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this is dedicated to my reviewers. the first characters that i want to do are people who died in the series so if you have a request, just tell me and ill see what i can do.

I wish you knew

Twenty things Severus Snape wishes he had said or done before death

1. He always wanted to leave England. He didn't care where he went but he wanted to get as far from that place as possible.

2. "You no good two-timing son of a-" he wishes he had had the courage to finish the sentence. Maybe then his mum would have been around longer…?

3. He got offered a lot of money when he was fifteen…all he had to do was kill a muggle for the man who called himself "the dark lord"… he wishes he didn't take the offer

4. "You're a witch, Petunia. You can do magic too" even if it was a lie.

really wanted to be friends with James Potter in first year. He was just so cool, you know?

6. He wishes he hadn't told Lily she was a witch…because maybe then she'd still be alive.

7. He wanted to hurt Black in sixth year. He wanted to catch Black in '93. He wanted to save Black in '95. He wanted to miss him (Black) in '97. He didn't get to do any of those things….at least; he didn't get caught doing them.

8. "Will you go out with me?"

9. He wishes it wasn't he who killed Albus.

10. "Albus"
But he wasn't trusted enough…ever

11. He wishes it wasn't he who replaced Albus as Head…Minerva deserved and earned that title early on.

12. "you're right, potter, you're not your father, you're your mother and that's just as bad" but in the end it didn't work anyway

13. He really did want to like Hermione Granger… but that incessant little know-it-all reminded him way to much of another muggle born girl he used to know.

14. He wanted to speak snake, it just seemed cool, you know?

15. He never wanted children…all he wanted was a chance.

16. "Stop talking behind my back and SAY YOU DON'T LIKE ME!!!"
…..He wasn't that brave to say to his former teachers and of course his boss

17. He didn't want to let the Carrows win, but it was the only way he could fool the dark lord.

18. If it had been up to him, Harry would have known all along.

19. He wishes he had been a better teacher to his students…
And a better student to his teachers

20. "I'm sorry, Harry"

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