Why dont the line breaks pop up sometimes on different reading settings for the page? DX
"Fine Line"
"We are afraid to care too much, for fear the other person doesn't care at all."
Chapter 37: Nomination
I had used up all the remainder of my free visits to host clubs courtesy of winning the Empedocles event during the Prisma Festival. The certificate, with various signatures on it and stamps, all but one of them being from Club Prism, now lay on my shelf with a stand of its own.
There was really no point in keeping it any longer, since I can't use it as a free pass anymore. But then I had developed some sort of attachment to this piece of paper with the signatures of mostly Atobe and Yukimura on it (all of which affirmed my usage of another free pass) and the sole signature of Shiraishi.
I couldn't bear to throw it away.
Rather, I didn't want to.
Back then, I probably would have laughed and chucked the paper away without a single thought, claiming that I will never visit a host club anyways. Now however…
I had used it to its last worth, visiting Club Prism.
Visiting Marui.
I was afraid I was turning into some lovesick mindless puppy stalking its owner.
Perhaps I already was one although I dearly hoped I wasn't.
He…had not said anything regarding that kiss that night. He never even mentioned anything regarding his feelings for me or anything pertaining to my abrupt confession. Every time I tried to bring the conversation there, he would turn it away.
It hurt when he did that.
It gave me the feeling that he did not reciprocate my feelings, but he did not want to turn me down either because of some stupid obligation he had as a host towards his customer or he thinks that I will just cry and cry and cry nonstop or some other reason that I cannot fathom. What is it that keeps him from telling me something, anything about his feelings towards me?
I desperately wanted to know.
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught Aya casting me a worried glance before turning back to her assignment in front of her, as if she did not want to get caught by me.
It's no secret to me anyway that she obviously wants to know what is going on with me as of late, so I saw no point in her actions.
She and the others had approached me after that night obviously, asking me endlessly what happened. I kept silent and gave them no information until the next day where I told Aya and only Aya. She was the one whom I trusted the most and known the longest, and so I knew she would not do anything rash like Asuka or Rinko. I contemplated telling Yura what occurred as well but decided against it when I remembered her predisposition towards hosts in general and Marui.
Aya said she'd support me in anyway she can, but not before I made her promise that she will not do anything rambunctious in her…endeavors of support.
But so far, she could only accompany me to Club Prism and watch Marui like a hawk for me.
Because the both of us were at a dead end regarding Marui's reaction.
He kissed me. We concluded from there that he does not dislike me then and there is a glimmer of hope where he actually reciprocates my feelings.
But then he also has yet to say outright that he does returns my feelings, in addition to purposefully ignoring and evading any conversations or questions that is in danger of intruding onto that area. We concluded from there that he most likely does not want to become exclusive or does not like me that way.
His actions contradict each other and I also noticed he became a bit more…distant now too. Not the distant like on the last few days of the cruise ship where he just plainly evaded me. No, not at all. In fact, this time he did not evade me at all. He still approached me, talked to me and such but he was just…distant.
Since I knew him, he had always been open to me- laughing out loud and being his usual nonchalant and carefree self. Now, I noticed his lack of egoism (or at least a significant drop in it) and he was more…reserved.
I can't explain it really well, it's just something I noticed.
And it is because of this too did I notice how much of Marui I knew. I knew most of his likes and dislikes, how he talks, his catch phrase and much, much more. I must have unconsciously started picking up on these traits of his when I still denied my feelings for him.
But it also saddened me because all of these things I knew of him…they were all physical.
Nothing was…spiritual or intimate. I still can't tell what goes on in his mind or how he feels regarding things. I might be able to tell how he will react to say…a temple suddenly being erected in place of Club Prism, but I will not know how he will feel regarding that temple being erected…
I'm basically saying that there is a difference between a physical reaction and a spiritual and mental reaction. Like how people sometimes act in one way but inside, they feel another….
That's how it was regarding my perceptions of Marui.
It was all…physical.
And I did not like that. It made me sound so…I don't know…shallow!
I sighed. Snap.
I jumped in my seat when half of a pencil stick flew right in front of me, nearly hitting my nose and I turned to face the source with wide eyes.
Aya glared at me from my right, a vice grip still on her half broken pencil.
"That was the 78th time you sighed today." She hissed through gritted teeth and I shrunk back, muttering a soft apology. I suppose it does grate on your nerves after awhile so I couldn't blame her for losing it.
She dropped the pencil onto the table and rubbed her temples and I watched her silently.
"Kumiko-chan…" she groaned out, frustration lacing her voice. "I'm your friend, am I not?"
I nodded.
"Don't you trust me then?"
"Aya-chan, I do trust you-" She pulled at her hair suddenly, wailing in frustration, causing heads to turn around the university courtyard and look at us. "Then why don't you tell me anything?"
I stared at her in confusion. "But I already told you everything!"
"No you haven't!" She insisted. "You haven't told me what you felt about all of this! You only gave me the cold hard facts!"
I frowned. "But you already know that I like Marui-san, what else is there to say?" I had reverted back to calling him –san, as I did not want to appear as if I was imposing myself upon him after my confession.
"Like…how much do you like him, perhaps? Is it fleeting or…something out of the blue or…I don't know! Something more detailed and exact than just…like!" Then her gaze narrowed. "And you haven't told me what you were going to do now either! You told me not to interfere, and then you do nothing but just visit him at Club Prism, like a normal customer! Don't you want to be his girlfriend?"
My face flushed at the word girlfriend. I hadn't really thought it out that far, truth be told. I just…randomly and impulsively confessed. But I actually do not know what I want to do after that. I was hoping…Marui would help me decide, by giving me an answer. But he didn't so…I guess I'm kinda at a crossroad right now. I could either go on pursuing him, or just sit back and hope that he will do something which in the case that he doesn't, then I'll most likely slip out from his mind, memory and life with the course of time. Like how you know someone but they start slipping from your life eventually if you do not keep in contact with them…yea…just like that.
It was really ironic how fast people can become friends, and then drift apart even faster. And I turned nervous at the thought that me and Marui will just drift apart because of my stupid impulsiveness. If…our friendship (or what's left of it…) faded away from now on, then it will be entirely my fault.
Because if I hadn't…told him of my feelings, then maybe he wouldn't be so cold right now and we wouldn't be so awkward around each other. He acted (keyword here is acted) as his natural and usual self, but I could detect the faint sense of awkwardness there, amongst the reservation he now displays. I don't think anyone else felt it but me. Or perhaps I was being too paranoid and sensitive yet again.
I hoped it was the latter.
I twiddled my thumb nervously, trying to come up with an answer. "I don't know…" I mumbled hesistantly and I saw Aya's dumbfounded expression from underneath my bangs.
"You don't-?" She choked, sighing in exasperation, head fall down towards the tabletop with a thud.
"Kumiko-chan," she started, "are you really sure you don't want me to-" The words were out of my mouth almost instantly. "No, I really don't want you to." She frowned at me and I winced, knowing that I sounded quite rude and callous just now with my words. But…
"I need to try and do things on my own. I can't depend on you guys forever."
Aya watched me in silence, before finally giving her nod: she understood.
I smiled in return, my silent thanks.
I knew that it would be wiser to have Aya's help. She, at least, had experience when it come to…the male gender, and was far more adept at social situations and happenings than I ever could be. However, I also realize now that if I had her help this time around, or anyone's help for that matter, I will forever be depending on them.
Whether something good or something bad results from my own…courtship, for lack of better word, it will be something I have to bear; and grow, from there on.
My heart still pinched in fear whenever I thought of Marui turning me down, but then, I know that many people in the world get turned down, and they get back up once again- I am after all, not a special snowflake.
I honestly believe that if they can do it, I can too.
…right?
I peeked around the room of Club Prism timidly, trying to locate that mock of bright red hair.
I was here alone tonight, yet again; only this time, I was not visiting for free any longer. Not wanting anyone else to pay for me anymore, I had come here with the credit card my parents gave me- they would kill me if they found out I used the funds from my bank account on a host club.
But…lets hope they will not find out.
They opened that account for me since they were not around often and I would need money once I ran out of on-hand stock; so if they weren't around when that happened, they told me to withdraw from the bank. They placed money in there regularly- not large sums- just a small and steady in-flow of money. But for the many years since they opened it for me, I had never spent much, as I stuck at home most of the time and never saw the need to buy anything other than art supplies. So the sum in the bank had grew, hardly ever depleting.
Now of course, that I had decided to use some of that money coming here, a large chunk had been swiped off that gold pile. I will have to make up an excuse to my parents later, if they suddenly decided to check how much money was in there only to find a huge decrease in the numbers.
I also hope that this will not become habitual- I don't know why, but I felt slightly irked and sad when I took out the money.
Just as I was about to go to some corner and mope about what I was going to do, Atobe approached me in all his glory.
I ducked my head with a blush when he kissed my hand as was usual of the hosts. "Ishimaru-hime~ its great to see you again so soon." He greeted, voice smooth and a few women in the area giggled madly. I resisted the urge to look at them weirdly. I mean…even I didn't giggle like that when Marui spoke…
I nodded, smiling hesitantly up at the man. "You too, Atobe-san."
He waved a hand airily, linking his arm with mine and without his notice, I stared at him in confusion, eyes wide. What's…going on? So many times had I come here and never before has he approached me and link his arm with mine… I mean, I never even actually had him as a host before either.
"There is something that I must discuss with you." When he said this, I gulped. Did it…have something to do with my recent...attachment to Marui?***
"Ore-sama noticed that your visits to our club has peaked recently." He began as he casually handed me a glass of sparkling juice. "Until today only, you have been visiting on special conditions and terms, so Ore-sama had not approached you about it…" He paused and I blinked up at him owlishly, not getting where this is going. So this has nothing to do with Marui at all….perhaps I should stop relating everything to Marui…I was bordering on obsession.
"As you know, our club works on a nomination system, and if you wish to return here regularly as our customer," My ears perked and my head started churning back to the first day I first came here where the hosts graciously explained to me their club system. "You will have to nominate a host for yourself."
A pause. "O-oh…o-okay."
A short silence reigned in between us, even as everyone else in the room around us continued on with their banter and flirting.
Atobe looked at me expectantly, although his charming smile did not falter even a bit. "Ore-sama…imagines you have someone in mind already, Ishimaru-hime? Or would you like a little bit more time to decide?"
I could sense form his tone that he already suspected I knew who I wanted to pick- Marui. Heck, with the regularity that I come here, with every visit being spent with him, it was a no-gamer.
But…I was also hesitant.
If things with Marui do not turn out well….then, it will be a very awkward and strange and socially uncomfortable pairing indeed- for me at least. I don't think I can handle being in such a position…not that I would visit Club Prism ever again anyway, if things didn't go well….
Atobe was still waiting for my response, and I felt pressured to reply immediately than make him wait any longer as I muse.
"Marui Bunta." My lips twitched, threatening to break out in mad laughter at my absurd decision.
He nodded. "Cute choice, Ishimaru-hime." He laughed, and I stared at him confused. He did not enlighten me however and went on with what he wanted to say. "Ore-sama shall go enlist you then, and inform Marui of your nomination." He bowed with a flourish and then left.
I blinked.
Well…that was easier than I expected.
I always thought there would be a celebration of some sort when a host was nominated…then again, that would not be really pragmatic seeing how many new customers they get weekly.
Looking around nervously, I shifted this way and that on my feet, not really sure about what I am supposed to do now.
Wait for Atobe to come back? Look for Marui? Am I even supposed to wait for Atobe? Perhaps I should see Niou and ask him for help? Or maybe Jackal? He seemed like the safer choice. But does Jackal know? Had Marui said anything to him, seeing how close they are?
Doubts and questions sprang up no matter where I look, and without even realizing it, I was pacing around in my nervousness and several people were casting me strange looks.
Someone suddenly tapped me on my shoulders and I jumped- luckily, I did not shriek.
I whipped around and was instantly calmed when I met serene hazel eyes.
"Ootori-san…" I placed a hand over my heart and sighed, trying to calm myself down. I was getting worked up over nothing.
The man smiled shyly and sweetly and I felt that familiar feeling of being a puddle of goo when a child smiles up at me in admiration.
"I'm sorry if I startled you, Ishimaru-san." He said sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck and I could not help but smile at his cuteness. "It's alright, Ootori-san."
We stood there, not really knowing what to say to each other for a few seconds until…"It's been awhile since we spoke, hasn't it?" I tried to start a conversation, and smacked myself mentally for the feeble attempt.
He laughed quietly. "Yes, it has." He gave me one of the most angelic smiles ever –one I never imagined to find on anyone of the male gender- and extended a hand to me. "Why don't you take a seat first, instead of standing there? It must be tiring."
I flared red in embarrassment, figuring he most likely saw my ridiculous pacing, and accepted his offer. He led the way to one of the empty seats at the bar, at a slightly more remote corner. I silently thanked him for being so considerate; I felt that he knew I was not very attuned to social places.
He left for a moment and returned with two glasses- one red wine and the other sparkling juice. He presented me with both and I blinked with surprise.
"I…didn't know which one you preferred so…" He trailed off and I could not help the short giggle which escaped me. I took the sparkling wine from him, even though I just had one courtesy of Atobe. "Thank you, Ootori-san."
He nodded with a smile. "You're welcome." As I took a sip, he took a seat next to me. We didn't speak for several moments until Ootori took the initiative to turn towards me. "I heard that you nominated Marui-san as your host?"
My drink went down the wrong way at that moment, and I suffered a small coughing fit. Ootori took that as a sign that he said something wrong, and started worrying and fussing over me, apologizing for something he did not do.
"I-" Cough. "It's alright, Ootori-san. I just drank it the wrong way-" Cough. "That's all." I reassured him and he accepted, reluctantly. "News…travel fast here though, don't they…" I muttered rhetorically.
He laughed. "When it comes to Atobe-san, the whole world can't go on without knowing the latest news." He stopped suddenly, like he just realized something, and looked at me with imploring eyes. "Please don't tell anyone, especially Atobe-san I said that."
"Um…o-okay…" Who could say no to that face? Even if I found his request strange, as I found no wrong in what he said.
Ootori looked like he wanted to say something to me, but I could tell from his actions and the way he shifted his gaze away from me every so often that he was really unsure and hesitant about it. It peaked my curiosity as to what it is he wanted to say, but I did not pressure him.
After about 5 minutes, it seemed he finally decided to just get it out. "Um…Ishimaru-san…" He began and I gave him my full immediate attention. "About that incident back then concerning Marui-san…." Question marks popped up all over inside my head. What and which incident is he referring to?
He couldn't go on however, as Niou suddenly slid in from nowhere and interrupted. A part of me ticked, and wondered why is it that he seems to pop up every single time something was going on or whenever he was not really…wanted?
"Oiii~Oooootoooori~" Niou drawled cheekily. "Your customer is here~" He jabbed a thumb behind him, and I looked to find a girl being entertained by a few other hosts, recognizing Gakuto and Shishido amongst them. I heard from Marui once that whilst a customer waits for her nominated host, she will be entertained by others first since it is their rule that no customer go unattended…for long anyways.
It makes me wonder sometimes, if Niou, Oshitari, Atobe and all the other hosts, even Ootori just now, just approached me because I was being unattended to. It is painful to think of it as such. I never really thought about it that way before until now, since every time I do enjoy their company and their…attention to me seemed genuine enough.
Ootori had quickly bid me a soft goodbye and left to go to his customer, by which the other hosts quickly dispersed. Gakuto and Shishido made their way over to me.
Were they now giving me the same treatment as they did to that girl previously?
Shishido raised a hand in greeting and Gakuto instantly started up conversation, bouncing back and forth on his right and left leg.
"Ishimaru-hime, I heard that you just nominated Marui as your host." Gakuto said, leaning in with interest.
"Err…yea, I did…" I scratched my cheek. "Is it that surprising?"
They…probably were.
"You should have picked me instead~" Gakuto said cockily, tugging at his suit collar for emphasis. Shishido slapped him on the shoulder. "Oi, Gakuto. Don't make me report you to Atobe."
Gakuto rolled his eye. "Since when were you such a dog to him anyways?"
They bickered and I could not help but laugh. But today, I could not feel the merriment I usually feel when I hang with them. I just felt cold inside.
After all, nobody would take genuine interest in such a boring person as me; not even hosts.
Suddenly, my aim and hopes of coming here to confront Marui dimmed.
"Oi, Marui." Marui looked up from the cake he was eating to see Atobe approaching him. He had a slight reprieve right now, since he did not have any customers. He had served up to at least 25 women today, if he counted right. And the alcohol was really starting to get to him for some reason, despite the high tolerance he had developed for it….his poor liver.
The strawberry shortcake he was having is definitely helping him alleviate his mood a bit in preparation for whatever customer comes next, although it definitely wont be good for his stomach- Jackal always warned him about mixing back and forth between booze and sugar.
"What is it now?" He asked, munching on the last several bites of the cake.
"You have just made yourself another exclusive customer, that's what." Atobe said as he stopped in front of the red-haired man, placing his hand over his face that was usual of him when he claimed he was gaining…"insight" into people and events. "Surprising since Ore-sama did not expect you to be so popular when you first joined."
Marui rolled his eyes and scoffed. "I'm a tensai. Of course I will be good at whatever I do, hosting not excluded."
Atobe smirked condescendingly at him but let the comment slide. "Anyways, she's waiting out in the main room. Go now if you don't want to lose a customer this early in the game."
Marui mused to himself. Game- isn't that what this is to all of them here? A game for money and survival in this business where many fall-out early in the hunt.
"Right." He started to leave the pantry and asked as offhandedly. "What's her name anyway?"
Atobe waved a hand airily as he pulled out a bottle of scotch for himself.
"You'll know her when you see her."
Marui rolled his eye. "Geez, and I thought you were the ultimate hard worker. Don't even have enough spirit to say the name?"
Atobe took insult at that comment and said with a glare. "It's Ishimaru-hime."
Marui paused at the doorway.
Ishimaru?
"You mean Kumiko-chan?"
"Who else? There's only one of our customer who has the family name Ishimaru anyways."
"Right."
Marui left and Atobe breezily poured himself a glass of scotch.
*** Kumiko does not know about the Club Prism rules. Only Yura is revealed to know at the moment.
Aaaand, I could not help the references to various PoT stuffs here lol
Updating this now, and cutting it short in the process, since I will be leaving to Japan for a break soon XwX Am going to stay in Shinjuku area, which is great for this fic hopefully, since it is where Kabukicho is located with; even if not in Kabukicho area, Shinjuku is filled,filled and filled to the brim with….dundundun! HOST CLUBS!
Of course, I don't think I can go in (even though I can speak Japanese…sob) since apparently foreigners can't go in unless they can speak Japanese- but my mum will be with me…damnit. Wish she would have let me go alone T_T I'm old enough D: Me thinks anyways lol
Still, I hope it will help me gain a bit more insight into host clubs while I am there which I can use to supplement this fic…though I don't think I'll gain much if I'm not allowed to go in (wonder where I can get sleeping draughts for my mum…). Also hope it will be safe, since crimes are high in Shinjuku and the Yakuza likes to lurk there x.X not to mention with all the love hotels and stuffs…I'm looking forward to going out there at night (hell, it isn't called the Sleepless Town for nothing), just hope I wont be of any interest to any shady people x.x
Now that I reflect on the nature of host clubs a bit, I actually omitted many of the things that plague host clubs and also make them unique and entertaining from Fine Line…since many of these things do not pertain to the PoT characters, and WILL make them OOC, and also might shoot the rating of this story up one or two notches x.x Pity- since I did a lot of in-depth research on hosts (I have a list of host club names and addresses…kufufufu) as I plan to visit one myself someday, prolly when I attend university XD
Eh, maybe I'll write another host club fic one day, with the PoT characters or some other anime or something, but with more of the characteristics of host club incorporated. Anyways, wish me luck guys =D
PS: Pray that hosts will try to pick me up there XXD jkjkjk not really haha since they get persistent when they really start going at it lol (this is another thing I omitted from FL)- I cant imagine any of the PoT characters trying to pick up girls desperatey x.x
Alsto starting to use 3rd POV for other characters now, rather than first. Since it is simpler lol
NiouMasaharu- wont be fun if he just fell head over heels in love with her now, would it? XD and it is also known that real hosts play hard to get sometimes haha since customers lose interest if they puppy dog them XD
demonsadist- haha sorry about that typo XD and you can just go KYA if you want haha no one will judge you for it XXD
archie- lool it's alright ^_^ some people never review at all for the whole series haha and what does Marui think...that will be a huge enigma for quite awhile, and maybe even when the fic finally ends XD after all, no one's personality is linear and simple; thats what I believe anyways lol and Shiraishi...will make his appearance soon again. I think.
Juunin- weeeelll, women nowadays ARE more...open about their sexuality haha visiting hosts clubs and all...but Kumiko is just not on that level yet, despite visiting host clubs lol she got kinda...chucked there by Aya and the rest XD
Cynaide-Yes, Kumiko was having a flashback=] and what concert did you go see? =0
Kouyan- that's a good sign of my writing then XD making surprises~
PhoenixRage92- dont worry; fangirling is now an official word thanks to use fangirls =D what I dont understand is why you guys are all so happy after a simple kiss haha I always thought people wanted more hardcore action x.x
Falceto - *scratch head* I always put lines or some sort of break in the story, even when switching POV's =0 And if you read my author's note, then you should know now that FF messed up and removed all the line breaks from my previous stories and chapters =( At first I was confused by your comment, since I swore I placed in line breaks and yet you said thank you for placing line breaks lol and about Niou knowing…ahahaha…if I had written the chapter 35 more properly, that was the chapter where he figured out Kumiko liked Marui actually XD I should probably go back and retype chapter 35…but am so lazy to do so! OTL And I thought I always placed in Aya and the rest's feelings x-x didn't I? Even I forget what I typed before sometimes XD but I swore I had some chapters containing Aya's, Yura's etc POVs x_x and no, I didn't know you never liked Marui until this fic haha XD And you're not the first person who told me that either lool I've received a couple of reviews now, from people saying they started liking Marui and paying more attention to him due to my fic XD I guess I'm successfully increasing the number of Marui fans haha And to be honest, I don't remember where I got that wine and bubblegum thing again lolz –bricked- it was one of the themes I set for him in the early chapters (in one of the very early chapters; Kumiko is also comparing him to wine and bubblegum there XD) and it stuck till now haha I dunnoe…that's just how I see an adult Marui, and a Marui set in my universe XXD; But thank you for another loooong review haha you made my eye pop out of its sockets with its length at 1am in the morning XD I wish you luck on your exams and your college endeavors! =0 I'll be in your shoes in a year OTL I don't wanna graduate from high school T_T And yes, I do have a DA account lol I actually posted a link to one of my old drawings of Marui and Kirihara on one of the earlier chapters of FL haha erm…since I want to keep my identity secret...I'll PM you my DA instead XD
Hoshi Hanabi- I encounter those cyber brick walls a lot x.x but I'm climbing over them, one brickat a time lol but thank you~ I will try to improve FL more, and if not, keep it up to your standards XD
LadyLadington- yeaaaa...I was trying to tie some stuffs up, since I went through the early chapters and saw how messy and how similar to a donut it is- with one giant hole in the plot center -.- I was everywhere with the writing, plot and characterization- and seeing as I am too lazy to go back and change them, I figured I should try to clean up the mess a bit at least x.x though there wasnt much I could do about what was written, I just hoped I tipped the scale a bit X_X and did I mention about the story ending every chapter? XD I never realized haha And I'm a little over PoT now too- hell, I'm fawning over a KHR fanfic of mine now but yet to release- but I want to see FL to the end at least, since this is the story which helped me grow Kumiko the most and better define her XD and also made me love Marui more than I originally did haha also cause I feel I have a obligation to the readers to finish it lol and noooo, I did not meant you were lazy by not nagging you haha just...surprised? XD hopeful perhaps? lool
TheMadChatterKina- haha Tsundere is usually more of the girl being cold and stuffs, not the guy haha and thank you haha. Ganbarimasu!
Slowdanse- I...kinda forgot what the original plot for Sonatas of the Heart was LOL I remember bits and pieces of it, mostly to do with depression (I actually planned it for a angst story lol) but I might continue it =] I'll have it up still, but I want to finish Love Story next. After that, I either continue SoH or rewrite my Gate to the Heart lol or finish Spice haha
KyuubiDemon- haha thank you XD I dont even know what's going to happen now myself lool
Night Neko-Jin - lool Marui just seems confusing cause I didnt reveal any thoughts of his or his motives XD so he is like a...new and hard maths problem right now! XD
NatsuMichi- haha sorry about the scare x.x but dont worry, I do not plan to (and hopefully will not) discontinue FL; one of my goal in life is to finish FL no matter how long it takes haha as long as I am alive XD it is this obligation I feel I have to uphold to the readers lol since I do have a really big reader base for this story, and I know how it feels to find a favorite story discontinued, so I want to spare that of all my FL readers =]
ChiiXD- you're safe now XD the update didnt take months lol