DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters, they belong to Stephenie Meyer. I just own the characters you don't know and the plot.

AUTHORS NOTE: Do I really need to tell you how much I love you guys? Yes? Okay I love you guys for reviewing and adding me to your favourites and alerts. It makes me feel as if I've just been hugged by a Disney character. This chapter is set in Jacob's POV, remember this story is AU so Jacob is a little OOC because he is my own personal Jacob. Okay? We have a small bit of smut in this chapter but not a lot.

Chapter Four: "Changing"

Jacob's POV

It had been a few days since mine and Nessie's last date at the funfair. I had spoken to her non-stop the following day but when school and work came around we were both a little occupied, however we had a date on the Wednesday night - without her parents knowing of course. Sure I should be encouraging her to be truthful to her parents but she also said she wanted to keep me to herself for a little while and that I had no problem with. Her parents could chill for a bit.

I had no clue as to how the date was going to go. It was our first night date. The party hadn't really been a date and the funfair was a day date so it didn't count. This was our first official date and I was fucking nervous.

Despite her protests I had said I was going to pick her up, however we would meet at the end of her driveway but this time I would be in my car. I didn't want her wearing a skirt and having to straddle a bike, of course that would be a fucking gorgeous site but for my eyes only not some horny ass douche bags who we passed on the street.

I opened my front door and walked inside only to walk in on a site I really didn't want to have to see when I got home from work. Embry was practically dry humping Nessie's friend Lana on the sofa.

"What the fuck man? That's what your bedroom is for" I shouted. Embry turned his head round to look at me and smirked.

"Sorry dude but when you have the urge you know?" he shrugged but climbed off of her anyway.

"Hi Jacob" Lana smiled at me.

"Hey" I nodded and flung my jacket onto the floor.

"Since when are you a prude man?" Embry asked me as I walked over to the fridge to grab a beer "I mean you ain't exactly squeaky clean are ya?"

"I didn't pretend to be" I replied "I just don't want to walk in after a 10 hour shift to find my roommate practically fucking on my sofa" Embry was right, of course I wasn't squeaky clean. I slept around, I was a red blooded male. Since meeting Nessie though I haven't touched anybody else. The last fuck I got was some chick I met at a club a few weeks ago who I bought back to my place only to screw her on the kitchen counter and send her on her way. But since meeting Nessie? I haven't touched anyone, so of course that meant a lot of whacking off.

"Sounds like someone needs to get laid" Lana said in a sing song voice and I rolled my eyes "If you're waiting for Renesmee though you'll be waiting a long time"

"What are you talking about?" I asked her "She isn't a virgin is she?" I asked and Lana grinned at me "You're kidding me? Really?"

"Why so shocked? She's Daddy's Little Princess"

"I just thought that she had seeing as she's so beautiful. I thought someone would have tapped that ages ago" I wasn't being disrespectful, I just thought that she'd have done it already. I saw all the looks those guys at the party gave her as well as the carnies. Eye fucking her every second.

"Is that a problem?"

"No, no of course not. Makes no odds to me. I like her, I'm not just going to fuck her" I shrugged and took a swig of my beer.

"I never thought I would see the day where Jacob Black doesn't try to get into a girls pants" Embry laughed and I glared at him "What? Oh come on Jake, you have to admit this chick is changing you and you don't even know it"

"Her name is Nessie. She's not a chick" I said defensively.

"Gee sorry" he said holding up his hands "We'll get outta your hair" He stood up from the sofa and Lana followed after him.

"I know she's my best friend and everything and I do love her but she really needs to get laid and I think that you're the guy to help her out with that?"

"And why me?" I asked.

"She wants to wait until she's in love and I think you might be the possible candidate" she smiled "Catch ya later big boy" she winked and smacked me on the butt before running off into Embry's bedroom and slammed the door.

Me? The possible candidate for Nessie to fall in love with? No way, I mean sure I love hanging out with her and she's fucking hot but I'm not the love kinda guy. Not since Leah anyway, she broke my heart and trampled all over it. I haven't got anything else to give away. I like Nessie a lot, I'm not going to deny that but she can't fall in love with me. I'm not her knight in shining armour.

Laying in bed that night, I had images of Nessie running through my head. They weren't kinky images or anything like that it was just flashes of her. Her smile, her laugh, the way her hair bounced when she walked. You know normal kind of shit. Of course I wanted to do all those kind of things with her but after finding out about her sexual status I would have to hold off on that sorta thing.

My phone started vibrating on my bedside table, I looked over my clock to see it was nearly 2am. Who would be calling at this time? I grabbed my phone and looked at the number, it was one I didn't recognise.

"Hello?"

"Hi" a voice purred on the end of the fun. Fuck, a booty call.

"Not tonight alright. I'm fucking exhausted"

"But its been weeks since I last saw you. If you didn't want to see me again then why did you give me your number?"

"I didn't fucking give you my number" I sighed "You stole my phone and stole my number remember?"

"So? You still let me have your number"

"Yeah well do me a favour a delete my number would ya? I'm not interested"

"Oh come on. I've been thinking about you and that cock of yours"

"Ergh it was one night. It didn't even last an hour. Just lose my number and get over it alright?" I sighed and hung up. This is why I never gave out my number to chicks I slept with, it only causes more trouble. I don't know why I let her take my number, I guess I was too caught up in my drunken/horny state to bother about it. I never thought I would actually hear from her again.

Now I was too frustrated to sleep, not sexually frustrated just frustrated in general. I shoved the covers off of me and walked out of my bedroom and into the kitchen. I opened the fridge and grabbed the orange juice and started gulping it down. I finished it and threw the empty carton into the bin. Now what?

I made my way back to the bathroom which was opposite the bathroom when I heard Embry's door open. I turned round to catch a not so pleasant sight. Embry walking out of his room butt naked towards the bathroom.

"Dude cover up. Not everybody wants to look at your junk"

"Didn't realise anyone would be awake. Besides I ain't got nothing to hide" he smirked and closed the bathroom door. I walked back into my bedroom and collapsed onto my bed, I still wasn't in the mood to sleep but I closed my eyes anyway.

I did manage to get a few hours sleep so I was coherent in the morning, I was only working until 3pm today so that would give me plenty of time to get ready for my date with Nessie.

Lana had already left to go home to get ready for school. Didn't her Mom know she was having sleepovers with her 24 year old boyfriend? I hoped Nessie's parents were as understanding I can't even pick her up at her front door without her freaking out about her parents reaction so I'm thinking maybe not.

I was in the kitchen finishing off my breakfast when Embry emerged wearing his boxers, thank god "Morning" he yawned.

"Morning" I nodded "Good night?"

"Oh yeah" he smirked "Will I be expecting a half naked girl in the apartment tonight?"

"I don't know, you got a date with Lana?"

"Nope. I meant your girl"

"It's not like that" I said grabbing my bowl and putting it in the sink.

"Like what? You're not gonna sleep with her because of what Lana said?"

I turned round and stared at him "I like her alright? I don't give a shit if she's a virgin or not. I just wanna get to know her. Not everything is about sex dude"

"Says the man whore" Embry chuckled and I threw the dishcloth at him "So you're really not gonna sleep with her?"

"I don't know man, maybe. Just not now okay?"

"Okay, okay whatever dude"

I had gotten to work at around 9:30, our boss Sam was pretty cool about what time I turned up. Mainly because I put in more hours then every other guy here. It was only me, Embry, Sam and Seth who worked here, but we got the job done.

"Remember I'm leaving early today Sam" I said as I pulled on my work clothes.

"Oh yeah, what was the reason again?" he smiled.

"Got a date"

"I never thought I'd hear Jacob Black say he had a date. Romp between the sheets yeah, but a date? Never"

"Ha-ha" I said rolling my eyes "I'll be out back working on Mrs Davis' car" I said and walked to the back of the shop. Sam was the only one out of us who was happily married. He married his high school sweetheart Emily back when they were eighteen and they've been together ever since. They have a three year old son called Wyatt, who was my godson.

The working day passed as it normally did, I had plenty of work to keep me occupied and I tried not to stress so much about my date. Sam was right, I never went on dates. I fucked girls I didn't date them, not since Leah.

"Jake its 3:30 didn't you want to leave by 3?" Sam asked popping his head round the corner. I looked up from the trunk to the clock on the wall.

"Shit, thanks Sam" I said closing the trunk and throwing the keys at him "Tell Seth to just check the carburettor and its good to go"

"Will do. Enjoy yourself tonight "

"Thanks" I smiled and pulled my greasy clothes off and changed into my outside clothes and ran home. I only lived about 10 minutes from the shop so there was no need for me to take the car or bike.

I was picking Nessie up at around 5pm. I rushed home and quickly jumped into the shower, normally I wouldn't but as I was spending a few hours with Nessie I felt the need to whack off because there was no way I would be able to survive through the date. I leant one hand against the tiled wall as my other grabbed my dick and I started pumping hard and fast. I imagined it was Nessie doing it because I was perverted like that, I closed my eyes to keep the image of her giving me a hand job firmly in my brain. I worked myself over until I exploded over my hand. Feeling satisfied and a little pleased with myself, I washed off my jizz and finished my shower.

I was taking Nessie to a Italian restaurant in Port Angeles, it wasn't a fancy place but it also wasn't a place where you could chill out in your sweats. I settled for some jeans, a white t-shirt with a navy button up jumper. I kept it casual with my hi-tops. I even fucking shaved, I hardly ever shaved. Some girls like the stubble but I wanted to look my best, fuck I was whipped already.

By the time I had finished getting ready it was time to pick Nessie up. I jumped in my Volkswagen Rabbit - which I built from scratch thank you very much - and made my way over to Nessie's place. She was already waiting at the end of the driveway and my mouth dropped open at her outfit.

She was wearing an orange dress which came to just above her knee and matching orange heels which made her legs look fucking amazing. She smiled at me as she walked round the car and climbed into the passengers side.

"You look amazing" I said looking her up and down. I noticed her dress had purple beads at the top, sort of like a hippy dress.

"Thank you. The dress goes with my bracelet" she smiled back and leaned over to peck me on the lips, fuck she was wearing strawberry flavoured lip-gloss, she tasted gorgeous "You look smart"

"Just something I threw together" I shrugged as I pulled away from the driveway.

"You mean you didn't change 3 times?" she said and I looked over at her to see her grinning.

"No I knew exactly what I was wearing tonight" I said back to her, she smiled and looked out of the front window. The journey to Port Angeles was a relaxed one, she asked me about my day and I asked her about hers. Things with Nessie just felt natural and easy, she was so easy to talk to and joke around with.

I parked the car outside on the street opposite the restaurant and Nessie laughed "What's funny?" I asked.

"The restaurant" she smiled.

"What about it?" I asked, clearly not finding the humour.

"La Bella Italia. Bella is my Mom's name" she explained "This is actually the place where my Dad proposed because they had their first date here"

"Oh" I said simply "Do you wanna eat here? I mean I made reservations but if its too weird we could go elsewhere"

"No its fine. The food is good here" she said and climbed out of the car. I followed behind her and took her hand in mine before we entered the restaurant. There was a black haired hostess standing at the small booth, she smiled at me as we entered the restaurant.

"Hello there. My name is Amber. Table for one?" she asked and fluttered her eyelids.

"Erm hello" Nessie said waving her hand in front of the chicks face "Table for two" I almost laughed but didn't.

"Oh sorry I didn't see you there"

"How could you not? I'm wearing bright orange?" Nessie scoffed. The Amber chick looked Nessie up and down before smirking and leading us to a table which was directly in front of the window "Can we have something a little more private please?" Nessie asked.

"Of course" Amber sighed and led us over to a booth at the back of the restaurant. I let Nessie slide in first and I slid in opposite her "Here are your menus. The waiter should be over shortly" Amber said, smiled at me and flicked her hair over her shoulder before walking away.

"She's so not getting a tip" Nessie mumbled and I laughed.

"You're cute when you're pissed off" I smiled at her.

"Sorry I didn't mean to get snooty with her"

"Don't apologise. She was rude and you were only holding your ground. That's fine. A little sexy actually"

"Sexy?" she blushed.

"Oh yeah. Definitely sexy" I winked and looked over my menu to see what they had. The waiter came over a few minutes later and he wrote down our order and winked at me "What is it with everybody in this place?"

"I think he likes you" Nessie laughed.

"And there I was hoping that he'd like you and I would have to punch his lights out for staring at you" I sighed and Nessie giggled "Things just never turn out the way you expect do they?"

"Well I don't know. I kind of imagined that this was what was going to happen" she said gesturing between me and her.

"Really?" I asked and she nodded her head "Night is still young though Nessie, anything could happen"

She leaned forward "Exactly" she whispered and leaned back in her chair. Our dinner turned up a few minutes later so conversation was cut short as we ate. However when dessert came along we had a few things to talk about. I found out that her Dad was the Edward Cullen. Of course her last name rang a bell but I couldn't place where I had heard it before. Edward Cullen was the big shot Doctor of Forks, he took over from his Dad Carlisle Cullen. So Nessie came from money, I kind of guessed when I picked her car up. A red Volvo C30 - those Cullens were obsessed with Volvos. She wasn't full of herself though, something that I though was a requirement with the Cullens.

"So what exactly is the big plan after school?" I asked her.

"I don't know. I'm going into the medical profession but I don't know I f I want to take a year out or go straight into college" she shrugged.

"Do you want to be in the medical profession or do you feel like you have to follow in your families footsteps?"

"Both. I want to do it because being able to have that feeling of saving someone's life really appeals to me but on the other hand I would have wanted a choice. My Aunt Alice didn't follow the Cullen way, instead she married right outta school and became a housewife to her husband Jasper Hale"

"Jasper Hale? The oil tycoon?"

"Yeah" she nodded.

"Fuck, he's like worth millions isn't he?"

"I guess" she murmured "I hardly get to see her anymore as they're always travelling but they'll be home soon. Its my Grandpa's birthday in a few weeks"

"And yours too right?" I remembered.

"A week after actually" she smiled.

"Cool. Got any plans?"

"My aunt is really into the whole party thing so we're having a huge party to celebrate my eighteenth" she explained and I nodded my head "You could come, you know if you wanted to"

"Do you want me to?"

"I wouldn't object to the idea" she smiled "What about you huh? Tell me about yourself"

"Not much to say really"

"What about your family? What are they like?"

"Not millionaires" I laughed and she smiled "I have two twin sisters, Rachel and Rebecca. They're both married but only Rachel has kids, a 6 year old girl called Megan and a 7 year old boy called Henry"

"What about your parents?"

"My Dad lives on the Rez but I lost my Mom when I was 12"

"Oh. I'm sorry" she whispered and reached over to grasp my hand in hers, she felt so good "How did she die?"

"Car accident" I answered "Its fine though, its been 12 years"

"I'm sorry though. It can't be easy losing a parent"

"No its not" I answered truthfully "But I had my Dad and sisters to take care of. I might be the youngest but I thought it was my job y'know?" I said and she smiled sadly.

Once dessert was finished I paid the bill and ignored Amber as she tried to slip me her number and Nessie and I left the restaurant. I opened her door for her and she climbed in, I shut the door behind her and climbed into my door.

"Are you okay?" Nessie asked on the drive back to Forks.

"Yeah. I'm fine just thinking" I smiled at her.

"Thinking about what?"

"About doing something" I shrugged.

"And what is it you're thinking about doing right now?"

I laughed "You really don't want to know about what I'm thinking about doing right now"

"Come on tell me"

"Lets save it for another night shall we?" I laughed as I pulled up outside her house. I turned off the engine and turned to face her, she was already looking at me "You really look beautiful tonight"

"Thanks" she whispered "Thanks for dinner"

"No problem, you're worth it" I smiled.

"I should go"

"Yeah" I nodded and leaned forward to kiss her. My lips landed on hers and I moved a hand up to place it in her hair, I started twirling a curl around my finger and she moaned softly into my mouth she obviously liked that. I felt her tongue move out of her mouth and try to enter mine so I opened up to accommodate her, I loved that she was so forceful. She wasn't shy at all when it came to kissing. I unbuckled my seat so I could lean closer towards her without the strain of the belt digging into me.

"I really should do" she breathed but didn't move her mouth away from mine. I nodded an "uh huh" but didn't make the effort to stop kissing her either.

She moaned into my mouth again as her tongue brushed along my teeth. My free hand found its way to her hip and started caressing her. Her hands were in my hair, moulding me to her face. The moans that came from her mouth were getting me hard and I could feel my cock straining against my jean zipper. I grasped tighter onto her hair as I got hornier and her moans intensified.

I needed to stop this before anything went too far, she was still a minor, so I pulled my mouth away from hers "We need to stop"

"I don't want to stop" she panted.

"I know but we have to. You're still underage, I can't risk it" I knew I would have to wait until she was eighteen before we did anything sexual but I didn't mind. I was quite happy kissing her, I couldn't fucking get enough of kissing her.

"You're right" she nodded "But you're such a good kisser"

I smirked "You're not so bad yourself. Those moans were driving me crazy"

She looked down at my lap and giggled "I can tell" I looked down at my hard on and I laughed along with her.

"Only for you" I said to her.

"I'm flattered" she laughed then looked to her house "I really should go. Can I call you tomorrow?"

"You don't need to fucking ask" I smirked.

"Okay then I'll call you tomorrow"

"You better" I said repeating her words from our last date.

She put her hand on the car door then turned to face me "Goodnight Jacob"

"Goodnight Nessie" I winked. She smiled once more before climbing out of the car. I watched her walk up the driveway and watched her ass swing from side to side, probably not the best thing to watch as I was already standing to attention but what the fuck. I waited until she was completely out of sight before starting the car and driving away.

My mind was filled with Nessie for the entire journey home and I sure as well was going to have dreams about her tonight. I felt like a kid again, when you have a crush on your hot school teacher and catching a look at her cleavage was the best thing in the world.

I was smiling by the time I pulled up at the apartment. I got outta the car and made my way up to the stairs of the apartment. I walked inside and didn't even bother to walk into the living room, after last night I didn't know what the fuck I would find. So I went straight to my bedroom, opened the door and stopped where I was.

"Hello Jacob" she smiled at me.

"How the fuck did you get in here?" I asked slamming my door, not caring if I woke anybody up.

"I still have a key remember?" she asked jangling the key in her hand for emphasis "This room hasn't changed much" she said walking around my room as if she had the fucking right.

"Yeah maybe so but things have changed"

"So I can see" she smiled and looked me up and down "You cut your hair"

I ran my hands through my hair then dropped my hand "What do you want Leah?" I asked as I stared at my ex girlfriend - the one who broke my heart.

"I miss you Jacob. I made a mistake leaving you"

"Two years Leah. Two fucking years ago that you left. Now you just come waltzing back here expecting me to just fucking fall back into your arms? Well forget it, I've moved on"

"Have you?" she asked walking towards me "Have you really?"

"Yeah I have" I said.

"You'll never move on from me Jacob. Just like I'll never move on from you" she whispered and trailed her hand along my face "We'll always be us. Jacob and Leah. Together, forever" she smiled and leaned forward and pressed her lips against mine then pulled apart "That's what this meant" she asked placing her hand over the spot on my chest where the words "J&L Forever" was inked across my chest, word of advice never tattoo a chick's name on you, you may as well end the relationship then and there.

"It's over Leah. You left"

"But I'm back and I'm here. I love you Jacob. I'll always love you" she said and pressed her lips back to mine again. This time I lost control, I threw myself into the kiss and picked her up by her butt, and turned her round to pin her up against my bedroom door. She moaned as I ground my hard on into the space between her legs. Her hand moved down between our bodies to unbutton my jeans and I did the same to her, except she was wearing a skirt. I grabbed her panties and ripped them off of her body. My hand found her sensitive mound of flesh and I started rubbing my hand up and down her slit causing her to moan again. She managed to unbutton my jeans and grabbed my dick out of my boxers "Yes, yes Jacob I knew you wanted this" she whispered and I stopped my movements and looked at her "Why'd you stop?" she panted.

I dropped her back onto her feet and moved away from her, tucking myself back into my boxers and pulling up my jeans "I can't do this" I said shaking my head.

"What? Why not?" she asked moving towards me.

"Because you fucking left Leah. You left!" I shouted.

"But I came back"

"I don't fucking care. You ruined any chance we had by sleeping with him" I spat.

"I thought you forgave me for that?"

"I made you think I did but I didn't"

"Then why were you so upset that I left? That was months before I left"

"Because I was just beginning to heal when you stumbled all over my heart again. You fucking took my heart and stabbed it over and over again. I can't believe I almost fucked things up with Nessie for you"

"Nessie? Who's Nessie?"

I ran my hands over my face "Just get out. Get the fuck out"

"Fine. I'll leave. But Jacob we'll never be over. This just proved it" she said and left my bedroom and closing the door behind her.

"FUCK!" I shouted. How could I have been so fucking stupid? Leah had been gone for two years, two years! I've just started something new with Nessie and here I am practically fucking my ex girlfriend, what the hell was I thinking?

Leah is poison. And Nessie? Nessie's my antidote, only she can cure me. Only she can heal me and I almost fucked that up. Way to go Jacob.

A/N What did you think? Enough drama for you? Well there will be plenty of that to come, trust me. Don't judge Jake too much, you don't know everything about his and Leah's past and it will be explained. Leah was the love of Jacob's life and even though he is over her there is always something she'll have over him. Plus he was horny after his date with Nessie - so don't hate him.

-SR-