okay you guys better review because i just deleted this 3,000 word chapter and at three in the morning I'm gonna rewrite it just for you.. Someone get me the coffee..

NATALLIEPOv

ONE MONTH LATER

In two more hours was my awesome sweet sixteen. I couldn't wait I was hoping Noah would ask me to be his girlfriend tonight. I was kinda doubting it. What I wasn't doubting is that if Lilly didn't get ass over here I was gonna kick it. I had the dresses and shoes. But Lilly had the curling iron.. Lilly and I being very stupid decides to by short dresses. Mine came with leggings so I guess I was some what smart...It warmed some up though. Thsi kinda made me think that my mom was looking out for me in heaven.

"Honey, I'm home!" Lilly shouted. I rolled my eyes "Lilly, you were supposed to be here an hour ago!"

"Yeah, yeah get your panties out of a wad" she said rolling her eyes.

"Go take a shower in the master bathroom, and I take one upstairs.." She looked very supious... I brushed it off though..

NOAHPOV

Ha those silly girls they thought that we couldn't do decorations. I thought it looked nice. On the porch purple, black, gold, blue, and lime green ribbons hung. The same colored ballons were hanging on the mailbox. By the porch steps was a cooler. Shit we need drinks.

"Ethan, I'm getting drinks and ice."

"Okay."

MEANWHILE BEFORE NOAH GOES INSIDE

"Lilly give me my dress back!" I yelled. While I was taking a shower Lilly thought it would be very funny to take my dress. Luckily, I still had my bra and underwear. To get back at her I took her dress. Not a smart move. Now we were running around the house in our bra and undies. What we didn't notice was that Noah had came in and was just..standing there.

"Noah! Don't stare I'm share she'll let you see...one day" Lilly said. Me and Noah now wore the same expression.

"Uhh...um...I'll...j-j-ust go..." With that he left.

"Lilly, Now I really have a reason to kill you!" I yelled at her.

"Now, now Nattie we have to get ready.."

"We have only a hour to get ready.,We spent the other running around..."

"Good, you needed to burn off some calories." she said teasingly.

"Bitch..." I mumbled smiling..

NOAHp0v

"Ethan!"

"Yeah?"

"Tonight, at the party I'm gonna ask Natalie to be my girlfriend.."

"How?" he asked.

"By talking..."

"Nope. That's to simple you need to show her that you really like her and want to be with her" he said smartly.

"Okay, Mr. Smart guy. How do you suggest I do that?"

"I know her favorite song.."

"Yeah, so?"

"Noah, you have a good voice. You could get your guitar and be all like 'here's a song for the birthday girl' then if the works you two can hug and kiss to get rid of all your UST."

"Okay...What's her favorite song?" After he gave me the song I went inside to practice with my guitar. I felt guity leaving him to finish but he said it would be fine.

()o()o()o()

NATALIEP0v

"I'm done" Lilly said. We went to look at ourselves in the mirror. I was wearing a black and gold dress with black leggings(Picture of hair and dresses on profile). Lilly was wearing a dark red halter drees. She had curled my hair where it showed off my highlights really well. She put hers' up in a curly side pony tail.

Lilly's make was a red and black smokey eye with mascara and little lipgloss. I had on gold eyeshadow with eyeliner all around the eye. My lipgloss was a type of bronzy color. I thought we looked good.

"I'm gonna go meet up with Dylan."

"M'kay" She made her way downstairs and outside. Saying I was nervous was a underestmate. Was Noah gonna ask me out? Would I be able to forget about my mom for just one night? I sure was gonna try.

I walked outside taking in the scencery. It was beautiful. All the colors blended together. The prettiest I thought were the stars they added to the scene beautifuly.

"Hey" I heard from beside me. It was Noah.

"Hi"

"Happy Birthday," he said.

"Thanks." If this is how we were going act around each other did it even make a good relationship. Suddenly feeling very bold I asked "Do you wanna dance?..I really like this song." I ddin't even like or even know the song but I wanted to dance with him.

Then a slow song came on and he made an excuse to leave. This is not going how I planned...

NOAHPOV

I walked outside of my house that was not that far from hers. I sat a bench by the step of the porch. I sat on the porch railings and said into the mike "Could the birthday girl please come here?" Slowly she walked up and sat on the bench. I looked into her eyes and started to sing:He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past 2 in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads though he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I was hoping that at the girl part she would sing. I've heard her before she can really sing. Luckily she did.
I'm not coming back (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt, now the rain is just (You're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
From so many thousands of feet off the ground, I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds, and towering over your head
Well I guess I'll go home now...
I'll gues I'll go home now... I'll guees I' go home now... I'll guess I'll go home

After I was done she jumped into my arms and kissed me. It was our second real kiss. Everything seem good...for now