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SUMMER.. SCHOOLS OUT.
"WHAT THE FUCK!!" Jacob yelled.
"Hey, man chillax. We win some we lose some." Embry said, trying to hold in his laugh. We (Jake Nessie Leah Marcus Kim Jared Quil Clair Seth Paul Krystal Embry & Tiffany) were all at the Clearwater house playing Uno and this was Jacobs 3rd time losing. Sue and Harry were out on a date, with grandpa Charlie being the third wheel. Sad.. yea i know.
"HA. but i never lose three times in a fucking row. Thats just Jaocb." Paul laughed.
"Fuck this game." Jake mumbled.
"Aww babe, don't be upset" i said running my hands down his arms. His pout started to fade and turn into a sly grin.
"Pleaseeee you guys don't do it AGAIN!" Krystal whined.
"you two have done like four quickies in four hours, four is ENOUGH." Seth said with a crinkled up face. "and plus i don't like smelling the sex on you guys.. its.. its just gross."
"I have to agree with Seth boy over there" Embry said as he souffléd the Uno cards.
"oh shut up, its not that bad.. i think it smells good." I said leaning into jake and taking a whiff of his neck. I loved the smell of his especially when i was mixed in it. Jake pulled me closer to him and kissed my lips softly. "I like it too." he stated.
"yea of course you do" Seth mumbled and then turned his head to Leah who was laying on the couch looking very very sick. Its been 3 months and she is still having her morning sickness or as she would call it her "All Fucking Day Sickness."
"You okay sis?" Seth asked for the third time this hour. She nodded. I got up from jakes lap and walked over to her and kneeled down next to her. I the back of my over her forehead and quickly withdrew. She was fucking burning.
"Leah your burning." i said quickly. I looked over to Jake who stoop up and walked over to us Marcus rushing to her side and touching her forehead ad quickly withdrawing. "Fuck..Babe. we gotta take you to the hospital." he rushed and was about to lift her up but she lifted up her and as fast as i have seen her move in 3 months she ran towards the bathroom. I quickly followed. I stopped running when i saw leah throwing up blood. I slowly walked towards her. She sobbing while throwing up, she was also shaking, hard,.
"Ness…Nessie." she whispered before she heaved up blood. Then i rushed to her side wrapping her hair in a bun. and trying to calm her.
I noticed Marcus was standing in the door way looking like a statue. He was looking pretty scared. Kim ran past him and surprisingly kneeling down next to leah and putting a cold wash cloth on the back of her neck. When leah was done she started crying saying her body hurt and she felt like she was on fire. She started screaming. Me Marcus and Kim tried calming her down but she just got worse she started shaking. Jacob then showed up his eyes wide in horror. He quickly grabbed me and pulled me away from Leah. Jared and the rest of the guys then came rushing in. All of us in and outside the bathroom.
"GET HER OUTSIDE!" Jacob yelled. I froze. Seth was already out the door carrying Leahs screaming body
I looked up at him and he met my eyes.
No.
She..She cant phase. She's fucking pregnant. I felt warm tears stream down my cheeks.
"No.. NO NO! Jared let me go! She needs me!" Kim yelled as Jared held on to her body, one had on her growing belly.
"Baby please we have to see her. She's in pain." I pleaded. Jared and Jacob exchanged looks. I knew and Kim too knew that they really REALLY didn't want us to go out there knowing how dangerous it can be but they understood Leah was like our sister. Actually fuck that she IS our sister.
Jacob moved his hands down from my waist and held my hand and lead the way outside Kim following.
when we reached the living room only the girls were in there. Tiffany Krystal and Clair. And they were all looking out the window, not knowing what was going on. Only Kim Leah and I knew about the wolfs and legends.
Krystals head snapped in our direction. "What the FUCK is going on out there? Leah is fucking sick. The last place she needs to be is outside in the fuckin woods!" Krystal yelled.
"Just relax Krys, Paul will explain everything to you later." Jacob said as we walked out the door.
"Where is she?" Kim and I asked at the same time once we were outside. Jacob looked focused and his head snapped to right and pointed towards the woods. "there over there." he said and scooped me, Jared doing the same to Kim and they started to run into the woods.
Once we got to Leah we heard Marcus yelling.
"LET ME FUCKING GO MAN! MY GIRL NEEDS ME!" Paul was holding marcus back from running towards a screaming Leah who was on all fours in the middle of the clearing. Crying.
"Marc please man, you need to keep your distance, just trust me on this." Paul said trying to calm him. Marcus finally calmed down just starring at Leahs body.
"Leah.. Baby..are you okay?" He asked and her head tilted up a little bit and she met his eyes. They were blood shot red from crying and they looked so hurt almost lifeless.
She was giving up. Leah Marie Clearwater never ever gave up.
She then let out an ear piercing scream. Her nails digging into the soil.
"NO!!!!!"Leah screamed.
I stood there as close as i could be watching my sister my best fucking friend go threw the most pain then i will ever have to go threw. I just stood there, crying feeling helpless as i watched Leah change into a protector of the La Push tribe. I could hear Kim crying next to me into Jareds chest as he watched her change. Everyone was watching even Sam. He was in the darkness making sure leah wouldn't see him knowing that it would piss her off.
"WHAT THE FUCK!!" Jacob yelled.
"Hey, man chillax. We win some we lose some." Embry said, trying to hold in his laugh. We (Jake Nessie Leah Marcus Kim Jared Quil Clair Seth Paul Krystal Embry & Tiffany) were all at the Clearwater house playing Uno and this was Jacobs 3rd time losing. Sue and Harry were out on a date, with grandpa Charlie being the third wheel. Sad.. yea i know.
"HA. but i never lose three times in a fucking row. Thats just Jaocb." Paul laughed.
"Fuck this game." Jake mumbled.
"Aww babe, don't be upset" i said running my hands down his arms. His pout started to fade and turn into a sly grin.
"Pleaseeee you guys don't do it AGAIN!" Krystal whined.
"you two have done like four quickies in four hours, four is ENOUGH." Seth said with a crinkled up face. "and plus i don't like smelling the sex on you guys.. its.. its just gross."
"I have to agree with Seth boy over there" Embry said as he souffléd the Uno cards.
"oh shut up, its not that bad.. i think it smells good." I said leaning into jake and taking a whiff of his neck. I loved the smell of his especially when i was mixed in it. Jake pulled me closer to him and kissed my lips softly. "I like it too." he stated.
"yea of course you do" Seth mumbled and then turned his head to Leah who was laying on the couch looking very very sick. Its been 2 months and she is still having her morning sickness or as she would call it her "All Fucking Day Sickness."
"You okay sis?" Seth asked for the third time this hour. She nodded. I got up from jakes lap and walked over to her and kneeled down next to her. I the back of my over her forehead and quickly withdrew. She was fucking burning.
"Leah your burning." i said quickly. I looked over to Jake who stoop up and walked over to us Marcus rushing to her side and touching her forehead ad quickly withdrawing. "Fuck..Babe. we gotta take you to the hospital." he rushed and was about to lift her up but she lifted up her and as fast as i have seen her move in 3 months she ran towards the bathroom. I quickly followed. I stopped running when i saw leah throwing up blood. I slowly walked towards her. She sobbing while throwing up, she was also shaking, hard,.
"Ness…Nessie." she whispered before she heaved up blood. Then i rushed to her side wrapping her hair in a bun. and trying to calm her.
I noticed Marcus was standing in the door way looking like a statue. He was looking pretty scared. Kim ran past him and surprisingly kneeling down next to leah and putting a cold wash cloth on the back of her neck. When leah was done she started crying saying her body hurt and she felt like she was on fire. She started screaming. Me Marcus and Kim tried calming her down but she just got worse she started shaking. Jacob then showed up his eyes wide in horror. He quickly grabbed me and pulled me away from Leah. Jared and the rest of the guys then came rushing in. All of us in and outside the bathroom.
"GET HER OUTSIDE!" Jacob yelled. I froze.
I looked up at him and he met my eyes.
No.
She..She cant phase. She's fucking pregnant. I felt warm tears stream down my cheeks as i watched Paul carry Leahs screaming body outside outside.
"No.. NO NO! Jared let me go! She needs me!" Kim yelled as Jared held on to her body, one had on her growing belly.
"Baby please we have to see her. She's in pain." I pleaded. Jared and Jacob exchanged looks. I knew and Kim too knew that they really REALLY didn't want us to go out there knowing how dangerous it can be but they understood Leah was like our sister. Actually fuck that she IS our sister.
Jacob moved his hands down from my waist and held my hand and lead the way outside Kim following.
when we reached the living room only the girls were in there. Tiffany Krystal and Clair. And they were all looking out the window, not knowing what was going on. Only Kim Leah and I knew about the wolfs and legends.
Krystals head snapped in our direction. "What the FUCK is going on out there? Leah is fucking sick. The last place she needs to be is outside in the fuckin woods!" Krystal yelled.
"Just relax Krys, Paul will explain everything to you later." Jacob said as we walked out the door.
"Where is she?" Kim and I asked at the same time once we were outside. Jacob looked focused and his head snapped to right and pointed towards the woods. "there over there." he said and scooped me, Jared doing the same to Kim and they started to run into the woods.
Once we got to Leah we heard Marcus yelling.
"LET ME FUCKING GO MAN! MY GIRL NEEDS ME!" Paul was holding marcus back from running towards a screaming Leah who was on all fours in the middle of the clearing. Crying.
"Marc please man, you need to keep your distance, just trust me on this." Paul said trying to calm him. Marcus finally calmed down just starring at Leahs body.
"Leah.. Baby..are you okay?" He asked and her head tilted up a little bit and she met his eyes. They were blood shot red from crying and they looked so hurt almost lifeless.
She was giving up. Leah Marie Clearwater never ever gave up.
She then let out an ear piercing scream. Her nails digging into the soil.
"NO!!!!!"Leah screamed.
I stood there as close as i could be watching my sister my best fucking friend go threw the most pain then i will ever have to go threw. I just stood there, crying feeling helpless as i watched Leah change into a protector of the La Push tribe. I could hear Kim crying next to me into Jareds chest as he watched her change. Everyone was watching even Sam. He was in the darkness making sure Leah wouldn't see him knowing that it would piss her off.
"She's gonna be okay." Jacob said kissing the top of my head.
I nodded. "I hope so."
"wha..whaaa the..fuck." Marcus stuttered.
"You alright man?" Quil asked from where he was sitting on the ground. Marcus just kept starring at the silver grey wolf who was Leah Clearwater.
Leah whinned when her eyes met Marcus. "lee..Leah.. is that you?" he asked.
"yes its her dumbass." Paul snapped. "Look now thats she phased and all can i go back to my girl who is now probably worried about me right now?" Paul asked Jacob. Jacob nodded. "Get the fuck outta here Paul, who else wants to go" he asked sharply.
Quil slowly started to stand up and muttered uncorhently and took off running towards the Clearwater house.
"im staying." Embry said when Jake looked over at him. "You already know im staying Seth said.
"im gonna go phase you coming Embry, Seth? Jared you stay here with Ness Kim and Marcus. Jacob said as he ran into the darkness.
When they were phased they came out and went over to Leah. I could tell they were having a conversation by the little noises they were making.
"You've got to be fucking shitting me!" Marcus yelled. " I ..I cant do this… Your a fucking wolf leah..Fuck." he started to pace back and forth but then stopped as leah started walking towards him. He started to back up his hands in front of him. "woah..okay okay." he whispered.
Leah then stopped walking and made a whining noise.
"Are you fucking scared of her Marcus?!" i yelled. I cant believe he was acting like she was about to take a chunk out of him. cant he see all the love in her eyes right now when she looks at him?
" Wha.. WHAT! of course i am, look at how fucking huge she is."
Leah then backed up to were Jacob and Embry were.
"Get the fuck out of here!" Kim yelled at Marcus. Jared tried to calm her down but it was pointless. She was already pissed. Marcus just stared at Kim.
"Your a fucking pussy you know that? Here i thought that you were going to be able to handle this. Shit even me and Ness are handling this better than you and were Pregnant and emotional. Yea Leah might be a huge beautiful fucking wolf right now but she is still Leah. She's not going to fucking hurt you. And if you cant handle this which is clearly showing then you need to get the fuck out of here and don't ever speak of this again or we will fucking kill you."
Marcus broke his gaze away from Kim and looked at Leah and walked off.
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Its been a month since Leah phased. I am now 9 months pregnant and im in hell. My back is killing my stomach is tight and i don't want to me touched and all that equals a bitchy attitude from …Muah..
Today leah was coming over to my house since i was on the rez. Since she has phased she doesn't step near my families house in forks. She still cant handle the Vamp smell with out gagging in front of everyone.
"How you doin'.? Jake asked as he came in the living room and sat next to me.
"fine. Leah is coming over in a little." I told him and he jumped up quickly.
"shit! I gotta hide the food!" He said as he ran to the kitchen.
"Jake." I laughed. "You cant hide food from a wolf especially one who has the best nose."
A couple minutes later he came out, his head hanging low. "Your right. Now im just going to starve tonight." he said and plopped down on the couch.
"oh stop being so dramatic, she wont eat all the food." I said.
"Sure sure. So any ways how is she..You know with the baby and Marcus stuff." Jake asked.
I honestly didn't know she never really talked about it. After she phased and turned back to human form we took her home where she barely said a word and went straight to sleep. Seth told us that she cried all night. The next day she told me and Kim that she lost the baby. There was no way she could get pregnant when she could phase dew to the changes of her body when the wolf form takes over. Then the next thing she said was fuck Marcus. After that she never spoke about he feeling or anything. She was quiet now but she still had her "I don't give a fuck" attitude. Thank God.
"Nope Nothing. She doesn't speak about any of it. " I answered.
"hum okay.. she's really good at hiding her thoughts in wolf form. I was shocked so were the rest of the guys, but i think sam is planning on getting her back but i don't know." Jacob said.
"Sam-" i started but what cut off by a knock on my door and then Leah walking in in a pair of jean short shorts a black tank top and a pair of dirty chucks.
"Hey." she said as she grabbed an apple off the table and sat on the other side of me.
"Whats cracking." Jacob said.
Leah smiled and took a bite of her apple. "So Mommy, how you doin? this is the month where baby Larissa comes and rules the world." She smile and rubbed my belly.
"Im good." i started but stopped when Jacob scoffed. "okay okay.. im not good. Im actually pretty fucking irritated. My back is killing me." i said as i stood up and stretched.
"Well.. this is almost over." Leah said and grabbed the remote. I walked over to the kitchen and as i reached up to grab a box of cereal i felt a warm liquid come down my legs. What the fuck is that????
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