Hey. Next Chapter that was quick right? I've decided that if I get inspiration that I need to write it down at that minute. If I don't I'll forget it and then we are out of luck.

LILLYPov

I'm going back to school today. I'm scarred though how much has changed? Natalie says nothing and that I'm over dramitizing it because I was only out for a week. That's not what I mean though. Ethan and I we kissed yeah but he hasn't me to go out and I'm not going to. I need to know that he won't treat me like the other girls he has dated. I mean look at Natalie. She wasn't really broken up about the break up cause she had Noah. I just I've been hurt before. Phiscally and mentally. I don't want Ethan to take me get what he wants and leave. I've seen him do it time after time and I bet it's worse to experince it. Rolling my eyes I started to get ready for school.

As I rumaged through my closet my dad came in "Getting ready, kiddo?"

"Yes, dad." See, unlike Natalie I had a mom but she walked out on us and then my dad turned gay. It doesn't bother me though, I have cable.

"Good. Lilly Pad, try not to get into any trouble okay? I don't need to beat up another freshman.."

"Whatever Dad. I need to get dressed."

'So pushy' he mumbled and then walked out.

It took me about ten minutes, but I found the perfect outfit. I picked a black empire top with faded bootcut jeans and my favorite black UGGs. Most teenage girls wear skintight jeans with their UGGs, not me and Natalie. Daring to be different we wear lose jeans and tuck them into the UGGs. It really didn't look bad, we were the only ones to try it though.

I slung my messanger bag over my shoulder and walked out the door. I wasn't gonna meet up with all of my friends cause I'm going in late. I knew if I went at regular time everyone wood be asking me if I was alright and all that shiz. I would slip in during a class so no one would be able to ask me questions. I signed in and was off to class. It was gonna be sixth period in like five minutes so I just started walking slowly to my sixth period class.

I heard giggling and moans from the janitors' closet. I just rolled my eyes, I mean how many times has that been done. You could probably get a STD by just being in there.

I went over and knocked on the door.

To my surprise, Ethan stepped out. I sure that at that moment no one knew how much I actually hurt. But, I'm Lilly I don't show my emotions. I cover them up.

"Lilly?" he gasped. I smiled sweetly at him and said

"Either your surprised to see me or your getting a blow job at this moment."

"Lilly...Don't be like that."

"No, it's fine. We were just casual anyway. Like friends with benifits. Execpt I wasn't giveing you enough benifts..." I trailed off looking over his shoulder. I waved and walked off at just the right pace, if I didn't it would look like I was upset. I'm upset but I gotta be strong. That little run-in had made me waste my time and now people were running out of there classroom trying to get to lunch. Then they spotted me and stopped in there tracks. I kept in walking until I spotted Natalie.

"Sooo...I just saw Ethan getting a blow job."

"I'm sorry?" She said her words coming out more like a question.

"Well yeah I would think so. We were only casual though so it does-"

"Wait, you had a casual relationship with him?"

"Yeah,,," Suddenly she pulled out her purple blackberry and started typing away.

"Defintion of Causual Relationship from Urban Dictionary: Everyone has had friends of the opposite sex, right? Do you have sex with them? Usually not. However, the idea of a casual relationship is another way of saying "friends with benefits." This is a friendship between two people that allows sexual intercourse. Rather than having a relationship that focuses on the emotional needs, this type of relationship is based only on sexual needs. In between boyfriends? Feeling restless? Horny? Lonely? It's at this time when you call up your your friend and fullfill the "obligations" of a casual relationship. During this, you are fullfulling your sexual needs. There's no need to mess around with with sadness, jealousy, or any other pesky emotions that are found in typical relationships."

"But-t-t me and Ethan we didn't do anything sexual execpt kiss...maybe a little second base but that's it. I swear!"

"Did you come up with the thought of calling your relationship casual?"

"Yeah."

"Think about how Ethan's brain works maybe he thought that your relationship meant that you just let him crop-a-feel whenever he felt like it, but also do whatever he wanted to with other girls. Or maybe he just wants to get a STD before he's eighteen. Yeah, i think it's that one."

"Okay, wait a minute. Didn't you date him?"

"Yeah, but-"

"Then while are you suddenely bashing him?"

"Because suddenly YOU have an interest in him!'

"What does that mean? Do you still like him?"

"No, never you know I lo-" she cut herself off and started again "I'm with Noah, you know that. Lilly, Ethan hrt me. I don't want you to get hurt too. Yeah, I got over it but I don't-"

"Don't what? Think I can get over it? Listen, I saw him getting a blow job you just found out he was kissing another girl. There's a difference Nat. A big one! I want what you and Noah have. With the late night conversations, the holding hands, the 'I love you more' fights." She stiffened but I kept going. "I want that Nat! Don't I deserve it!"

"Of course you do. Now I gotta go fix something before it's to late" The she was off.

I just nodded after her sllightly confused.

"Lilly!" I knew that voice, so I kept on walking. They caught up to me and grabbed my bruised wrist. I yelped in pain and they let go.

"Thanks a lot Ethan. Now that's gonna take longer to heal."

"Lil, I'm sooo sorry. Can you forgive me?" As I looked into his bright ocean blue I eyes I frowned. I couldn't stay mad at him forever.

"Yeah, I guess I do." He leaned into kiss me but I stopped him.

"I just want to be friends. Apparentaly you can't make a commitment. So, I'll just wait to date again until find someone to treat me right."

"I could live with that. As long as we're friends."

"Yeah. When I find him I'll finally have it right."

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

There you are. I think the next chapter will be a filler so there's not to much drama so close together. And I changed my penname, Vampires are soo last year. Jk, ;)