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Meadow

BPOV

Edward hadn't resurfaced yet. Every time we went to see him we would either not say anything and lock his bedroom door or he would shout at us to go home and not worry about his shitty life.

Everyone including me was in despair. We all came up with the solution to just leave him alone but that didn't work either so now we all agreed to let me go alone and help him because I'm the one that knows him 'the most'. A part of me kept on saying that he would just shout me down like usual but I held my head high and I was full of wild hopes as I walked down the hall to his apartment.

His door was ajar and everything was exactly like it had been, the last time I came with Alice. I shut the door behind me loudly hopefully alerting Edward of my presence. Then I plodded my way to his room. His door was surprisingly open and for the first time in 2 weeks I saw Edward.

He was lying on his back on his bed, dark purple circles under his eyes. He stared at the ceiling, his eyes misty and blank, deep in thought. I walked towards him slowly.

"What are you doing here?" He whispered softly, his lips barely moving.

"I came here to get you out of this crap and live again." I stated making him show a small smile. "And since I know how you feel and I apparently 'know you the best' I was assigned for this mission and I"- I stopped. I had just had the greatest idea. Somebody should've put a light bulb above my head.

"C'mon Edward get your butt out of bed I have something to show you." My voice was too high and excited even to me. Edward caught on, his eyes lit up but he still looked depressed. I walked downstairs and he met me down there in a matter of minutes.

We loaded ourselves into the car and then I speeded towards the country side. I stopped and the forest and instead of taking the trail I took the other path trailing too deep into the forest to be safe. Edward dragged himself out reluctantly and followed me.

"Where are we going?" He asked me when we had been walking for about an hour. I was disappointed I had hoped and hoped that he would remember this place.

"You really don't know?" I asked quietly, looking down cast.

"Sorry." He mumbled back looking away.

"You don't need to say sorry. You'll love this place all the same" I said cheerfully and then I started running. Edward laughed and easily over took me but he held back to keep in pace with me.

Within minutes we had broken through the frame of the tree and we had found the meadow. My beautiful secret place where I could feel closest to Edward. Flowers were blooming everywhere and the grass was soft and lush and I could hear the stream in the distance. I smiled and lay down. I hadn't been here in months.

Edward followed in suit. He was grinning widly and staring at the sky.

"This place is beautiful" He murmured softly. I didn't reply but he knew I was agreeing with him.

"You used to take me here. You showed me that something as beautiful as this existed." I told him gently. It was nearly funny to see the look of surprise and shock cross his face. Nearly funnny.

"Really? I mean… wow…" He sighed.

"Yeah…"I said but now I had to get serious "But bow back to business… Edward are you happy that Tanya… left?" I asked timidly, slowly tilting my head to get a better look at him. His face had tensed and was now rigid and taut. He looked frozen.

"I- I don't know. She was there most of the time with the exception of graduation… and now I know why. But she never returned the care and affection I showed her. So… so I guess I am a bit happy at least that she is gone but now the apartment is empty and I have no one when you guys are out and I guess… well I never liked being alone all I remember was that I always had someone and now I have no one to love." He sounded so sad and forlorn… but at least he was getting over Tanya a bit.

"I really don't feel like talking about something so ugly in a beautiful place like this" he muttered softly.

"You mean your beautiful place." I stated in the same tone. Confusion swept over his face.

"What?" He asked, propping himself up with his arms so he could look at me properly.

"You found this place and I'm pretty sure no one else has so it is therefor your beautiful place." I told him cheerily, happiness changed his face and he looked much, much better than before.

"You mean our beautiful place. You rediscovered and found this place and showed it to me so now it is our beautiful place a small little secret." He said his eyes boring into mine and as soon as we had established that I had told no one about it we both lay back on the grass happily content in the comfortable silence.

EPOV

I couldn't believe that Bella took me to such a beautiful place. My depression flooded away from me and I instantly felt better than ever.

It felt so good calling it Our Meadow. I loved the way it rolled of my tongue and I still couldn't believe that I was the one that had discovered this place when I was fourteen. Bella told me the whole history of it. The things I had told her.

I guess I am sort of glad the Tanya is gone but now there is no one else to love and I am all alone when everyone else is gone.

I had the best time in the meadow with Bella, I was feeling… relaxed for once and more at ease. My mind was clear and I could think easier. I didn't have the same fog clouding up my vision.

Bella unintentionally fell asleep just as the sun was setting. It had been a long day and I was tired too. I comfortably picked her up bridal style and took her back to her truck.

I drover her to her apartment and lightly shook her awake. She apologised profusely before giving me a quick hug and disapearing into her apartment.

I walked home slowly in no rush. I would be geeted by the same emptiness and lonliness. I did feel happy though… light. Like I was walking on air. I was even feeling elated when I had to carry Bella through the forest. It felt like I had done it many times before.

It felt welcoming.

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