked in all the way, holding Jacobs hand. My mom eyed me and then looked at Jacob, I guess me being in just Jacobs shirt equals an awkward moment in front of my mom. After about 20 seconds of silence and me and Jake blushing my dad rushed in, looking at all of us and glaring at Jacob.

'Dad, what the fuc- eff ,why are you mad dogging my soul mate?' I thought.
He looked down to me and met my gaze, "Im sorry Renesmee , just knowing that my daughter is now sexually active is going to take some getting used to."

"It's okay dad, but I have a question for you and mom." I said looking at them, i could tell my mom wanted to jump for joy, she loved it when I called her mom.

"Okay, what would you like to ask?" Edward said, motioning us to sit down. I knew they didn't need to sit down, they could stand and be still like statues for days. But they didn't, which was good, cause if I walked in on them standing like statues I would flip the fuck out, and run away and never look back, taking Jake with me of course.

I sat with Jake on the bigger couch, while my mom and dad sat on the love seat all close and cuddled like a teenage couple, that they were.

I looked at my mom and dad. " well you guys are always bothered by how me and Jacob are. And I was wondering when you guy started having sex.?" I said trying to hold in my laugh when i saw the look on my moms face. She just stuttered until my dad cut in.

"Well.. Hunny, um me and your mom started to have sex, when Bella was 18. It was our honey moon. So it was okay." Edward said with a little grin on his face. And my mom was smiling proudly. Because they waited till marriage.

"Humph, I guess, well it's different with me a Jacob, I'm his imprint! And it's impossible for us to not have sex. so i would appreciate it dad if you stop giving jacob death glares."I said standing up and pulling Jake up with me. I stormed to my bedroom slamming the door. I sat on the bed and pouted like a little girl. Then I heard two little knocks on the door, and I realized I slammed the door on Jacob. I got off the bed and rushed to the door and opened it in in-human speed.

" sorry baby" I said as I pulled Jacob in my room "S' okay" he said as we both laid down on my bed . I started to get underneath my covers and Jacob just laid there on top of them fully clothed.

"Umm Jake , are you gonna get underneath the covers with me or what? And you need to take those clothes off. They smell like.. Well i don't know what but it's not you."

"I can't Ness, if I lay with you under the covers and your body is pressed against mine..... Ughhh.... " Jake said while checking me out.

"Well Jake, I will make sure you don't start nothing. We both know I have more self control than you." I said trying to be as serious as possible. Jake studied me for a second, I guess he was trying to see if I was serious or not.

He finally got up and undressed until he was in his boxers and came underneath the covers with me. I held him tightly snuggling my face into his extremely warm chest, than I threw my leg over his waste. I felt his heart beat speed up against my cheek. I held back my smile. He really thought I wouldn't try anything.

Jake sighed." Nessie, you-."

"Babe, chillax in just getting comfortable."

"Uhh okay, well ummm, ugh okay." Jake said, as I started to feel him get bigger on my inner thigh. And this time I didn't hold back my smile. Jake felt my lips move when I did.

"Nessie! Seriously, this isn't funny." He said seriously and trying to fake push me away. It was funny watching Jake trying to resist me.

"Baby, stop, don't push me away, unless you really want me to move."

He stopped fake pushing me and held me tight to his chest while sighing heavily. I used one hand to hold Jake tightly against my body and the other was laying between me and Jake. I decided to put that hand to work. I slowly moved my hand into Jacobs boxers. His breathing sped up again but he didn't stop me. I held his already hard member and gently squeezed it and started stroking him slowly. His breathing hitched and his hands moved down to my thigh and closer to my already wet sex. I quickly moved his had away with my other hand. "Only I can touch you" I said sternly. I continued stroking him, I started to move faster and had him moaning. I knew he wanted me, and I wanted just as much. Jakes breathing starts to come out faster. And than he stopped, I felt his body jerk slightly and I felt him explode onto my stomach." Sorry" why was he apologizing. "Jake baby, don't apologize please."

I got up and wiped my stomach off with a towel and went back to bed, but this time I got on top of Jacob. He was hard again. I moved down so I could kiss his neck. I moved my kisses to his jaw and then finally to his lips. He eagerly kissed me back. I parted my lips to let his tongue slide in. His hands roamed my body. I pulled back from the kiss and took off the big t shirt I was wearing, he groaned as he saw my half naked body, and grabbed my ass tightly with his hands, he lifted me up and slammed me onto the bed so he was on top and in between my legs, I felt his erection pushing against my warm core. Lust and love filled his eyes, they weren't light brown anymore they were now a dark brown almost black. He covered my left breast with his right hand and softly massaged it, I held back a moan. Then he kissed my lips softly, he made a trail of kisses all the way to my right breast. He kissed my nipple before putting it all into his mouth. He made me feel so good that I couldn't hold back my moan. He started to suck harder and moved over to the left rest to give it equal attention. When he was done he kissed me down to my naval and softly slide my red panties off. Once they were off he quickly jammed his thick finger into my now hot core while his thumb massaged my clit. I moaned in pleasure clawing at the sheets. He removed his finger and thumb and his tongue took it's spot. He licked me ferociously, my hips bucked up involuntary and I felt him groan inside my making him into my own personal vibrator. He held my hips tightly and my hands found there way into his short messy hair. He stopped licking me and then his tongue entered me. I gasped and he continued tongue fucking me. It was great but I needed HIM inside of me.

"Babyy.. please .. I need you." He got up and took his boxers off and laid above me with his elbows holding him up. He was in between my legs and I could feel his hot erection against my now drenched core.

"Were not suppose to be doing this, but fuck it, I love you, and have to have you. " and right after that he plunged into me. I wanted to scream in pleasure but I couldn't , unless I wanted
My parents to come. So I held my breath and my nails dug into Jacobs back. Jacob let out a loud sigh as he entered me. He moved his hips back and forth slowly picking up rhythm which I Soon followed. He began to slam into me harder and harder when he new I was going to climax.

"Jacob!, Jake..fuckkkk." I moaned.

He kissed me passionately and I came all on his member. "Ahhhh baby..." I sighed." Fuckk, Ness...." He held onto the headboard and pushed into me harder 2 more times and released him hot liquid into me. He let his body fall on top of me with a small smack and then I realized we were both sweating like pigs.

"I love you sooooooo much Nessie" Jake said into my neck. "I hope your dad doesn't kill me"

"I love you too Jacob, and don't worry he won't." I said sleepily while running my hands threw his hair.

"Baby, I'm sleepy." Jake mumbled. And pulled himself out of me and laid on his back pulling me with him so my head was on his warm chest. Seconds later he was snoring softly. I fell asleep shortly
after, in complete bliss.

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