Chapter Nineteen "Take it Break it"

Author: Hello every. It's me again. I'm updating all my fanfics in one night, which is a lot of work. I'm doing this because I will be starting school tomorrow and that means that I won't be on the computer as munch do to school work and needing to get classes done. This is my last year and then I will be out of high school forever. I'm sorry you guys, but school comes first. Do like to delicate all my work to my fans. I'm sorry I've been updating slow. I do other things as well, like make amv's here and there and what not. I love you guys, even when I'm not going to be always on.

Haruhi's Point Of View

Most people would tell me right now I'm crazy. I can say I agree with them. In my year of being with the host club, I would have never thought about debating Tamaki-senpai. I mean, he is sweet when he wants to be. Charming, cute, funny. Umm, wait a second. Did I just say those things? Maybe I'm dreaming, but you get my point.

Like we said in the last chapter, Tamaki and I are going on a date and we are going to the park. The park isn't a bad place. Nice people are there and we can just look up at the sky at night if we wanted to. I'm just happy me and Tamaki get to spend time with each other for a while. Being with guys all the time can be annoying.

Before Tamaki took me to the park, he decided to take me out for dinner and this time, he asked me where I wanted to go. I sort of laughed and said "Let's go to a American Restaurant," even through the only American place in Japan is McDonald's. The number one American fast food joint around here, but no, we didn't go there. We went to a place like "Home Town Buffet" instead of you getting the food, we just ordered. It was nice and simple and that's how I wanted this so called "date" to go. I didn't want him to spoil me like some poor commoner he thinks I am.

"So Haruhi, what is this place?" Tamaki asked looking around.

"It's an American restaurant senpai. It's not fancy or low class either and you get to know your neighbor in a since of way,"

"Amazing. Well then Haruhi, let's eat,"

We sat down at a table and began reading the menus. Everything looked good. Hamburgers, hot dogs, sandwich's, you name it and they had it, well, American food that is.

"Haruhi, have you ever had a…. a….. I can't it,"

"It says Kentucky fried chicken. Are you that blind?"

"Well Haruhi, did you forget that I'm you?"

"Oh yeah, sorry about that. It's hard to tell,"

"Also, I think I forgot to put the contacts in earlier. These ones are colored, but because they are, we didn't the vision contacts,"

"That figures. That might explain why you ran into the door earlier,"

"Sorry about that,"

"Doesn't matter. You'll feel that in the morning. Your lucky senpai, I have contacts with me for visions. There in my purse,"

I reached for my purse and shuffled around to find them. I'm even luckier… I think. I have ones with me with the coloring of Tamaki's eyes with me. I handed them to Tamaki and pointed to the direction of where the bathrooms where.

"Hey Haruhi, I know this sound strange, but which restroom do I use? The male or female?"

"Well um…. Well….. use the male I think? No one will notice genders. After all, you're just changing contacts,'

"Ok then. I'll be back in a minute. Wait here for me,"

I guess no one thought about this. I mean, if we are crossing playing as our selves, I guess bathroom debate might be hard. Oh well. The waiter came and I ended up ordering for him. Nothing he wouldn't like. He came back and apparently saw better now.

"You ok senpai?"

"I'm fine. My vision is crystal clear now. Thank you,"

"No problem. The waiter came and I ordered for you. I'm sure you will like it,"

"What is it?"

"A tuna melt,"

"You must really love tuna,"

"As much as I love…."

Suddenly I turned and blushed away from him.

"I can't believe I was about to say that. I'm not in love with senpai and I need to get that through to my thick head,"

"Haruhi are you ok?" Tamaki asked me confused.

I swiftly turned and faced him.

"I'm fine, why do you ask?"

"You seem to be acting strange,"

Just my luck dinner came and I started to take bites into my tuna melt. I had to order the same thing. I don't know why, but I did. Tamaki ate slowly and I guess you can say I speed ate, but only to try and keep calm. Then I was done and waited for a few minutes when Tamaki had just finished up.

"Wow, you ate pretty quickly,"

"What can I say, I was just hungry,"

"You ready to go?"

"Yeah, I'm ready,"

I took him to the park when the sun was just going down. All the couples sat next to each other while the watched the sun go down and Tamaki and I just pointed and laugh at them, even through I think Tamaki was only doing that to make me happy. Still, I told him he didn't have to pretend.

That's when things started to not go well. We decided to go on the paddle boats, but they were closed. That did make me upset. I thought senpai might enjoy that. Then he pointed me to something similar. Something that any one would turn away from. It was horrible and made me sick in a way. The tunnel of love.

"Senpai, I'm not going on it!"

"Why not? I mean it's the same in a way,"

"Yeah, but for couples! I would rather just sit and watch the sun go down then sit on this thing,"

"Please Haruhi, for me,"

Damn it I hate that look. Those eyes. The puppy eyes.

"Fine, but only just this once,"

I sat there looked at the water. Even it reflected the heart shapes in this floating ride of puke. It's worse than "It's a small world" at Disney land and if you haven't been on that ride, you need to. Trust me; it's a half hour of listening to the same song over and over, but it different languages.

"It's this wonderful,"

"You mean wonderful in I'm about to puke than fine,"

"That's not what I meant,"

"Tamaki, this ride is meant for couples and were not a couple. Not now and not ever,"

"I'm sorry Haruhi. I didn't mean to…."

"Whatever. Just enjoy the ride. We'll do something else in a minute ok?"

He nodded and I continued to look into the water. At last, it was over and I was happy to see the massive trees again. Also, the paddle boats just opened to. I can finally get Tamaki on it.

I dragged Tamaki over to the paddle boats. Let's just say it will be worth it. I mean, the lovely open lake, the night sky and the fire works over our heads.

"Sorry….um… miss but we only have this on left," The stocky smelly manger of the paddle boats said.

"You have got to be kidding me,"

"Nope,"

"It's not that bad Haruhi," Tamaki said with a cheery expression.

"Senpai, it's a swan. Trust me, it's not good,"

"Well you take it or leave,"

"Fine, we'll take it,"

Tamaki and I hopped onto the duck swan looking boat and paddled into the lake. All I had to do was keep calm and enjoy my ride. How hard was that?

"Haruhi I'm tired, can you paddle for me,"

"But senpai you only paddled a third of the lake,"

"Yes, but my legs hurt,"

"Fine!"

Once again, I paddled more into the lake and we were now it is middle. The perfect spot.

"Thank you Haruhi. I'm sorry I made you do that. I promise the next time I will paddle for you!"

"That will be nice,"

"So, here we are,"

"Yep, here we are,"

Suddenly strange music started to play, from a paddle boat not that far from us. Of course, it had to be something cheesy and romantic and Disney related. "Kiss the Girl" by Ashley Tisdale. Yeah, my favorite singer of all time, not!

"Oh how, this is strange isn't it?"

"I guess,"

"What's wrong Haruhi? I thought you were enjoying your self,"

"No! Since I got here I've been dealing with what you want senpai! I haven't enjoyed myself at all!"

"Then why didn't you say anything?"

"Because senpai I was trying to make you happy. That's what friends do,"

"I'm sorry. I'll try…"

Suddenly the boat next to us hit us and Tamaki landed an inch away from his lips kissing mine.

"That's it! I'm out of here!" I said paddling quickly into shore.

"Look Haruhi that wasn't supposed to happen,"

"Yeah right and you expect me to believe that!"

"But…but…"

"Forget! I'm going home and you can't force me to change my mind. I don't get what people see in you,"

I stormed off and took a taxi home to Tamaki's place. I never want to be host club any more. All they did was mess up my already set life. Make me fall in love with Tamaki, I'll never do that. Good bye and so long Ouran Host Club!

To Be Coninued…..