~Authors Note: Gondorprimalayon! (10 points for anybody who knows where that's from and what it means)! What's up? My life has been pretty damn good if I say so myself. I have a dance tomorrow. It's going to be awesome! Anyways, enjoy!
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Phineas and Ferb: Isn't what it is
Chapter 8: Ignorance
I pulled in to the school parking lot and turned my car off.
I scanned the schoolyard for somebody I know or/and for someone I consider my friend. At the first glance I had no such luck.
I slipped out of my car slowly before walking towards the place I saw Ferb for the first time. I saw the popular people and I noticed that Phineas was there and he looked as excited and hyped up as ever. He turned around to talk to Isabella when he saw me, smiled and ran over.
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
I guess I'll make my own way
it's a circle
a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
where's your gavel? Your jury?
"Hey Alika. Why are ya' sitting here all on your own? You know you can always hang out with me! Doesn't even matter if your ulterior motive is sex. You're actually quite hot you know." He told me in that too excited, flirty tone of his and I nodded suspiciously before looking around again. I didn't see Baljeet, Buford, Ferb, Andorea or Marissa for that matter and I was starting to wonder where the hell they were. Did they just decide to ditch and not tell me about it?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.
"Please shut up and leave me alone. By the way where's Ferb?" I tell Phineas in an overly exaggerated annoyed tone. I really was getting annoyed with him. He didn't have to come over here and talked to me. "Computer lab with everybody else. It's what they nerds do every morning. Well, almost, sometimes they hang out at the library or the music or art room." Phineas said with a shrug before flashing a brilliant smile my way. "Do you want me to show you were it is?" He asks and I sigh before nodding. I wanted to hang out with them but I had no idea where any of those things were. Just my luck.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same,
I got up and fallowed Phineas inside of the school. It was actually rather calming with nobody else but the 2 of us. I kind of liked his silence and the way he knew everything about everyone. He was still overly annoying and completely too energetic, but he wasn't ½ bad for anybody else.
We're not the same
oh we're not the same
yeah, the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
He pointed to a door that had the words "computer lab" printed in the front. He smiled a cocky smile and winked at me suggestively before saying, "There you go, Mi' lady. If they ever get boring, I'm there for you." I rolled my eyes dramatically and sighed before slipping into the computer lab.
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
it's good (hey)
it's good
I wasn't really sure what I was expecting, but basically, it was a room full of desktop computers on this metal desk. It was very cold and I would have kept thinking that if it wasn't for the fact that chairs were all pulled up in a circle and 5 kids were sitting upon them.
You treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Marissa was the first to notice me. She was wearing a black fedora, jean capri pants, lime green combat boots and a black tee shirt with a smiley face with his tongue sticking out on it. She waved and smiled. "Hey Alika. I must say it's about time." She told me playfully. The rest of them looked up. Marissa was probably the different kid in the group. The one who never decided on a social clique.
you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Andorea was wearing black short shorts, an orange tank top and that weird converse shoe that goes up to your knees, are yellow and are high heels. She was obviously the whore of the group, but she was the good kind of whore.
This is the best thing that could've happened
any longer and i wouldn't have made it
it's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
the same tricks that, that once fooled me
they won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
well now I can fend for myself
Baljeet was looking like a total nerd in his buttoned-up-the-entire-way purple and white long-sleeved plaid shirt and normal jeans. It was odd that he was going out with Andorea, she was the whore, and he was the nerd. That kind of shit didn't happen anywhere else.
Buford was wearing camo cargo pants and a grey tee shirt with a bright red 'x' in the middle of it. He was looking extremely tough and I had to admit that it was slightly scaring me.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same,
we're not the same
oh we're not the same
Ferb, the oh-so-gorgeous, Ferb, was wearing tight black skinny jeans with a Slipknot tee shirt and an Alexisonfire sweater. He must have like endless piles of band merchandise in his room. His green hair was perfectly shading off parts of his deep green eyes and his black converse brought out his pale skin perfectly. He was perfect.
yeah, we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
it's good (hey)
it's good
I pulled a chair up beside Ferb and smiled. "So anything new?" I asked them feeling right at home. I don't think I've ever felt this easy with people I just met. It doesn't happen a lot where you can just be who you want to be around complete strangers. I liked this new feeling of accomplishment. It felt good to be around people who wanted to be with me.
you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out
you treat me just like another stranger
"Well, there's a new couple among us." Said Andorea playfully before winking at Baljeet who then straightened nervously. I was honestly curious. Were Marissa and Buford going out now? They looked like an ok couple I guess. Well, I suppose it would be almost as weird as Andorea and Baljeet.
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out
"And who would that be?" I asked with a smile forming my face. Marissa started blushing and grabbed Ferb's hand.
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
I cracked then. Not visually though. You couldn't tell I cracked. Was this why Ferb was treating me like he didn't even know me? Was he judging me? I have to react soon before someone realizes I actually like him.
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
"Oh, that's awesome. Congratulations!" I said in a fake happy tone. I just wanted to leave now. If he was treating me like a stranger and judging me, I could judge him too and treat him the same, right? I could just leave right now and make my life that much easier. Ditching the pain that they would obviously make me feel. Wait, for the judging thing, I kind of did that earlier didn't I? Maybe I should watch what I worry about…
you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out
"I'll be right back" I told them with a fake and reassuring smile on my face before walking out of the computer lab.
you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out
~Authors note: so? Thoughts? I hope you liked it! The song is Ignorance by Paramore which is my newly discovered band that I really like! It took me quite awhile to write so if you don't like it then be nice and pretend you do because I don't accept flames. Review though please!
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Mel swirls!