For last two weeks, I cried myself to sleep that is the times I could get my eyes to close. Every time I shut my eyes, he would appear and it was killing me, I could feel it. After realizing that with both of us on Smack down, it was going to be hard for either one of us to move on. Ok maybe that was I lied I made up to make myself feel less pathetic. I begged Vince to transfer me to RAW or even ECW yes I was that desperate, and he agreed of course with a lot of hesitation. I have been a RAW diva for over four months now, which means I have been without him for four months. Every day I get an unwanted update on Matt's deteriorating condition from Jeff and I have to say that it only makes me feel worst. At first, I thought this was for the best but now I am not so sure. Even though I hate to admit it, I still love Matthew Moore Hardy and I can't stop. I don't think I ever did. And if it could get any worst, I kept hearing the same song over and over as if was mocking me. Funny how the song you hate always comes up at the wrong moments The Older I Get by Skillet became the most annoying song on the planet. It seemed to describe my feeling perfectly and I hated it. He comes over to RAW sometimes to defend the tag team titles with Jeff but those days I had tried my hardest to have tunnel vision. Locker room, Match and then the hotel. No steps in between. I would talk to no one and rush to my hotel and leave for the next event before anyone got back. It was truly pathetic that I could even see he with out feeling that knot in my stomach. Only tonight, his match was first meaning I had to stay. There was no way to get out.
Reminder: KILL WILLIAM REGAL!
"Annabelle!" I turned around without thinking and thank god for my luck. There he was the gorgeous being I was avoiding for the last five months.
"Umm Matt…How have you been?"
"Okay you?"
"Same" And awkward silence lingered in between us and it was annoying both of us. May I should just leave. Matt then spoke up as if he was reading my thoughts. He had gotten too good at that.
"Belle, can we talk?"
"I can't I have a match"
"After"
"I have to get to the next event-" I said ignoring his deep chocolate brown eyes.
"Please" Mission failed. I looked up at him and struggled to keep myself from him right then and there. I nodded my head and walked out to the ring. "Wait" I turned to him and he looked like he was debating something unfortunately I made mastered the inner thoughts of the mystery Matt Hardy as much as he has mastered mine. He came closer and grabbed me before placing a soft kiss on my rosy cheek. "Good Luck" He said before walking away from me. I smiled before walking out to Adrenaline by 12 stones. That night I performed better and faster than I ever had before even when I was kicking Candice's ass I couldn't stop myself from think about him. The bell rung and I quickly got out of the ring and walked of better yet ran backstage as calmly as I could. God I feel like a schoolgirl with a crush.
"Nice match"
"Thanks"
"Annabelle I'm so sorry. I should have never treated you the way I did and looking back, I hate myself. Belle, these few months without you have been killing me. As much as I wanted you to have a happy life, I just can't. I want you to be happy with me. Annabelle just give me the chance to make you happy…I still love you." I smiled and took deep breath.
"I still love you too" I whispered. He smiled and grabbed my hands.
"You don't know how happy that just made me. So will you give me another chance?"
"How do I know you're better?" He gave me a slight smiled and pulled me into the most explosive amazing passionate kiss I have ever experienced. "What was that?" I said breathless.
"I'm better." He smiled. "Baby I haven't touch alcohol since you left and I'm not gonna sit here and lie to you and say that it was the easiest thing I had to do because it wasn't" How romantic. "But I would rather make myself miserable for five months knowing that I might be happy for the rest of my life with you" I smiled.
"Ok"
"Ok?"
"Ok" Matt's face split into the happiest face that could ever be held by a human being. He lifted me up earning a laugh out of me.
"Do you know how long I have waited to hear that?"
"Probably as long as I have been waiting to do this" I wrapped my around him as I gave him the best kiss I could.
"ABOUT TIME!" We pulled apart and there was Jeff and Chris Irvine.
"Damn it" Chris said handing Jeff a twenty.
"Told ya it wouldn't be long" Jeff said wrapping his arms around us. "WE'RE A FAMILY AGAIN!"
"Jeff we were never family" I said laughing.
"You wanna change that?" Matt said getting down on one knee.
"Oh My God!" I yelled clasping a hand over my mouth and threw myself on Matt.
"This that a yes?" He said laughing. I nodded quickly.
"Definitely!"
"YAY!" Chris said throwing his popcorn on us. "What? I didn't have rice."