What started as a game,
I knew I could win,
Beyond my shallow reality,
You let me in.
I might have denied the lies,
I might have cried away the truth,
So busy, with myself,
But I couldn't stop thinking about you.
So confused in my head,
I spend my days just rolling in around in my bed,
I couldn't move last night,
No strength was in my heart,
No strength in sight.
The thought of you not here,
Left my heart feeling so lonely, and bare,
I wish we never touched,
I wish we never hugged,
I wish we never loved.
Why did you have to show me these emotions?
I'm dying slowly inside, in slow motion,
What use to be funny,
Now all I can think about is my honey,
My life walking through this world with solemn….
Yet, I still can't figure out why I feel so alone?