~Authors Note: Ok so Hi guys. I apologize a thousand times for the pause, but I got a request for a Paramore song again, and I've been listening to endless Paramore songs trying to find what that I like and fits with the story, and god, just let me tell you it takes more effort then I thought it would, but I'm quite pleased with this chapter. Anyways, My unrelated Twin Kristin has an account on here now, and Her pen name is; CalamityImInLoveWithAGayGuy so please add her to your favorite authors, because she'll be uploading her first fanfic soon and I want her to have some support. Anyways I hope you like this chapter, it took a lot of work!

Ps; Don't get angry because at first the song doesn't fit with the story! It'll all make sense!

Phineas and Ferb: Isn't what it is

Chapter 14: All I wanted

The end of the day came almost too quickly as we all walked down to shopper's drug mart. Andorea was more jittering then I've ever seen her. "Hey calm down, ok? It'll be ok." I told her though I wasn't so sure myself. I was actually more worried about Ferb, who had stopped holding my hand since he'd talked with Phineas and was now acting more withdrawn then usual. I made a mental note to remember to ask him what was wrong.

Think of me when you're out, when you're out there
I'll beg you nice from my knees

We all bought a pregnancy test and Baljeet and Ferb marched into the men's washroom without looking behind them. Andorea and I weren't so quick to react. We stared at the door for a few moments wondering what we should do.

"It'll be ok," I told her and she smiled weakly at me before shaking her head. "No it won't. It never is." I patter her shoulder and walked into the washroom before picking a there first stall. I waited a few minutes to see if Andorea fallowed me, and I smiled when I head her heels click on the floor and her mumbling about how this was stupid.

And when the world treats you way too fairly
Well it's a shame I'm a dream

I peed on the stick and it came up negative, I smiled because it was obvious that I wasn't and a giant waste of my money before throwing it out and washing my hands. I was waiting for Andorea to speak up and tell me what her result was.

She came out looking me straight in the eyes. Her eyes were bloodshot and depressed before she hugged me, and I hugged her back, I knew she needed it.

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

A few moments went by and she let go of me looking insanely embarrassed. "I don't want to ruin Baljeet's life." She told me as she used her sleeve to wipe the tears from her eyes. "And I don't want to ruin my own," She added quietly as she rubbed her belly. And I understood. "Things will work out in the end. I promise." I told her and she shook her head and looked at the door leading us back to the shopping part. "I sure hope your right."

We walked outside the woman's restroom. Baljeet and Ferb were waiting for us there. Baljeet looked worried and more then a little bored, whereas Ferb's face held a faraway look to it.

I think I'll pace my apartment a few times and fall asleep on the couch
Wake up early to black and white re-runs
That escape from my mouth

Andorea whispered something to Baljeet before dragging him out of the store while I watched Ferb's facial expression change because of whatever he was thinking about. "What are you think about?" I asked which brought him back to earth.

"Alika, I don't think we should do this anymore," he said and my heart skipped a beat. I never thought his perfect British accent would ever speak those words to me.

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

"I can't like you, I'm sorry," he told me as he walked away. He left me just like that. I didn't ask for too much, I didn't ask for anything really, because all I wanted was him, and that simple, small pleasure was what cost me my heart.

I watched as he left. I didn't have a heart anymore, but that was ok. He was happy. I loved him so much that his happiness made me happier then my own.

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

I let a few disobeying tears slip down my face as I walked to my car and sat in the front seat before driving home. I didn't want to cry my eyes out. I didn't want to become emo because of him leaving me, because that would mean that I couldn't support myself alone, right? And I would be so much happier if I could just be happy that he'll be happy. I can live through this. I can get through this… Maybe I'll invite Andorea over and eat some chocolate ice cream. I can miss him, can't I?

When I got home I brought my bags up to my room and slipped silently into my room before putting the earphones in my ears and playing some paramore and My chemical Romance (authors note: My reason for both of those bands are simple; I found out about both of them through the magical world of The Sims.) without letting anymore tears slip down my cheek. I wasn't going to cry.

I could follow you to the beginning
Just to re-live the start
Maybe then we'll remember to slow down
At all of our favorite parts

I took deep breaths before reaching for a random book off my shelf and throwing myself into it.

I heard a small knock on my door, which was the first thing that brought me back to the real world. I didn't even know how long it had been, but I was starting to worry.

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

"come in!" I called and Jillian walked in slowly with a worried expression on her face, "sweetie, are you ok? You came home from school and marched into your room and you haven't come out for a few hours now, is something going on?" I took a deep breath and only wished that I could tell her what was going on, because sadly, adults and teenagers alike never understand.

All I wanted was you
All I wanted was you

~~~~~Authors note: So that was that chapter, the song was "all I wanted" by paramore and I'm sorry the song was so short but it was the best I could do! Am I forgiven? Hopefully! Anyways please review and excuse the shortness of this chapter! I really don't try!

Peace in!

Melanie swirls!

Ps; I'm still taking recommendations but please don't pick Paramore again because after doing a band twice I feel like I'm not letting other bands get discovered!