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'I've always wanted this,

And it's not a dream anymore,

It's not a dream anymore,

It's worth fighting for.'

Paramore – Looking Up


It has been a week since Jacob had told me about the imprint and I couldn't be happier. My family had been really happy for us and I found out that they already knew about the imprinting and hadn't told me. I was a bit annoyed about that but I knew why they did it. They had all been really happy for us, well apart from Aunt Rose who couldn't believe that I had picked a 'dog.'

'Why? Ness! Why?'

'I love him.'

'No, no you don't! This is just a horrible dream. I'll wake up any minute!'

'Aunt Rose, You don't sleep!' This was ridiculous.

'Look Ness. I would be happy if it was anyone other than the dog!'

'Aunt Rose! This isn't about you! This is about Jake and I! I love him and he loves me so whether you like it or not I'm going to be with him!'

'No you wont!'

'The world doesn't revolve around you!' I was so angry that I didn't stop to think about what I was saying. 'You have your fairytale. You have Emmet! I have finally got my prince and nothing you can do will stop me! You're not my mother!' I yelled and stormed out the room but not before I caught the look on her face.

Instantly regretted what I had said but I was too angry to go back. No one followed me.

They all knew that I had a bit of a temper. Uncle Jasper and Daddy had probably warned my family not to come but I didn't care.

I ran to my spot in the woods. It was a small clearing next to the flowing river. It was calm and peaceful, serene. It always calmed me, it was the second place that I would go to if I was upset or angry. The first was anywhere with Jake but I didn't feel like talking.

I thought about what I had said and knew that I had crossed the line. I knew that Aunt Rose wanted kids more than anything and that she treated me like a daughter and I had exploited it. That was horrible; I should never have said that. I felt the tears fall down my cheeks. I was crying a lot lately.

What was wrong with me why did I have to ruin everything? Aunt Rose would probably not want to speak to me ever again, I had nearly ruined my relationship with Jacob by jumping to conclusions and my family were most likely disgusted by what I had said.

'No we're not honey.' My Daddy's face came from behind me.

I wiped away me tears quickly but he didn't miss the movement. He sat down next to me and pulled me towards him. I buried my face in his chest while he rubbed my back. I didn't want to talk so I thought what I wanted him to know. I knew that he would hear it.

'I'm a horrible person. Look what I did to Aunt Rose. I knew that she wanted kids but couldn't have them and I basically told her that she would never be my mother. She looked so upset.'

'Sweetie,' he sighed. 'She wasn't angry. She was more shocked than angry. You'd never shouted at her before and it just took her by surprise. She wanted to come after you and tell you that she was sorry but I told her not to. You needed to cool down.' He spoke out loud.

'Please tell me the truth. I couldn't bear it if she never spoke to me again.'

'Ness, she loves you and nothing you say can ever change that. You're too special to her, to all of us.' He whispered soothingly and I hugged him again. 'Do you remember the day after your second birthday?' My Daddy asked.

'Not clearly.' I frowned, that was weird. Being half vampire I usually have a very good memory.

'Well you were wearing a brand new dress and it had started raining. All of us had warned you not to go outside because you would get your new dress dirty but of course you ignored us. You managed to get outside without any of us noticing and you had tripped and fallen in a big pile of mud. Your Aunt was furious. She got so angry that you started crying. As soon as the tears started she went on to her knees and held you until you stopped. Your Aunt Rose loved you so much that she didn't care how dirty she got as long as you would stop crying. She told you how sorry she was and told that no matter how angry she got she would always love you because you were her little miracle. She still loves you and only got slightly angry but she would never do anything that would harm you. She loves you too much. She knows that Jacob is you soul mate just like Emmet is hers. You've finally got your dream and she knows that you will fight for it.' I had started crying again and Daddy wiped the tears away with his finger tips.

'Thanks.' I felt the need to say it out loud. He smiled his crooked smile that my mum loves. 'Come on. Your Aunt is worried sick and she has made friends with Jacob for your sake. He's at the house as well.' I smiled at this.

Finally! I had been waiting for ages for them to at least be civil with each other. Jacob was my dream and my life. Aunt Rose was my family and my friend and I hadn't wanted to lose either of them.

The house appeared ahead of me, it really was beautiful. It was open and welcoming. The flowers in the beds in the garden gave off a lovely home smell and I could hear my family pacing inside waiting for me to come back. Things where looking up for me. Jake and Aunt Rose where talking to each other – without the insults - my family loved me more than I realized and I knew that my dad would always be there for me no matter what happened.


Hey! Again. I hoped you liked it. I know Jacob was only mentioned but I thought that Edward and Nessie deserved some time toghether aswell.

Could you please just press the little green button. I know that this is going to sound really weird but it it would make me very happy if you hust wrote a couple of words. Even if you wanted to say that I was a horrible writer with absolutlely no talent whatsoever I would still be happy because someone would have wrote something. Wow! I sound pathetic. But please just press the button (insert puppy dog eyes).

I promise that the next chapter will have more Jacob. XD