AFTER WAY MORE TIME THAN IT SHOULD HAVE TAKEN ME TO DO THIS, I OFFER YOU CHAPTER FOUR OF THE STORY.
I'M SO SORRY IT HAS TAKEN ME SO LONG TO UPDATE, BUT ANOTHER PLOT BUNNY ASAULTED ME AND I JUST COULDN'T FOCUS ON THIS FOR A LONG TIME.
WITHOUT FURTHUR ADO...
I wish you knew
(Twenty things Bellatrix Lestrange never got the chance to say or do before she died)
1. When she was younger, she wanted her best friend to be from a pure blood family, not because she was against muggles, but because Andromeda's best friend was Sirius, and Narcissa's was the house elf, and she wanted to please her family
2. She never told her mother, but she fell in love when she was about sixteen-his name was Robbie and he was a muggle, and she didn't just like him because he called her 'Beautiful'.
3. Fifteen years old and as gorgeous as could be, she wanted Cissy's Hair and 'Meda's eyes and Sirius' confidence more than anything
4. She never actually said that she would marry Lestrange…it just sort of …happened
5. When she finally joined the death eaters, she had no idea what she was doing, and she didn't get a chance to say 'no'.
6. She never told her husband that she loved him; she also never lied to him
7. She was actually present at Andromeda's wedding to that man, her sister always was more beautiful, and she was almost proud of the blood traitor for standing up to their parents in a way she, Bella, never even tried. She wished she'd told her
8. "I'm pregnant"
9. She wanted to teach. Maybe Charms or potions at Hogwarts, she really didn't care, she just wanted to teach
10. She always wanted to go to Japan…she couldn't tell you why though, even she didn't know
11. "Narcissa, I expected better of you, you could have gone farther than any single one of us in this family, but you settled for that"
12. When Regulus died suddenly, all she wanted to do was find Sirius and hold him while he tried to pretend he wasn't really crying
13. The first person she really wanted to hurt, died before she could kill him, and she was happy, because you should never want to kill your own Father
14. The first time she can remember wanting to cry in her entire life, was when Sirius was arrested
15. When she was taken away after her trial, yelling and laughing that the Dark lord would return, she really wished she had Married Robbie
16. If she could blame azkaban for her insanity she would have, but really, she was crazy way before that, and that is the story she stuck with
17. She hated her husband, loathed her family, and wanted all mudbloods dead.
But she loved two people in her entire life- one killed the other, actually- Robbie the Muggle, and The Dark Lord.
18. She really did not want to kill Sirius herself, but she couldn't regret killing 'Meda's girl- the child was the physical embodiment of everything she, Bella Lestrange, hated and wanted…gone
19. She wishes she could say that she regretted all of the things she did, but Black's don't believe in regret, and neither did she
20. By the time Molly Weasley killed her, she wanted to do it herself.
AGAIN I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE, IF YOU HAVEANY SUGESTINS FOR PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE, THE ONLY GUIDLINES THAT IHAVE ARE THAT THEY HAVE TO HAVE DIED IN ONE OF THE BOOKS(FOR NOW AT LEAST)
THANKS A BUNDLE,
Aliey