~Authors Note: Salutations! Every time I go to update this story, I'm always running on caffeine and only on caffeine. Isn't that weird? Anyways I hope you had a good 10 days, which I know is lounger than when I usually update, but I'm afraid you'll have to deal because I was grounded. Anyways, enjoy this chapter!

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Phineas and Ferb: Isn't what it is

Chapter 11: Fall to pieces

We sat with them under the tree in complete silence. We weren't sure what to say, they didn't trust themselves to say anything, and I was just lost for words. "Look we know Andorea might be pregnant." Marissa said absentmindedly and I snapped my head sideways so I could glare at her. "You don't just say it like that!" I told her and she shrugged before snapping an innocent smile on her face, "than how was I supposed to tell them?" She asked and I tried to think of a way, but I myself didn't know of any.

I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,

I looked over at Baljeet and Buford. Buford was trying to apologize while Baljeet told him how he didn't want to hear it. "Alika you should really stop trying to be so perfect." Ferb told me in that velvety British accent of his that almost made me forget that he was saying it as an insult type argument. I tried to face his perfect face, but I couldn't bring myself to do it so I pretended not to be moved by the comment, but that wasn't working too well for me either. I had to look at him. I couldn't look at him.

If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

"I'm sorry, that was uncalled for." He stumbled on his words and his British accent didn't seem so smooth. He wasn't perfect either, he couldn't undo what he said, the words were out in the open, and they hurt more than I'll ever let on, but I didn't want to whine about it. There was really no point in that.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

"No it wasn't. It wasn't uncalled for if it's true. She really shouldn't try to be perfect all the time. Some people are and some people aren't. It's just the way life is." Marissa said as she brushed some grass off her shirt. She was really starting to piss me off. What the hell did Ferb see in her? Though, still I didn't want this to be what breaks me, I was stronger than that.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation

"Alika, you've been acting different lately. Has something occurred?" Ask Ferb and I smiled. He was talking more than he usually did, and I loved it. "Well how could I not be upset if she's basically throwing herself onto you every single time you sit by each other?" She spit the words back and Ferb got up and starred at her. No words were spoken in his part, but his eyes told the story. Hate, betrayal, anger, all things he was feeling. One insult and bam, he was worked up. That was new.

I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

"Marissa you've been a real bitch lately, I'm just saying you haven't even gone out for a week, give him some fucking space, jeez." Andorea said in a pissed off voice. "And you've been a real whore lately but this would be the first time I've mentioned it." She spat back as she two got up. She looked at Ferb and said, "I think it's about time we went to class, don't you Ferb?" It was asked in the way that she obviously wanted her to come with her. And then there was a pause.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone

Ferb's eyes darted back in forth like he was trying to make up his mind, and when he looked up, he had. "No, I'm fine actually." He was so determined as he said the words. Determination I hadn't ever seen in anybody. It was amazing. "Fine, we're through." She said as she stormed off.

you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And that was it. Just like that all my worries about never getting a chance with Ferb were lifted. I wasn't sure what was going through his mind right now but I put a hand on his shoulder. He looked like he was about to cry. Was he not expecting that response? Oh well, I just wanted to sit down and cry with him. We didn't need to talk about what he said or she said or what I said, I just wanted to be with him. That was enough.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

The bell rang and every besides Ferb got up and walked inside. Did they not see him? I sat down beside him and looked at him. "Do you want to ditch?" I asked him and he nodded. "Do you have a car?" I asked and he shook his head. So I pointed to mine. "I do. Get in." I told him and he obeyed and climbed in the shotgun seat.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

We drove around town mindlessly for a little while. There was no destination, no ending goal, and no time limit. It felt nice just driving. Ferb supplied most of the conversation surprisingly, and I mainly listened because I didn't want him to revert back to normal and thoughtful Ferb. It was nice just like this.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything
Everything!

"Why don't you get along with Marissa?" he asked and I sighed. Was I supposed to tell him? If he was too good for her, he was obviously too good for me. I don't think it was a bright idea. I was good without him knowing that I loved him. I'm not going to tell him.

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

"She just rubbed me the wrong way. I never understood why she was so possessive." I told him and he nodded thoughtfully. "She kind of was, wasn't she?" he asked to no one in particular before pointing to a house. "That's my house. Its 3:20 so you can drop me off here." He told me and I smiled before stopping the car. "See you tomorrow." I told him and he nodded before walking towards his house. It was a nice house.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation

I prepared to drive away when I heard a knock on the side window. I stopped and snapped my head back to see Phineas with a smile on his face. Brightening all of his already bright features.

I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,

He opened the shotgun door and came in. "Hey Alika." He told me. I looked at him with a questioning gaze as he shot the door. "Let's chill." He told me and I shrugged, when he wasn't near his brother, he almost acted human; I guessed I could give him a chance. "Fine. What do you want to do?" His smile grew even wider than I thought possible. "Brilliant! The mall!" He said and I sighed. Maybe this was a bad idea.

'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,

Maybe? What was I talking about? Of course it was a bad idea! Didn't I have any idea how Ferb would react to this?

I'm in love with you.

Authors note: Hope you liked it! I know the song kinda loses meaning towards the very end but come'on! Work with me here! Anyways I know, what was I thinking? Who likes Avril anymore? And let me just say, I only like first and second album Avril, we all know that she sucks now. The song was Fall to pieces, avril lavigne, second album Under My Skin. Hope you liked it! Review!

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