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Chapter Eighty Five

Fight for the Reason

Orb Headquarters-Medical Briefing Room

"He wants his pills," Lacus replied.

"We still have some left…if he gets those it will start all over again," the doctor replied.

They didn't have to wait as Lacus was out the door, now was as good a time as any as they didn't have the time to flush his system again, she had to do it now.

"Wait a minute," Cagalli called out as it was too late.

"Let's go," Athrun replied as he reached in and pulled out his gun, you could never be to sure.

Cagalli stood next to him as Andrew, Mu and Murrue were going as well.

"Lady Cagalli," Kisaka said over the com.

"I know already, we will handle it," Cagalli said.

"We should leave this to the soldiers," Kisaka replied.

"No…clear as many people away as possible and seal those research doors," Cagalli ordered as they were out the door as well.

Kisaka heard her orders as he made a full announcement over the com.

Around the Wing

All personal heard the alert go off as they were confused at first thinking it was an attack however the Colonels voice told them otherwise.

Kisaka informed them to leave the wing at once and seal the doors behind them.

People started heading out as a few were unfortunate to run into the path of him.

With Kira

Kira was moving on full instinct that his body was telling him, the drugs in his system were just about drained so as a last ditch effort they were designed to put him into overload to try and get more back into his system. That was what Kira was moving on now; he headed and stumbled up the hallways towards the research lab.

Soldiers were in charge of getting staff and doctors out and not to pursue him so he had a pretty much open way.

Kira moved forward not thinking clearly at all only going on that instinct as a door he was near opened up with fearful staff members.

The door shielded him as he saw a soldier in front guiding people out. Kira got forward and kicked the door forward slamming on staff member in between while the door knocked the soldier off balance.

Kira grabbed the gun as he stomped down on his foot while delivering an uppercut elbow straight to the jaw knocking teeth out and sending the soldier flying back into the wall.

Other staff members froze however Kira just kept moving forward, if he didn't see them he didn't seem to want to attack.

Kira was about halfway to the research lab.

Control Room

Kisaka watched all this on the monitors as he seemed to take that into notice as he decided to change his orders, he made another announcement telling all to remain where they were and out of sight. Soldiers by the exits got orders to head out and seal the doors behind them.

All people weren't out but if they stayed out of sight he wasn't interested in them.

The soldiers got out of the exits and got on the elevators as the electronically sealed the doors behind them.

Kisaka now knew Kira was trapped and wasn't leaving this wing at least but now they had to worry about what he was going to do to the leadership.

Kira's Room

Lacus arrived here as she saw all the bodies on the ground; she shook her head to get out of the trance as she stepped over them and moved forward again.

Athrun and the rest were catching up to her as they arrived on the scene.

Cagalli froze as she feared the worse for them.

Andrew and Murrue checked most of them as they were still alive.

"They are alive," Murrue said as all were breathing, they were just badly beaten up.

"I…I'm shocked," Cagalli said as given what Kira did to his enemies they expected them dead.

"They will be fine, let's get moving," Athrun said as three of them moved forward, Murrue and Andrew stayed to get them to medical.

Mu went on as they needed his expertise and what his own abilities would tell him.

They went forward trying to gain ground.

Outside Research Lab

A few soldiers stationed here heard the order as they were trying to lock this place down, they heard what he was after as they were trying to get these pills into a secured safe spot.

However they got a little surprise first as they heard something outside, the guard left outside was knocked to the ground.

"Not good, let's go," the other said as they had orders not to kill him now.

Loading non lethal force into their rifles they quickly moved outside as they opened fire.

Kira knocked one guard out of his way as he heard the doors swing open and shots being rang.

Darts were striking him left and right all over the body, these were the same darts that brought him down before…only now their was a problem.

His body had fully adapted to them.

Moving forward Kira grabbed both by the back of the necks and used his strength and banged both of their heads together knocking them both out as he let them fall to the floor.

Kira could feel it just about; Kira opened the door as he went in.

With Lacus

As Kira went in Lacus turned the corner and caught up with him as she saw three more fallen soldiers.

She moved forward as she looked in and saw him looking around.

Lacus froze for a second; she believed he had those pills however he didn't.

Lacus however noticed right where they were as she had to make a move and it had to be now.

Lacus quickly opened the doors and went in. the pills were by a containment container as she rushed in and took them in her hand.

However she didn't have to turn around to feel his eyes piercing her.

Lacus didn't turn around yet as she stuffed them in her pocket, before turning around and meeting his gaze. It was all she could do.

Outside the Room

Athrun, Mu and Cagalli had arrived seeing three more fallen soldiers however as they looked in they saw him.

"Let's go," Cagalli said as Mu snatched the back of her uniform.

"What was that for?" Cagalli said quickly as she was thrown back a little.

"Not yet…just watch, no matter what don't do anything…let her handle it," Mu said.

Athrun and Cagalli were confused but they could tell Mu was feeling something.

Doomsday

Hangers

Shinn looked at his repaired machine, the mechanics worked extremely well and now he had the Destiny just how he wanted it and he was ready to handle his first solo mission, the one where he would become number one.

Shinn was running simulation after simulation to make himself stronger. At first he suggested to Ryu that he should get the Armageddon.

Ryu looked at him like he was a lost child and said only a few words to him, "You don't have the skill to operate that level of machine fully."

Shinn of course didn't take that well but Ryu was right as that machine was designed for the abilities that Kira possesses and Shinn without those abilities would never be able to activate the full potential of that machine.

Shinn didn't let it bother him for to long as he was ready and able to prove himself in his own machine.

Over in the Armageddon's hanger was where Ryu was currently standing. He ordered the repair crews on non stop repair for that mobile suit.

They had to basically rebuild the entire inside of the machine but it was going well and near completion.

Ryu was standing staring at the machine when he felt something, he turned his head to a southeast location, "I can only barely feel him…let them try all they want but they will never be able to undue what I have done," Ryu said as he but his worries to rest.

Bridge

Willard was in his chair as he knew they were now heading north. The chairman didn't want to wait any longer for Jibril so he ordered them to pursue and they would take Jibril out in the Arctic Sea.

Sarah was on com as still she heard nothing about Kira; however she was able to take more control around her children. As that Goliath of a nurse had no power without Kira around, as the chairman was to busy in other matters so whatever they were making her son do he wouldn't have to see it any longer.

The Doomsday went on as they were almost in range and the battle to take out Jibril would begin.

ORB Headquarters-Medical Wing

With Kira and Lacus

Lacus stared into his empty eyes; however he was still able to speak.

"Give me my pills," Kira said as he fell against a table.

Lacus had never seen anything more pathetic looking, what these things did to him was terrible.

"I cannot do that Kira," Lacus replied.

Kira flipped over the table as he now approached her. Lacus turned her head however she held her ground.

"I want them now!" Kira yelled.

Lacus reached into her pocket as she held them in her hand.

"That's a good girl," Kira replied as he fell a little before approaching.

Lacus stared at him as she crushed them in her hand before holding them near a sink inside.

"I am warning you don't do it," Kira replied moving a little quicker.

"This is for your own good Kira, you don't know the whole truth," Lacus said as she turned on the water soaking her hand and letting them flow down the drain.

"You ignorant fool!" Kira yelled as he quickly pushed past her knocking her to the ground.

Looking in he saw she held them straight over as they were gone, nothing was left, Kira was trying for anything but she was able to get rid of all of them.

Lacus got back on her feet as she backed a few steps away but stood her ground.

"Now…" Kira said breathing very heavily, "You die," Kira said as he quickly moved towards her grabbing her wrist hard.

Lacus flinched in pain, "I don't think so Kira…you couldn't bring yourself to kill me before you won't do it now…" Lacus said in pain as she felt him crushing her wrist.

"Do you have any idea what you did? My only source of sanity is gone," Kira said tightening it even more.

Lacus flinched hard again, "No…you don't know the truth Kira…they weren't helping you they were hurting you…"

"Nonsense!" Kira said as she saw him moving his other hand around, he could break her neck in an instant with the right blow.

"Its true…that chairman doesn't care about you…he is only using you just like the first war Kira…open your eyes he is the route of evil…" Lacus said.

Insulting the chairman was not the best thing to do as he let go of her wrist and the hand went around her throat.

Lacus dropped down to her knees in pain and lack of air.

Outside the Room

Watching everything Cagalli was ready to stop this, however Mu stopped her and Athrun this time.

"Let it go," Mu said as he held them back.

"He is going to kill her!" Cagalli yelled at him.

"Stay here…not yet," Mu replied.

"What are you feeling?" Athrun asked.

"Conflict…his pills must be almost out of his system and or he is fighting it, leave this alone, I don't detect murderous ambition fully yet," Mu replied as it was strong and could go either way, this was a big gamble but knew Lacus wouldn't want them to.

Around Orb

Control Room

Kisaka watched the events as he had to admit this was getting to close and he didn't understand why Mu was letting this go on so long.

Talia and Arthur were also in here as they watched.

"This is insane ma'am…how could something like this happen?" Arthur asked as they were referring to Kira's situation.

"I don't know already but I do know Lacus Clyne won't survive forever…what are they doing just standing there?" Talia asked.

"Have faith…I am sure they know what they are doing, they won't let her die," Kisaka replied.

Underground-Minerva

With the ship in working order again Luna was with her sister as these events were going on. Rumor spread fast about her former commander as they only knew one side of him and that was how he almost killed Meyrin not to mention vaporized a whole island.

Island

Rumors did spread as many people heard the situation with the man they so despised, their once savior turned worst nightmare. From an observation nothing really at all changed, Kira did just too much damage for most to ever be forgiven for what he did.

The monster had to pay was still the cry for most as there are things that could never be replaced and their family and friends could never be brought back.

Near and in the control room

Yzak was on his way in as he still hasn't seen him yet. However when he arrived in he saw everyone looked like they lost their minds or something.

Yzak made his way towards the control room where he could get some answers.

Yzak arrived in as he finally saw what they were looking at.

"What are they doing?" Yzak asked.

Kisaka turned around, "They know what they are doing…be patient," Kisaka replied as that was his hope they knew what they were doing.

Hangers

Erica worked on the mobile suits as she got word of an alert; she just hoped that things would go right.

Special Quarters

Unato Seiran was still not pleased about when Cagalli dismissed him; however when the alert was sounded that had to be something was up.

Looking around he found his son cowering beneath a desk.

They knew what was going on with her brother and did you think they were just taking this lightly.

Unato Seiran knew how much the Orb people wanted him to pay and for that he saw his way back into power. Cagalli wasn't giving any punishment and he could use that against her.

Yunna agreed with his father as dumb and dumber were working something up in their heads…well you could say Unato was working it up while Yunna acted the way he always did.

Medical Wing-Research Lab

Kira had her extremely tight as she was really struggling.

"See what you are forcing me to do," Kira told her.

Lacus couldn't match his strength at all; she knew others were outside however she wanted them right where they were. Mu was right as she didn't want them in yet. She could do this.

Lacus instantly looked into his eyes as she felt his grip loosen a little, however it was still a struggle.

"I don't believe you will Kira…think about what I said, I know you are still in there somewhere…" Lacus said.

Kira's expression didn't change, "I am me you fool."

"No, no your not…you are Kira but you are not Kira…listen to me Kira, I know you are still in there, fight it," Lacus said getting lightheaded.

Kira's grip wasn't loosening as she saw his right hand start tingling.

"You don't understand this power…all who oppose my plan must perish," Kira replied to her turning his head to the side.

"You are not the one I want…besides if he really wanted to kill me I would be dead by…now," Lacus said as he didn't have her in full power and she knew it.

"Stop talking your nonsense…you are…" Kira said.

"I know you remember Kira…and I know you are fighting inside," Lacus called out.

"Will you shut up," Kira said as now his head was hurting again, and his hand was now shaking.

"You are stronger Kira, I know you are…that is why this one cannot remember when you saved me, you can gain control, now I need you to fight," Lacus called out.

The grip tightened again as Lacus tried one last time, "The…the effects are just about gone…I believe in you…" Lacus said as she was just about gone.

Outside the Room

Mu was listening and using his own abilities, the conflict was extremely strong, he had never felt something like this before…almost as if two superpowers were dueling with each other, this was some freaky stuff.

Cagalli was held back by Athrun as Athrun saw the sign Mu did, Kira could have finished her by now but he didn't.

That was when they saw the outcome.

Inside the Room

Lacus felt herself slip away as she believed for a second she failed however the grip loosened again as she opened her eyes to see he had his hand being held back by the other shaking very violently.

Kira let go as he fell backwards against a table now holding his head with both hands.

Lacus coughed trying to regain her breath as she looked ahead, she by now means won yet, he was still battling and she had to help.

"Remember Kira…remember the times we spent together remember who you are," Lacus said.

"I am me and no one else," Kira said holding his head violently.

"No…remember Kira…remember the day I left, think about it, this is not you," Lacus told him.

"Get out of my head!" Kira yelled.

Lacus looked on, the effects of the drug were gone but all that did was level the playing field, all she could do was remind him who he was and try to get his true side back in control.

It was a complete internal struggle, the dark with the normal.

This was tearing Lacus up on the inside as well, so close yet so far, she tried everything, she gave reminded him of their best memories, she was trying anything to get him back.

However that wasn't not seeming to work, the true Kira was the one that kept both memories but this dark one was dominant and in full control. That was what had to change and Lacus decided the best way to do it was one simple way.

Lacus stood up as she got near him.

"Focus on that chairman Kira…tell me what he did to you, tell me how to help you," Lacus said.

The dark one didn't like that at all, "He gave me reason…" Kira nearly shouted.

That wasn't the one Lacus wanted, however she pressed on.

"He took everything away from you only to make you fight his brutal war, something you would never do Kira, and I know you cannot stand that," Lacus replied getting only a few feet away.

"Shut up!" the dark one said moving to hit her but couldn't, his body wouldn't react to it.

"That's it Kira, look at me," Lacus said placing her hands on his face, "He made you fight, and he made you cause suffering, now I need you to…come back to me," Lacus said as she kissed him.

Those words the same words she uttered to him before the first war ended.

Completely frozen, his head extremely killed.

Outside the Room

Mu watched the conflict, "This is unbelievable."

"You are crazy, this is freaky," Cagalli replied.

"What is going on?" Athrun asked.

"He is fighting for control, that chairman is completely amazing I have to admit," Mu replied.

"What are you talking about?" Cagalli asked.

"He brought all this out in Kira and worked extremely hard to keep him under control…however what the chairman knows is Kira is far stronger in abilities then he could ever hope to be that goes for me to, I am sure he never wanted to bring out this much power in Kira as that could be a threat to him, however he did," Mu replied.

Athrun looked in as Lacus was trying everything, but what Mu said was intriguing.

Inside the Room

Lacus felt feelings she had bottled up for the longest time, however she got nothing in return, however for a split second it was as if lighting hit her.

Lacus opened her eyes as for a split second she felt emotion, however he then quickly pulled away slamming his fist and knocking things around while clutching his head.

Lacus backed away, as he let out a horrid cry while falling on his own knees.

Lacus looked down getting nearer as when she approached his eyes focused on her as her fear level went to the maximum.

To be continued...

(A\N): The next chapter they find out what happens, as the Doomsday gets ready to attack Jibril. See you later.