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To make this clear, I don't own Twilight no matter how much I beg and cry. Dang.

Previously on WTT:

I'm on my way lily. Don't worry. With that, Ross decided to make his power present and I fell to my knees in exhaustion.

I felt a pair of cold arms lift me up and start running, "Sleep my flower. It's okay, rest now." And that's just what I did.

Chapter 13

SPOV

And maybe if your lucky, I'll run into trouble on my way home, You Jerk!

God I'm such an idiot! How could I let my anger get the best of me? I can't believe I said that! Ugh! As she ran into the forest I let my shaking take over and I phased.

Lily Wait! I called after her hoping I could maybe make her stop but she just kept running. Lily!

She stopped and I sighed in relief but it was short lived as she yelled out, "Leave me alone Seth! I-I hate you!" I froze. She hates me? Ah! Why did I say that?

I didn't run after her. I couldn't run after her. I was frozen on the spot and to stunned to do anything. I should have run after her. Considering she probably wasn't joking when she said she'd run into trouble on her way home, but I didn't. I'm such an idiot! Instead of chasing after her, I turned around and started walking in the opposite direction. I was filled with frustration and all I wanted to do was turn back time and never say what I said; 'Sometimes I wonder if life would have been better if Esme never adopted you and turned you in!' Those words echoed in my brain and I just wanted to punch myself for saying them.

This was all my fault. She was already nervous enough about telling me and I go and make it worse with the whole comment thing. How could I let my anger get to me like that? I mean, just the thought of those evil vampires hurting my Lily turned on the shaking. All my rationality disappeared and suddenly I didn't know what was coming out of my mouth till it was out and causing pain. I guess since I was so mad at myself for not even noticing the harsh scent when I took her home, I took it out on her powers. I don't know why. I mean, her powers are what make her, her, and she did nothing wrong. She was just trying to help the one woman who saved her from everything. I owe a lot to Esme and to say that was just disrespectful to her and the family. And to top it all off, Lily hates me. She down right hates me. I guess I deserve it for what I said to her.

I continued to walk slowly to my house to sufficiently verbally murder myself when I heard a loud scream coming from the forest. Oh no!

"SETH!"

Oh god. I know that voice. Lily!

Lily?

"SETH HELP!" she screamed again

I'm on my way lily. Don't worry I told her as I ran faster than I've ever ran before towards her voice.

Seth what's going on? I heard Jake ask as he started to follow me.

Lily is in trouble and I need to find her I told him as I started to realize where I was going to.

What do you mean she's in trouble?

I showed him what all happened through my thoughts and I heard him growl, Your a dead wolf when her family finds out, you know that right?

Yes, I know but right now I need to find her cause I have a feeling I know who found her. I just hope I was wrong about this.

But of course, since the world seems to hate me at the moment, I made it to the clearing only to howl in rage at the lingering scent. It was him. I ran in the direction Lily ran to and followed her scent till it just stopped. Another howl started to build up and it released in pain. How could I be so stupid? Why didn't I just follow after her? I could of stopped this but no I had to be an idiot go the other way.

Dude, stop beating yourself up about this. We need to get a hold of the Cullens to let them know what's going on. Jake tried to reason with me.

I sighed, knowing I was going to have to face them sooner or later, Yeah, come on let's go face the music.

EPOV

Oh god, they're going to kill me. How could I be so stupid? Seth's thoughts rang through my head. Seth? Where's Lily?

Edward, dude, call everyone down to the living room. Seth here has some news and please take it easy on him, he's already suffered enough with his own thoughts. I heard Jacob tell me.

"Guys, family meeting in the living room now." I said to everyone from my spot at the piano.

"Why are we having a family meeting?" I heard my angel ask me.

"The guys have something to tell us." I said simply as I tried to look through Seth's mind for the whereabouts of Lily but he was blocking his mind well.

Bella and I made it to the living room and sat down on the love seat. Emmett was sitting on the couch with Rosalie leaning on him, Jasper sat next to them with Alice on his lap with a frustrated look on her face-probably from not being able to see what was going on-while Carlisle and Esme sat on the other love seat waiting for the two wolves to get here.

Wonder how things went with Lily and Seth-Rosalie and Alice

I hope things went well with those two. Lily's been stressed ever since she woke up.-oh the loving Esme said that.

I wonder if Jasper is willing to have a rematch later, I know he cheated last time but he won't admit it- Emmett

All these emotions are so weird, everyone is feeling confusion and I can feel the slightest bit of agony coming from outside. Who could feel such pain and torture?-Jasper

What could the guys have to tell us?-Bella

Dad, what's going on? Why are we having a meeting?-My Daughter, Renesmee

Edward, what's going on that we have to have a meeting?-Carlisle asked.

"Guys, the reason we are having a meeting is because Jacob called it and he says Seth has something to say to us." I informed them.

Seth? What could Seth have to say?-Everyone thought at the same time.

A few seconds later and I could sense Jacob and Seth as they made it to the door. Jacob and Seth made it to the living room. Jacob seemed slightly nervous and determined, whereas, Seth looked just about ready to crawl under a rock and die. He looked so guilty that it made me wonder what was going on. Then I realized, someone was missing from the two people up front.

"Where's Lily?" Esme asked for everyone thoughts.

Oh god, of all the people to ask. It had to be her Seth groaned mentally before answering her question, "You see, the thing is, we kind of got into a fight and she ran off and now a psycho vampire has her."

"WHAT?" Everyone all but screamed out. Then Seth's thoughts wondered to the 'fight' he and Lily had. The bastard.

I lunged at him, growling insults as I punched him in the face. Just as I was getting to my second punch, I could feel Emmett and Jasper pull me away while Jacob helped Seth up from the ground along with Renesmee's help.

"How could you? Of all the things to say!" I snarled in between insults.

Carlisle ran over and stood in the middle of us and looked at me, "Edward, what's going on."

Bella ran over and took my face in her hands and I started to calm down a little but my rage was still up there. "He got mad at Lily." I then told them what Seth had said during their fight. Everyone either looked at Seth disappointingly or growled at him.

"Look I know I messed up but we need to find Lily, Ross got to her at the clearing at it seemed like their scent was going south but I lost track of it when it completely vanished." Seth said as he got out of Jacob and Nessie's grips. We nodded and ran out the door.

As we ran each couple separated and ran in different directions to cover more ground. No matter Seth's mistakes and Lily's ways of serious invisibility, we were going to find her.

LPOV

The fogginess in my head was starting to go away when I was thrown into several memories from the day before, or at least I think it was the day before. I don't care what Seth said back there, I realized it might have been his anger that got the best of him and made him say that, but that was only my hope speaking. Put I suddenly didn't care anymore. Ross had found me and I knew I was not make it out this time since I no longer had a Jack to save me.

With my head cleared, I looked around and I recognized the room as my room back in Portland. Why in the world did he take me here?

Everything was still in it's place. The wardrobe still across from the bed that sat against the wall, the desk that sat against the same wall next to the bed. A computer and cup of pencils sat on the top of the violet desk top. A dark purple stool sat in front of the desk whereas a white dipped chair sat in between the bed and the door to the balcony. A series of shelves stood next to the wardrobe with drawers underneath it. The red rug still lay on the floor and the shelves above both the bed and the desk still sat there too. It was still the same after all those years.

I looked down and noticed the outfit I was wearing. I had on a knee length dress that had short sleeves, a pair of white wedding flats and in my hair I felt a small studded comb that sat on the left side of my head. Thankfully I was still in the undergarments that I wore the other day so he only changed me out of my dark skirt and emerald blouse.

Carefully I stood up and walked slowly out of the room. I walked down the once safe hallway before hitting the banister and gazing down on the living room. It looked the same, with the brown couches, fireplace, the huge T.V. that Mark had to practically beg on his knees to Loraine in order to get it-apparently, his life wouldn't e complete without it- the plush tan carpet on the floor along with the small blood stains from the attack.

Slowly, I made my way down the stairs and looked around the room. Everything had a thick layer a dust from being untouched for two years, including a small envelope on the coffee table. Letting my curiosity get the best of me, I walked over to the table and picked up the envelope delicately. I looked at the front of it to see my name printed clearly, then turned it around. My finger ran under the adhesive of the flap and tore it open. Cautiously, I slipped out the piece of paper from inside and placed the envelope on the table. I sat on the couch as I flipped the paper open.

Lily,

I'm so sorry for what I did, I swear it was a slip. I never meant for it to happen but it did and I'm sorry. I've never been more sorry then I do now. Knowing that you ran away from here.

I'm extremely sorry for what happened to Mark and Loraine and of course little Noah. I can't believe a bear would come and do that, but then again, you do live near a forest. But still, I'm so sorry and when I heard you were missing, I was so distraught. My best friend was missing and probably dead and I didn't know what to do. I made sure that the cops had my number for any information on you. When they called me saying that they were going to close the search and give up, I was beyond angry. My one best friend in the world, was missing and they were just giving up! But I had to move on for my mom's sake. She's been worried about me and praying for you hoping that wherever you are your happy and well.

I know your alive and still making sarcastic comments at guys and drinking your happy juice. I know it. I don't know how, but I do. I have a feeling your still out there, that's why I wrote this letter. I wrote this as a sort of goodbye. Mom says it will help me move on but I know it won't. I should move on though. But I don't think I will. Sure I'll probably go about living again, for the sake of my parents but I'll always keep you in my heart, no matter what.

If your reading this letter than I'm right that your alive, I'm not crazy and I' m probably going to get charged with braking and entering if you find me. Which reminds me, mom wants us to move to 'help' with the whole moving on thing so she's grabbing a map and doing her usual 'ABC' trick to find a new home, like that movie 'Yes Man' that we used to watch were they're at the airport and they take the first flight out to anywhere. Well that's what I'm doing. Mom wants us to pack up for a fresh start. I'll keep hoping we'll see each other in the future and that you'll forgive me for everything.

You'll always be my crazy sister. Yeah that's right, your officially now my sister. And hopefully, you'll let me be your brother. So, until we met again.

Your brother,

Blake Carson

P.S. Also, happy fourteenth birthday! don't think I forgot...cause I didn't.

As I finished the letter, I had tears streaming down my face. I looked up at the date and I realized he put this here last summer on my birthday. That dork, always remember the random things.

I reread the letter only to be interrupted by the devil himself. I quickly folded the letter and stuffed it in my bra-make use of what I got-and walked quickly to the kitchen. Silently, I made it to the pantry and hid underneath the bottom shelf that I used to use for hiding while playing hide and seek with Blake, stupid I know but hey. I tried to quiet my breathing but I knew my heart beat would give me away.

"Oh my flower, you should know better than to hide from me." I heard his footsteps get closer to my hiding spot, "Come out please, I have dinner for you, and you know how I like to keep you on a schedule." The pantry door flew open and I was pulled out.

He put me on the chair and I noticed the plate filled with food. There was what looked like roast and mashed potatoes and as much as I hate to admit it, it was good. I picked up the fork reluctantly and started to eat. I didn't have much but it was enough to satisfy Ross. Once I was done, the plate was removed and replaced with a cup filled with cranberry juice-hate the stuff but it helps. I drank the juice and another cup was set down on the table. Here we go. We pick up my left arm and kissed the scar that adorned my wrist before reopening the wound. I cried out in pain as he filled the cup. Once it was filled, he sealed the wound and I whimpered. He kissed the mark one more time before taking the cup in his grasp. He downed the cup in one swig and took me upstairs.

"Alright my flower, you know the drill. I have to pay Marcos and Clark somehow. Tonight, Marcos will take his pay and tomorrow Clark will. Don't worry, I've made sure that they know you need to be able to move the next day so it won't be as bad as before." He said as he kissed my forehead and left.

Soon there was a knock on the door and in came a man slightly shorter than Ross. He had dirty blonde hair that was swept to the right, his eyes were of course a bright red and filled with lust like the others. I knew what to expect and I wanted to cry. He smirked as he walked over to me. His ice cold lips met mine and the tears made their way down my cheeks.

I wanted to scream as he violated me like the others, I wanted to cry, I wanted to do something but just lie here and be forced to do this. The tears flowed down as I prayed that my family finds me in time. I wanted to be wrapped in Seth's warm arms that just project safety. I wanted to be surrounded by my family and know I'm going to be okay. But as long as I was here in Ross' clutches having what was left of my non-existent innocence taken from me, I would never be okay.

There we go, Chapter 13!

Poor Lily, but hey, Seth and the family are looking for her and more on their search will be up next chapter which i'm hoping to have up by saturday but since i'm going out of town it might not be out till sunday night or monday morning but it's all depending on what my family has planned.

alright so, i absolutely love the response i'm getting for this story and you don't know how hyper i was when i saw my inbox this morning. i swear my mom thought i slipped in some apple juice to water.

oh and did you notice i brought in Blake again? i kind of want to bring him back in and i figured this was the way to start that up and i have an idea how i want him to come in but i'm still working out the kinks. so give me your ideas on not only that but how you want Lily to be rescued. before i forget, pics of outfits in this chapter and previous chapters along with her room back in Portland, are on my profile so take a look and tell me what you think.

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so, let's see, oh! i got one, today's puppy question is going to be a 'who said this?' question. so today's puppy question is, Who said, "No. I told him you were planning to corrupt my youthful innocence." New Moon, chapter nine.

take a guess. i love that line, not one of my top 100 but its on the list. i'll post the ones who got it right next time.

Sooo,...until next time!

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