Our first mistake was having feelings for each other. Our second mistake was drinking blood from each other. And our third mistake was consummating our relationship Eric and I had done something that could never be undone, we had swapped blood and made love. We could not go back now, we were two peas in a pod. And now, we were waiting to get caught.

I had always been pessimistic about my first time. As most girls of the time, I assumed it would be with an unfit man of an older age who was selfish. I hadn't exactly heard the best stories during my time above ground, and despite everything Mary had told me underground… I still was expecting the worst.

Sex with Eric, though painful at first, became my favourite thing in the world. He started out gentle and loving, and somehow stayed that way while still making it… well, exciting. Perhaps I was an inexperienced girl thinking my lover was the best, but I would never have better.

As I lay on Eric's chest, he stoked my chestnut hair. I was naked against his cold body and he had thrown a duvet over us. We'd been sleeping together for a month, since the night of his return. It seemed that was all we had been doing, and we had almost forgotten to speak to one another.

"Where did you go, for those three years?" I asked him, tracing my finger up and down his muscles in awe.

"I was in Romania," he began. "Ocella sent me on an errand, if you recall?"

I nodded. "You never said what the errand was."

"It had to do with you, lover." He said, kissing my fingertips. Even the sheer action of that made me weak at the knees.

"Me?" I asked. "What about me?"

"He was intrigued by your eyes, your smell, and the effect you had on me after I had given you blood." Eric said, moving his kisses farther down my arm.

"Why?"

"Your eyes, my lover, are a rare pigment for humans. They are nearly purple, if you hadn't noticed." Eric said.

"Don't other people have purple eyes?" I asked, looking up at him in confusion.

"I have been around the world and back, I have never seen a human with your eyes." Eric said, he was being very nonchalant about the whole thing. It made me think that he was trying to downplay something.

"My father, of what I can recall, had my eyes." I said.

"Ah, yes he would." Eric stated, still keeping his cool demeanour. "I never told you, because I thought I did not need to… but when I gave you blood I began to experience things that were quite odd. I began to have feelings that I had not had for many years, and I noticed after a while that something within me was calling to you. Ocella is no fool; he possibly figured it out before I had. You are not fully human."

"What? You mean I'm part vampire?" I asked, taken aback and quite scared.

Eric let out a little chuckle. "There are other things besides us and humans out there."

"Like what?" I asked, intrigued and frightened.

"Witches, werewolves, fae." Eric said, rolling me over onto my back and putting his weight on top of me. He wanted to have sex again, but I was caught up in what he had been telling me.

"What do they have to do with me?" I questioned, as he kissed my breasts tenderly.

"I believe that you may be one half of a fairy." He said, before biting down on my left breast until he felt blood and began to drink.

"My mother is not a fairy!" I exclaimed, as Eric finished his snack and licked my wound.

"Ah, no. Your mother is not a fairy, but I believe your father was." Eric explained during licks.

"Sir, this is all very confusing and overwhelming." I said, lines forming on my forehead.

"I can surely relax you, lover." The Viking winked, and made his way down the bed. I let out a moan and suddenly the whole ordeal was forgotten and it would stay that way for many, many years.

I had been bleeding when it happened. I stood up from the bath and stare down at the blood dripping between my legs. Tobias rushed into the room and was completely in awe of my naked body. I had become a sexual being over the last month with Eric, but I still had the modesty to attempt to cover up my body.

"You are bleeding. The blood smells delightful and your body looks far better." Tobias said slowly, he had a sick look in his eyes that made my heart quicken with fear.

He took a step closer.

"Tobias," I pleaded. "Please do not come closer."

"I cannot help it anymore. You are old enough now. I will have you." He said, he was deranged and I could sense that he had a one track mind now.

I was frightened and scared and reached for my discarded dress that sat on the bed and began to attempt to put it on. But, being a vampire, Tobias was fast. Too fast.

He ripped the dress out of my hands and pressed his slimey mouth to mine. I tried as hard as I could to protest. He was too strong, and I was too weak even with vampire blood in my system.

"Please, stop!" I screamed as he began to touch my exposed body. I kicked, I punched, I pushed. I began to sob as I screamed. "STOP!"

His fangs sunk into my breast, almost exactly the spot that Eric had bitten the night before. The scar was nearly healed now, but if Tobias looked a little to the left I would be dead. As he drank my blood like a starving animal, I began to feel weaker. He took it to mean that I was more compliant, he did what I was dreading and stuck his fingers inside of me.

He immediately pulled them out and looked at my tear streaked face in fury and shock.

"Whore!" He exclaimed, looking down at his blood soaked finger. "You've lain with someone! Who is it?"

"I haven't!" I lied, and he slapped me hard across the face. I cried hard and screamed.

"Liar!" Tobias yelled, undoing his pants.

"NO!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. "Please, no! Please! I'll do anything, but this! Please!"

"If you are going to be a little whore, then you will be my whore!"

He did it then. The books today will tell you that most women do not remember anything, and but I remember it. All of it. I fought the whole time, I was not going down without a fight.

Tobias, unlike Eric, did not take long to finish. As his cold body lay over mine, I still sobbed like the world was ending because it seemed to have.

"Shut up, slatter." He said, wiping himself off on the bed carelessly and putting his pants back on. I looked down at my still bleeding breast, he hadn't even bothered to heal it for me. I cried silently on the bed and I could feel Tobias staring down at me.

"He is a vampire." Tobias said, and I knew he was observing Eric's bite marks that appeared all over my body. "I wonder if it is who I think it is… and how I will have to kill him."

I said nothing, but instead I cried harder.

Suddenly, there was a loud noise and the room shook violently. I did not move, I knew who it was. I knew that he would come for me, but it was too late… the damage was done.

"And he answers my question for me!" Tobias exclaimed, clapping his hands together. "Hello, Eric."

Eric grabbed a stray night gown from off the floor, without putting his guard down and threw it at me. I put it on as quickly as I could and got up from the bed, but Tobias grabbed the top of my long hair and pulled me towards him in a position where he could snap my neck.

"Tobias," Eric said, being rational. "I will leave the girl alone if you do not harm her."

"Now, define harm." Tobias said. "Because I've just violated her against her will. Would you call that harm? I'm not sure I would."

I let out a sob and I heard Eric growl.

"I do not make deals with men who have already broken them." Tobias said, licking my ear as I cried.

I looked at Eric and he looked at me. We both seemed helpless and desperate.

"Ocella will hear of this!" Eric said, taking a step closer.

"Ocella is an old vampire, and I am almost as old as he. We both know the rules, and he will side with me despite you being his favourite child. The girl was mine, and you fucked her. I should have you killed." Tobias said boastfully.

I almost vomited.

Quicker than the speed of light, Ocella was at the door and I figured that Eric had called him through their "connection". Ocella's coat was a new royal blue colour and he looked at me with little surprise.

"Ah," Ocella said, stepping into the room. "I knew she'd be trouble."

Eric's head spun around and I let out a tremble.

"Have you raped the girl, Tobias?" Ocella asked curiously.

"Your child has lain with my human." Tobias stated, justifying his actions.

"Understandable," Ocella nodded. "What will you want to do about my child?"

"Kill him." Tobias demanded.

Ocella chuckled. "No, I cannot do that. Nor will I let you."

"Then leave, forever." Tobias said, gripping my hair tighter.

"Done." Ocella said, giving Eric the scolding look of a father.

"Master!" Eric protested.

"Come, child." Ocella ordered, and Eric looked down at me with pity as he backed out of the room slowly.

"Eric!" I yelled and watched as he left me. "Eric!"

"Quiet!" Tobias yelled, throwing me to the floor. That is where I stayed, as I passed out from the trauma and silently hoped to die. For my life could not get any worse, and it did not seem like it would ever get better.

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