I do not own Twilight or any of it's characters Stephenie Meyer does. (Sigh)

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All the songs that I use as inspiration are on my profile.

'We made our connection,

A full on chemical reaction,

Brought by dark divine intervention.

Yeah, you are a shining light,

A constelation once seen,

Over royal David's city,

An epiphany you burn so pretty,

Yeah, you are a shining light.'

- Annie Lennox - Shining Light

The hot water streamed down my back and loosened my knotted muscles. I had been in the shower for fifteen minutes already and thought that it was time to get out. I switched the shower off and stepped out into the bathroom. As soon as I stood on the cold tiled floor I shivered. I quickly towelled myself dry and pulled on a pair of my pyjamas. They didn't match as the other half of the sets were still lying in my drawer but I like wearing things that don't really match. It annoys the hell out of Aunt Alice.

I towel dried my hair and just let it fall down my back.

I stepped out of the bathroom and found the one person I didn't want to see sitting on my bed. Him. I avoided looking in his eyes and I walked straight over to the rocking chair sitting in the corner of the room. My dress from the party was hanging over the back of it and I wanted to hang it up before it creased. The material was smooth against my skin. I loved the green colour of it and the flower pattern. Who am I kidding I don't care about the stupid pattern right now I'm just stalling. I don't want to have to face him, not yet.

'Nessie.' He whispered but I still loved the sound of his voice.

Get a grip! I told myself. He obviously doesn't love you now that he has her! I groaned internally. After I had taken my time hanging up my dress I turned to face him though I didn't look directly at him.

'Ness.' He whispered again.

I took a look at him and found his eyes were shut and he seemed to be struggling for words. His fist clenched and his muscles tightened. Gosh he was hot. What! No! No, no, no, no! He hurt me, I shouldn't feel like this but damn it! All I wanted to do was run over to him and pull him into a hug and tell him that everything would be ok. He finally opened his eyes and his black ones stared into my brown ones. There was something there in his eyes, something that I couldn't put my finger on.

'Nessie. You know you can be pretty silly sometimes.' He muttered.

'Thanks.' I answered sarcastically, more than a little annoyed.

'No... Ness I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. Look it's just that you... me... I.' He stuttered.

'Spit it out Jake!'

'Renesmee. You are my imprint. I love you with all my being. I've never so much as looked at a girl since I set eyes on you the day you were born. I loved you like a brother, nothing sexual because, believe me, I would be dead by now if I had thought of you that way. W hen I saw you all the strings that were holding me in place snapped and you replaced them with steel cables. I love you so much and I can't believe that I hurt you. I'll never forgive myself. Ness? Nessie?! Breathe, Ness breath.' I took a deep breath, I didn't even know that I had been holding my breath.

I stared at him, my mouth hanging open. I quickly shut it. I took another deep breath. There was so much to process; I couldn't get my head around it. Jake! My imprint! What? I was so sure that I would wake up any second and it would be the morning before the party. I smiled at the idea that this was all real.

'I'm dreaming right?' He stared at me then started laughing, 'pinch me.' He did and it hurt!

'Sorry if that hurt you.' I just shook my head while I stared at him with wide eyes.

This was all real. This gorgeous, handsome man, who also happened to be my best friend, standing in front of me was my soul mate, the love of my life, my whole reason for being. Wow, I was starting to sound like a cheesy movie but you know what I don't care. I started laughing. A carefree laugh that made no sense but at the same time just fit the situation.

'Oh God. Oh my God!' I flung myself at him.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and he wrapped his arms around my back and we laughed and laughed and laughed some more at the stupidity of the moment. If only I had jumped to conclusions and ran off who knows what we could be doing right now. My Daddy growled at where my thoughts were headed. I jumped off of Jake, ran down stairs, poked my head round the side of the living room entrance and shouted,

'I don't care!' Then I laughed at the look on my Daddy's face.

I ran back upstairs and jumped straight into Jakes waiting arms. He sat down on my bed and we just held each other.

'I'm sure you've got questions.' He said more as a statement rather than a question.

'I sure do but they can wait until tomorrow. I'm too happy right now.'

'I can see that.' He laughed and I grinned up at him. 'But I am curious. What got you so upset when I tried to tell you this originally?'

'Well, I thought that I was losing you. I know I'm selfish but I wanted to keep you to myself. I didn't want to share you with another woman and because she was your imprint I knew that I would hardly ever see you as all your time would be taken up with her. I didn't want you to leave.' I admitted and hid my red face in his chest.

He held my tighter and told me, 'I'm not going anywhere. I'm staying right here with you right where I belong. I love you so much Ness.'

'I love you to.' I said with as much feeling as I could put into those four words.

I meant every word of it and I loved saying it. I felt so much more than just happy, there isn't even a word to describe how I fell. I felt him put his head in my hair and I smiled. This is where I want to be, sitting on Jakes lap and not up some tree by myself in the pouring rain. I was exstatic.