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All the time

I see Edward nearly every day now but the pain never goes away. He's always with Tanya. Alice, Rose, Emmett and Jasper would all go over to his apartment in the weekends but I would never go. He still wouldn't even say hello. Am I really that repulsive?

"He remembers the plane crash but then he became unconscious. He was taken to hospital with severe amnesia and many broken bones and burns. All he remembered was his name, birthday and family. He couldn't remember where he lived or what college he was going to. He bought an apartment in London and he got a call from Oxford wondering where he was. He met Tanya there on his first day apparently they just clicked. He's been with her ever since. They live together now" Alice had told me. They all hated Tanya as much as I did. I know it wasn't her fault though but it's sort of like she stole him from me.

But was I really that unimportant to Edward that he would forget about me and remember his family? He remembered Rosalie and Jasper and they weren't even related to him. Did I really mean that little to him? Did he really love me as much as he always told me?

It's good that I don't have any classes with him or I might've died. It's good that he's still taking a music course and I'm taking writing major. I want to be an author or a journalist. It used to be hell when Edward did love me. I longed to be with him but now seeing him with her made me want to crawl in a hole and dye crying.

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I quickly got sick as winter approached. Sometimes I had to get hospitalized it got so bad. I've got a sucky immune system.

I stayed in bed for a couple of days but it got really bad. I got a whooping cough and a blocked nose. Alice and Rose actually stayed with me and missed school to nurse me. I love them to death.

It was Friday so everyone ended class early. Emmett and Jasper came over. I didn't really care about that but they dragged along Edward and Tanya. She would just make me more sick. I thought they wanted me to get better.

I remember when Edward used to nurse me. I would always get better. He stood in the doorway of my room with an emotionless face holding on to Tanya. She hid her face in his shirt so she wouldn't get infected by me.

"Why are you even here?" I squeaked in his direction but this only brought on another roll of coughs. Worse still Edward didn't answer but Tanya did the talking for him.

"Yeah Edward?" She whined "Why are we here listening to this snotty klutz cough and sneeze?" I was offended and sad but even more crushed when Edward didn't object to anything she said. Rose snapped though. She walked to the door and slapped Tanya across the face making Edward growl. Alice followed in suite but slapped her other cheek making Tanya scream. Edward was in shock and scooped a crying Tanya in his arms and walked out of my room slamming the apartment door behind him.

I started crying and coughing at the same time. Not a good mix. I choked on my sob and it stayed there choking me, making it hard to breath. I heard them calling the ambulance and I felt someone picking me up.

Blood was pounding in my head and I felt an air mask close on my face, but after that I didn't notice anything else. It was blackness.

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I couldn't understand it. I remembered all the others but not her. Why though? Alice told me I should know her and that she was really important and then she got all offended when I said she wasn't important to me and probably never would be.

She is beautiful though and kind to her friends. Long mahogany hair and chocolate brown eyes that contrast against her porcelain skin.

I went to see her with Tanya and the others today. She looked so frail and broken and sick of course. I just stood in the doorway trying to remember before the plane crash before I heard her small voice frail and sad.

"Why are you even here?" She asked me looking down at the bed and the sad thing was. I couldn't answer because I didn't know the answer all I knew is that her name is Bella and she is supposed to be important to me.

I've got Tanya now though but I'm not sure if I love her. How do you know? I asked my father and her said you just find it but how? Not once has she said that she loves me although I have said to her loads though I was probably lying. Tanya could be bitchy though.

"Yeah Edward? Why are we here listening to this snotty klutz cough and sneeze?" Yeah this would be one of those times. I looked at Bella's face and saw sadness wash over her. Then I heard two sharp slaps and Tanya cry out. Alice and Rose had both slapped her senseless. My own sister! Although I couldn't work out if I was angry or pleased. I scooped Tanya up in my arms and walked out, slamming the doors behind still wondering why I didn't drop her and run.

As I walked out of the building I saw an ambulance come and park right in front of it and paramedics run inside.

Yeah you could say I wasn't in a relationship that I was happy with. But actually I was and even though I was pissed with Tanya right now I still liked her and I wish my family would get that.

Yeah I know I'm crazy when it comes to this. Get used to it!
I had to make amends with Bella though.

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