Um..please don't hit me. It has been waaay too long. Anyway, this is a filler/ regular chapter,, so yeah. This is gonna be a flashback chapter. That's why I call it a filler. Italics are flashbacks :)

Natalie Pov

I sighed as the seconds ticked past by. 50...45...40... I really needed to get out of here. And as soon as the final bell rung I was gone without another word. It was my luck that I had the car this weekend. I knew where I was going as long as no one noticed me. RING! I was the first one out of the class which is very uncommon. I rushed to my locker and spun my combonation. Knowing it was going to be chilly, I reached in for my jacket, the only one was his tattered old leather one. I'd rather wear it and not be frozen. I made sure I had my Ipod and then I left.

I saw Noah coming out of the science room. When we met eyes it was like time stopped. And not in the good way. It was sad that all we could do was look away and walk faster. As soon as he looked away I started running because I could feel the tears coming. I climbed in my car and ran my fingers through my striaght brown was times like this when I hated not having a mom. Not that I loved it any other time. It was just that these problems I couldn't talk to my Dad about. It's not that I have a Mother figure either.

I sighed and shook my head. As if I was shaking my head of those thoughts. I turned on my radio and started to back out. I stopped backing out when I heard the song that was on the radio. Before I started to actually listen to it I had to make sure I didn't run into anyone elses' car. When I had an all-clear I pulled back in. It was Kiss Me Slowly, Noah's and my song. I still remember what happened after he sung this to me.

The crowd was cheering as we kissed. I couldn't believe that I finally had him. He was mine, and I was his. Nothing was supposed to change that.

I can't believe that Noah is the type of boy to judge. Changing the station I started to pull out once more. It took me about 10 minutes to get were I wanted to be. The town Cementary. I climbed out of the car with my Ipod and the leather jacket. Being careful where walked I finally found the tombstone I was looking for.

Sydney J. Weeks

Mother, Daugter, Wife

7/12/70 - 11/5/10

I slowly started to sit down. I've seen this stuff in movies but I've never really done it.

"Hey Mom..." I didn;t say anything for a long time after. I don't know what I was waiting for though.

"I'm so confused! It's Noah, you always preferred him over Ethan. You always have had a good judge of character. I wish I had that it would make my life a whole lot easier...Off topic...I don't know if you know but Noah and I are dating. Or were dating..I don't know anyway it's just that Noah told me he loved me...I love him too, but you remember what happened when I told Ethan I loved him right?"

I was sitting under the oak tree with Ethan, our hands entertwined. I looked at our hands then up at him. "I love you" he said. I smiled and said I loved him too.

Then a week later is when I found out he kissed that dumb blomde bimbo.

"Mom..it just felt to much like what happened with Ethan.."

It was probably to cold to be outside on a hammock. It didn't stop me and Noah. We were swinging back and forth with the radio playing in the background. When Kiss Me Slowly by Paracute came on. Also known as our song. Noah soon got off of the hammock and took my hand. It was probably way to cliched but at that moment it didn't matter.

"I love you Natalie". That's when I gulped and looked at him wide-eyed. I started breathing fast, and he pulled away.

"You love me too right?" Again, I was speechless.

"Nat, I don't want to push anything on you but I could've swore you felt the same way."

"I do, Noah. It's just..Ethan-"

"Ethan! What does he have to do with this? With us?"

"Noah-"

"You don't still have feelings for him do you?" When I didn't say anything he took my silence as a yes.

"I can't believe you would have feelings for him after he cheated on you!" He yelled. This was the most I had ever heard Noah yell, feeling overwhelmed tears started to form.

"You know, I'm just gonna leave before YOU make me do something I will regret!" I gasped as he yelled this. As soon as he was out of the backyard I started to full on sob.

From remembering I noticed that I had real tears in my eyes. I looked back at the tombstone and started talking again.

"I love Noah. I just can't believe that he would make asummputions like that. I don't have any feelings for Ethan except for friendly ones. Maybe not even that considering what he did to Lilly. I just wish you were here Mom. So you could tell me what I should do. I miss you..Tons"

After saying this I stood up and went to the car. Climbing in I noticed how good it felt to get all of that off my chest.

When I got home I started to take out all the icecream, sweets, and chick flicks I could find. When I paused and grabbed my phone and dialed Lilly's number.

"Hello," she answered. She sounded like she had been crying.

"This weeks been ruff huh?" I asked.

"Tell me about it."

"I was thinking of all you can eat icecream, The Notebook, and then The Last Song?"

"Yeah. That would be great. See you soon." When she hung up I was glad to know that I wasn't totally alone.

Stay with me, baby say with me.
Tonight, only me alone.
Walk with me.
Come and walk with me.
To the edge of all we've ever known.
I can see you there with the city lights.
Forteenth floor pale blue eyes.
I can bring you near.
Hold my breath as you're moving in.
Taste your lips and feel your skin.

When the time comes baby
Don't run just kiss me slowly.

That's Kiss Me Slowly by Paracute. So I hoped you liked it and yes I do know that I'm not updating regularly and I do what do you think about Noah now? Was he right to make that asummption about Nat?