5. Claire

After a couple of songs me and Claire decided to go to the beach. We took her car to First beach but we stopped by Charlie to get my bathing suit. It was a red bikini that barely left anything to the imagition and Claire had blue shorts and a bikini top. We laid on a blanket getting sun a few girls asked why i sparkled i just said i was using a special body glitter. Usually my skin just glowed but when the sun shined a lot I sparkled.

"So how old is your family" Claire asked after the 3rd person asked about my glitter she seems to forget that am half vamp sometimes. I sad up and started to do math to find out how old there where i forget sometimes.

"well my grandfather is just about 300 years. My grandmother is 120. Uncle Jasper is 174. My father and aunt Alice are 116. Aunt Rose and Emmet are 102. And mom the youngest is 29 years old" she couldn't hide the shock on her face.

"Wow that's old."

"yeah its old." I giggled and laid down again while putting my Dior sunglass on. after another half hour of sun and talk i got a little bored.

" Am bored can we do something fun" i asked

"like what."

"I don't know" i shrugged "maybe a mall or something."

"La push doesn't have a mall but there something better." She said smiling while looking at some cliffs

"beter than shopping."

"Yep"

"What?"

She got up and grin from ear to ear

"cliffs diving."

"what's that?"

"You see that Clift" she pointed

"Yeah what about it"

"well we just go up there and jump down. Scary as hell but the rush is amazing i do it with Quil all the time. But he doesn't let me do it alone"

"I don't know."

"come on its not like you can die"

"but aren't our parents not to mention Charlie gonna be pissed"

"probly" she shrugged

"and aren't Jacob and Quil gonna be mad"

"defiantly" she said half laughing "but that's were you do this little thing called not tell them"

"Then let's do it" i got up and started walking when Claire grabbed my arm.

"Wait are they here" she said and looked franticly around. And i knew who she was talking about wolf boyfriends.

"No there not"

"Okay lets have fun" she squealed.

I stood on the edge looking down Claire had jumped before me. And yelling for me to jump

i can even describe the felling standing on the clift looking down. But the rush. God the rush is one of the most i don't know amazing felling. No amazing doesn't even describe it clift diving is my new favoutite thing. Next to kissing Jacob. As soon as my feet touch the sand i wanted to try again. And again and the entire afternoon went that way. We ordered pizza at Claire house

Jacob and Quil joint us after a while.

"Hey pretty girls" they laugh in sync as they so us sprawled out on her bed eating pizza. Quil sat on the bed with us and kissed Claire temples "how's was your day."

Claire made eye contact with me and smiled "we had fun." Jacob swiped me off my feet and kissed me passionately "ewe" Quil and Claire exclaimed.

i woke up in Claire beds with Claire on the floor drooling. as soon as my feet hit the grown my head felt dizzily. And when i heard Claire's snoring my throat burnt "hey"

she said with a sleepy tone.

"hi"

"We should probly get to Emily's."

"yeah."

We got up and got cloths on and i notice that a window was open. I guess Jacob and Quil snoke out last night. We got in the car and drove down the muddy lane to Emily's. Before we got there i couldn't smell them. I knew they were there but my senses was weak better go hunting soon. As soon as we stepped in "NEZZ" little Sara Black Paul and Rachel 6 year old she ran off Paul lap and basically flyed into my arms.

"Well hallo sweetie."

i hugged her tightly the i notice That Nat, Selena, Emily, Seth, Paul, Rachel and their kids were there. Sam and Emily's 10 year old daughter Jennifer. 7 year old son Max. and 4 year old Levi. Were playing with 8 year Will Black in the corner. And Selena was craddeling a two month old Leah Ann Clearwater. There first kid. I went over and sat on the counter. While Claire and Emily where making breakfasts everybody was laughing at something that Nat had said. When Jacob walked in and my train of thought fell and i couldn't help but giggled. He was wearing a T-shirt danm missed a treat

"hey" i said dazed.

"hey" he replied and crossed the room to the counter. i raped my legs around his waist. And pulled him in a very passionately kiss with our tungs dancing around. I was completely lost when Emily hit us

"There children in the room." Emily scolded

"geez sorry mom" i mumbled.

"i don't need super hearing to hear what you said" she laughed.

"diner almost ready" Claire yelled.

"Finally" Paul murmured and Rachel gave Jennifer an look. and Jennifer smacked the back of his head

i couldn't help but laugh and Jacob laughed along side me.

Claire was happily chopping tomatoes. Rachel got up and started serving Emily's famous blueberry muffins and she had made pancakes and Claire's famous tomato sauce. that go great with the pancakes. Jacob took a seat and i sat on his lap. we were all laughing and eating.

And that's was when heard a puls it going rapid and i smelled it the smell that over the years i had gotten known a little to well.

"oh shout you gonna need a bandage" Rachel said.

i didn't want to turn around thinking about what i might see. NO i knew what i would see. i so Jacob horrified look when Max started to yell "blood, blood, blood."

and it took all my better jugedment not to turn around. Jacob took my hand and squeezed it gently. when i notice that the bandage was on the table. Claire went over and grabbed the bandaged her bloody finger was just beside my hair. first kiss first kiss first kiss. it would take me 5.2 seconds to snap her neck and drink her. Paul wouldn't be hard to take down Jake would never hurt me. and everybody else would just be screaming. NO first kiss first kiss.

"uh its really much" she held her finger up and one drop hit the table. stand up get out my brain advised me.

" am sorry i gotta go" i cried. Jacob grabbed my arm "no Jake i gotta go"

every adult realist one ting at that moment. Claire was bleeding and i was a vampire

"am so sorry" Claire yelled as i made my way out the door.

as soon as i got out i took a deep breath. and sank to my knees i grabbed my throat trying to less the burning but it was the strongest i ever felt. i couldn't stop the tears that was running down my cheeks.

"Nessie" i heard Jacob yell and i crawled behind a tree.

"go away Jacob" i cried.

"No Claire understands."

"5.2"

"what."

"5.2 seconds would it take me to kill her" i finally let him see me at little.

"but you didn't" he whispered.

"i wanted to. I thought about it"

"but you didn't" he continent.

"i wanted to."

i got up and started to walk into the woods.

"Were you going."

"Am going hunting. "

and i went full speed into the woods.

Am a monster