Gary fell to his knees in utter horror. Never in his life had he ever felt so empty, yet rushed with painful emotions. He stared downward in utter hysteria, tears flooding his face as he was shaking violently with shock. The nurse was so much in shock as well that he dropped the knife and fell to his knees, nearly hyperventilating. Gary saw the knife lying next to him and without hesitation he grabbed it and jabbed it up into the man's lower jaw, killing him instantly.
Gary looked back down and began to sob harder than he had ever done in his entire life as he clutched the lifeless body of the only person who had ever loved him. Alice had sacrificed herself for him so that he could avenge his ill-treatment and defeat by Jimmy Hopkins, but now that all seemed to be meaningless things. All he cared about was getting Alice away from that awful place that finally took her life.
He picked her up in his arms, along with their stuff and managed to get out of the side door to the gate and hide before the nurses came out to gather everyone else up inside. Gary didn't care that he just killed a man because he deserved it. Gary just kept walking, letting his feet carry him to wherever as long as it was far away from Happy Volts. By the time Gary finally stopped, he realized that he was standing in front to the old church and the cemetery. He hung his head low as he walked in through the broken gate and headed towards the sanctuary.
Feeling as if he was going to dehydrate from crying so much, he carried Alice all the way up to the altar at the front of the church and laid her down. She looked so peaceful, for being stabbed in the chest. Still shaking, he fixed her hair and straightened out her dress so she looked as if she was sleeping.
He didn't realize how alone he was until the one person he actually cared about was gone and it was tearing him up inside. He couldn't breathe. Falling to his knees, sobbing like a little girl, he hunched over and tried catching his breath. He couldn't take it all in at once, but it was forcing him to and all of his emotions were hitting him at the same time, ripping out his heart that he never knew existed.
All of a sudden he clenched his teeth, and glared upwards, balling his fists and let out a horrible yell directly at God. Without even saying a real word, he cursed God for everything. Before leaving, he gently kissed Alice one more time and said his good-byes as he stroked her hair. He didn't want to leave her like that, but it was the only thing he could think of and at least hopefully someone would give her an ok burial.
He turned on his heel and stormed out of the church with a burning fury equal to that of the anti-Christ. Anyone who got in his way was going to suffer, most of all Jimmy. Even though, if it wasn't for him Gary would have never met Alice in the first place, but Jimmy was the main problem and Gary could think of nothing else but watching him bleed slowly by his hand. No matter what, Jimmy was going to die—die in the name of vengeance.