Hey Guys! I am so, so, so, so sorry that I haven't updated in AGES! I have had major writers block! The Drama group that I am in is doing a show in a couple of weeks and everything is hectic because we aren't ready yet. School has been weird. One of my friends got broken up with because he wouldn't full on snog her! They had only been dating for a couple of weeks! Anyway I can't use other people as an excuse for my lack of concentration!

I hope you like this chapter as it's my first one after that break I took. Could you please review? Even if you just want to shout at me. That's ok! Because I would shout at myself if I could but I can't because I would look very weird shouting at myself. Like I said could you please review?

'She is the days I can't get over,

She is the nights that I call home.

Endlessly.

For you I'll always wait.

Caught in the waves of hesitation,

Lost in the sea of my own doubt.

Endlessly.'

Green River Ordinance – Endlessly

'I'm back,' I said as I walked into the house.

There was no need to shout as vampire hearing is extremely sensitive. I could hear Aunt Alice and Rose upstairs while Jasper and Emmet were outside helping Esme with the garden. Grandpa Carlisle was at the hospital and Mummy and Daddy were probably at the cottage. I really, really didn't want to think about what they were doing.

'Hey.' I felt strong, hot, arms wrap around my waist.

'Hey.' I said back and I snuggled further into his chest.

'I haven't seen you in ages.' He moaned.

'I know, sorry.'

'Why don't we go out tonight? Like a proper date?' He asked and before I could answer Aunt Alice shouted from upstairs,

'She says yes. Ness get up here!'

'Sure!' I shouted up to her. 'Where are we going?' I asked Jake as I turned around to face him.

'You'll see.' He winked; he looked so cute when he was hiding something.

'Come on, can't you just give me a hint?' I begged.

'Nope, it would ruin the surprise.' He ran out the door before I could ask him more questions.

'Ness! Come on, we have to pick the perfect outfit!' I groaned and slowly walked up the stairs.

I had been pulled and shoved and plucked and waxed and everything imaginable for over two hours. Aunt Alice and Rose kept changing their minds about the way they wanted my hair. Eventually they settled in an elegant bun with parts hanging down around my face. They kept my makeup natural and painted my nails a light coral colour. I had a light pink dress on. I don't usually like the colour pink but I didn't complain because I liked the dress.

They obviously knew where Jake was taking me because they had to pick an appropriate outfit. I had tried to get it out of them many times but every time I tried they responded with,

'We are not at liberty to discuss this matter.' Then they would wink just to annoy me.

I was just pulling my shoes on when Aunt Rose walked into my bedroom. She smiled at me in a my-little-niece-is-all-grown-up kind of way. I rolled my eyes at her. 'Come on Ness. Jake is downstairs. You look beautiful.' She looked like she would cry if she could.

I pulled her into a tight hug and whispered in her ear, 'thank you.' She patted my back and pulled away.

'You better get going. Don't want to keep the dog, I mean Jake waiting.' I squeezed her arm and walked out the room to meet Jake.

For some reason I was really nervous, like extremely nervous, on the verge of panicking nervous! It's just Jake. I told myself and that made me even more nervous. Breathe, remember to breathe. You'll be fine as long as you keep breathing!

I reached the bottom of the stairs and walked into the living room. Jake was standing next to the wall looking out into the garden. The sun had disappeared and was replaced by the moon. It glowed full and silver in the night sky. It illuminated Jake's features and made him look like a God. How did I get this lucky? He turned to face me and my breath caught. He was wearing a black and white suit, he was tieless and his shirt was unbuttoned. He was gorgeous!

He smiled at me and took three steps towards me. That was all it took for him to reach me. He took my hand and rubbed the back of it with his thumb. His touch sent shivers up my spine.

'You look beautiful.' He looked into my eyes and it felt like he was looking into the depths of my soul.

'You're not too bad yourself.' I said and he laughed loudly.

I smiled up at him and watched how his eyes sparkled and how his jaw moved as he laughed. He looked like a Greek God.

'We should get going. Don't want to be late.' He smiled again and started walking towards the front door when we were attacked by blinding light.

'Say cheese!' My annoying pixie of an Aunt took another picture of us. 'You didn't think that we would let you go on your first date without taking pictures? Your parents would kill us Ness!'

I rolled my eyes and Jake and I stood in the hallway for five minutes before Aunt Alice would let us go. When she finally did we sprinted out the door before she could change her mind.

Jake held the door of the rabbit open for me like a gentleman. He then walked over to his side of the car and I could stare at him without him noticing. Gosh he was gorgeous!

We drove for about half an hour before he pulled off the streets and onto the freeway. We talked about the most random things from what colour of apple was better to the state of the economy (which was quite boring). After a while on the freeway he pulled off and drove up a small winding road that was lit by a thousand fairy lights. They glistened in the darkness and made the trees stand out and look like they belonged in a fairytale book. The road was short and soon Jake was parking the car outside the most beautiful building I had ever seen. It was tall and surrounded by trees. Every tree was wrapped in fairy lights. The walls of the building were covered in ivy; more lights were intertwined with the ivy. Red roses grew out of the flower beds which lined the path leading to the door. The windows were frosted and gave the effect that it had been snowing and the flakes were each unique and individual like they are described in children's books. I could see a white gazebo in the distance which was covered in sparkling lights too. The whole place seemed magical as if anything was possible. Wow, I sound like a Disney Land advert.

Jake took my hand and led me up the rose lined path. He opened the door and we stepped into the building. We were greeted by a beautiful young woman who could pass as one of the elves from Lord of the Rings. Her hair was so blond that it was nearly white. It was pulled into a plait at the side of her head and it had silver ribbon running through it. Even though it was in a plait it still hung to just above her waist. She held herself with such elegance and grace that she could easily pass as queen or princess. Then she spoke and my whole image of her changed.

'Hello. Welcome to Fantasia. I will be your server today. My name is Anya. Let me show you to your seats.' It wasn't so much what she said but the way she said it.

She sounded like Esme, motherly and caring. Loving and joyful. She was no longer a queen; she was a loving mother who cared about everyone no matter who they were.

'Thank you,' Jake said as we sat down.

Anya smiled at both of us, not just Jake like most women, before she walked away.

The inside was just as magical as the outside. It reminded me of an old palace that was cared for. It had a cosy fire place that crackled happily near us. There were a couple of other couples in the room and they were so loved up that you could almost taste the happiness in the air.

Jake took one of the menus and I copied him. I decided on the mushroom ravioli. I like mushrooms; they are one of the only human things that I can eat.

Anya came back over and we ordered what we wanted, Jake got the steak. We were both underage so alcohol was out of the question so we both ordered coke.

'How did you find out about this place?' I asked him honestly curious because I had never heard of it.

'Sam brought Emily here to propose and he told me about it. I came yesterday to check it out and when I found this I just knew it was the right place.'

'You were right about it. It's the most beautiful thing I have ever seen!'

'I would have to disagree with you. You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.' He smiled at me and took my hand in his.

I could feel myself blushing. He brought my hand to his lips and he kissed it gently, barely touching it but it was enough to send shivers up my back. Just then they food came and we started eating. The food was delicious. It wasn't too hot but it wasn't cold it was the perfect balance. We talked in between mouthfuls of food. Again we talked randomly but even though we didn't really talk about anything important it felt right. As if this was where I was always meant to be, in this beautiful place with my Jacob. We finished our food and drinks and Anya came back over with the bill. Jake refused to let me help pay for the food. We said our thanks to Anya and walked out of the restaurant with Jake's arm around my shoulder and mine around his waist.

We walked to the car and playfully shoved each other as we went. We laughed and joked and Jake pulled me into him. He bent down and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He leaned in towards me almost unbearably slowly and stopped just before his lips touched mine. I leaned in the rest of the way and our lips met gently. I closed my eyes and let my other senses take over. This kiss was filled with passion and love and hope and joy and everything. We poured all of our emotions into the one kiss. Our lips moved in time with one another, we were made for each other like a pair of gloves. You can't have one without the other because without one your hand would get cold. We broke away from one another and placed our foreheads against each other breathing heavily.

'I'll never leave you. I love you so much.'

'I love you to Jacob Black.'

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