DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters, they belong to Stephenie Meyer. I just own the characters you don't know and the plot.
AUTHORS NOTE: Y'all are a bunch of horn dogs aren't you? You're gagging for a lemon, well it will be in this chapter so I hope you enjoy it. I'll do my best to "satisfy" you. M'kay?
Chapter Thirteen: "Getting Lucky"
Jacob's POV
Tonight was the night. The night that Nessie and I slept together. I had it all planned out, Embry was out with Lana and wouldn't be coming back tonight. I had decided to cook us something to eat rather then going out, I wanted her to feel as comfortable as possible. Fuck I sounded like a girl. Even though this wasn't my first time it felt as if it was. I was just so fucking nervous about it all. Nervous for Nessie, nervous about how she might feel. I knew it was going to hurt her, this wasn't my first virgin - shit that made me sound like a villain or something.
I just wanted everything to go as smoothly as possible. No interruptions, no mistakes nothing. I wanted this to be a reoccurring thing so I didn't want to scare her off or anything. I mean I loved her after all. That was fucking hard, admitting all that shit to her.
Truth be told I didn't think I could love again, not after Leah. There was just something about Nessie though, something that made me love her. Not in a bad way of course I love the fact that I love her. I just never thought it would happen again. That's why I freaked out when she told me she loved me, because it stirred something in me that pushed my feelings for her to the front. It scared the shit out of me. She's not Leah, she's so much better then Leah and that's what I have to focus on. I can't keep wondering if she's gonna do the same thing because she's not like that. She's Nessie.
"Hey dude, got you something" Embry said interrupting my thoughts and I looked up at him just in time to catch whatever he threw at me "You're welcome" he smirked and I opened my hand to see a giant box of condoms.
"24 condoms? Really?" I asked him.
"Better to be safe then sorry" he shrugged "You might awaken a dormant beast or something. A sex kitten" he winked.
"Did you just say sex kitten?" I laughed "Thanks for the supply dude but I had enough to get me through the night" I assured him. I had a pack of 6 in my bedside table draw, I wasn't being cocky or anything but just in case one rips or something you know?
"Well now you have a bigger supply. What time is she coming over anyway? Coming? Haha I'm so funny"
"Yeah dude, you're hilarious" I said sarcastically "She's coming over at about 7 so make sure you're outta here before she gets here. I don't want you making some sick jokes or fucking lewd comments or whatever"
"Would I?" he asked and I coked my head "Okay good point. So what's the plan for her folks? I doubt they're up for the idea of her spending the night here"
"She told them she's staying at Lana's. Something about a sleepover or something"
"Well she's more then welcome to join" Embry smirked and I threw a cushion at him "Chillax dude I meant no harm. Won't they check up on her or something?"
"Yes which is why Lana and Nessie are gonna conference call so if they ask to speak to Lana they can" This was all Nessie's idea, I guess this wasn't the first time she lied about something like this. I just hope it didn't include that fucker Nahuel "Everything is taken care of"
"What are you wearing?"
"Jeans and a t-shirt Miss Call" I teased.
"It was just a question. I didn't want you to dress like an idiot, not get laid and then sulk about it until the end of time"
"I don't sulk" I mumbled, clearly proving his point.
"Sure you don't" he laughed "I've gotta go. I'm being dragged to the mall. I swear if the sex wasn't so fucking amazing I would so ditch that chick"
"Uh huh sure you would. Just admit it dude, you're whipped"
"I'm not whipped. I just like sex" he shrugged.
"Sure, sure" I laughed. Embry grumbled something under his breath and left the apartment leaving me to my thoughts of tonight. I was nervous and excited at the same time. I just hope it all goes to plan.
*beep, beep* The sound of the smoke alarm kept blaring throughout the apartment as my chicken pie burned in the oven, I had only been gone for 10 seconds. Now its ruined.
"Fuck" I hissed as I burnt myself dragging the pie out of the oven. It was covered in black ash, I threw it onto the side and ran my hands under the cold water. Nothing was going to plan. I had the vegetables and the potatoes ready but no pie, I hadn't even had a shower and I wasn't dressed and Nessie was going to be here in 10 minutes. What the hell was I going to do for dinner? I wanted to change the bed sheets too but I didn't have time.
I tried my best to scrape the ash off of the pie, perhaps it was only the top that was burnt and the rest would be fine. Wishful thinking I know. I left the pie and quickly rushed to the bathroom, pulling off my clothes as I went. I jumped into the shower and I don't think I have washed myself as quickly as this before. I was in and out of the shower in three minutes. I grabbed my jeans and t-shirt which was sitting on my bed and pulled them on. After I had buttoned my jeans I realised that I hadn't put any underpants on, I wouldn't need them right? They were going to come off anyway. Doesn't that make me look a bit perverted though? She'd take my jeans off then bam! there I am, yeah I think I should put underwear on. I pulled my jeans back off and grabbed some underwear and pulled them on then pulled my jeans on.
I didn't have a chance to decide as I had to strip my bed sheets and put some clean ones on. I ran to the cupboard in the hallway and went to grab some clean sheets only to find that they were the crappy ones my sister bought for me. They had flowers and fucking butterflies on them, who buys that shit for a guy? But that's the only ones that were clean so they'd have to do.
I pulled the clean under sheet on and replaced the pillowcases, I was halfway into changing the duvet cover when the doorbell ran. Shit she's here.
"Just a minute" I called out hoping she would hear me. I rushed to get the duvet cover changed then quickly ran down the hallway, shit it smells like smoke. I tried fanning my arms around to get rid of the smell, yeah that really works. I looked at myself in the mirror like a fucking girl before taking a deep breath and answering the door.
There she was standing in front of the door looking drop dead gorgeous. She was wearing a light yellow dress with matching shoes and her hair was cascading down her back in her usual ringlets. I spotted a small backpack in her hands, her sleepover bag.
"What's that smell?" she asked.
"I burnt the pie" I admitted.
"You cooked?"
"Yeah thought it would be special and all that" I shrugged and let her in. She walked past me and I caught a whiff of her scent, she smelt fucking gorgeous.
"it's the thought that counts" she chuckled and kissed me on the cheek "Where shall I put my bag?"
"In my bedroom" I answered. She nodded and made her way through to my bedroom as I followed behind her. She laughed when she saw my bed spread "Yeah I didn't have any other clean sheets"
"You didn't have to change them. I like how you smell"
She was fucking awesome. Any other girl would be grossed out by a guys dirty sheets but not my girl. No she fucking loved it "Oh well I wish I would have known" I laughed. She put her bag down by my bed then turned to face me "You look beautiful" I smiled.
"Thank you. So do you"
"I'd rather go for handsome but I'll take anything" I smiled and held out my hand towards her "I don't know how good the pie will taste but you want some?"
She placed her small hand in mine "Okay. I'm used to burnt things. I stayed with Emmett once and neither him nor Rosalie know how to cook. They mainly live on take out"
"That makes me feel better then"
The pie managed to taste like something other then a burnt mess. Luckily the potatoes and vegetables came out alright. I asked Nessie about her day and she told me that she spent nearly two hours at a baby store picking out outfits for the new bundle of joy with her Mom. They didn't even know if it was a boy or a girl yet so they bought white things. I still couldn't believe that Edward was gonna stick by knowing the child isn't his. Who am I to talk though right? I stuck with Leah after she cheated.
Things weren't as weird as I thought they might have been. Nessie was her usual laidback, giggly self. I expected her to be a little bit nervous. I mean she was going to be losing her virginity tonight or at least I hope she is, she's not changing her mind is she?
"How was your day?" she asked.
"Oh erm good I guess. I kind of lost track of time for some reason"
"I hate when that happens. There is never enough minutes in the day. I just wish that time would stop sometimes you know? Then we could get everything we wanted done without stressing about how much time we have left"
"It also gives us enough time to enjoy what we are doing"
"Exactly" she smiled "Like tonight. I don't want tonight to end"
"Who says it has to end?"
"Time"
"How about we just forget about time and just enjoy tonight? We have until the morning"
"That's true" she whispered "I'm nervous" she blurted out.
"If you're having second thoughts we don't have-"
"No, no I'm not having second thoughts" she interrupted me "I'm just nervous about becoming a woman"
I laughed "I get that. Not the woman part but it is a big step. I just want you to know that I'm not gonna push you okay. We'll go at your pace. Tonight is about you"
"That hardly seems fair. I want this to be about you too"
"Trust me, knowing that you're okay I will be perfectly fine" I assured her.
She took in a shaky breath and I knew what was coming next "Shall we go to your room?" she suggested.
"You sure?"
"Absolutely" she nodded and stood up from her chair. I stood up to and walked over to her and kissed her on the head before taking her hand and leading her into my bedroom. She walked in ahead of me and I closed the door gently and turned to look at her. She was standing in the middle of my room looking around, not nervously just normally "How do we do this?"
"I'll take charge okay? But if it gets too much tell me. Promise me you'll tell me"
"I promise" she nodded. I walked towards her and wrapped my arms around her waist, bringing her against my chest. I bent down and pressed my lips to hers gently, pulled back to look at her face then bent back down to capture her lips with mine again.
Her hands moved up my arms, over my biceps and around to my neck where they linked up with each other. I gently moved my tongue along her bottom lip for her to open up so I could massage my tongue with hers. She moaned into my mouth as I gained entry. I pulled away from her lips and looked at her as she opened her eyes. My hands moved down her sides, grazing the sides of her breasts until I got to the hem of her dress.
She lifted her arms up and I lifted the dress up, my thumbs grazed her sides as I did so. I pulled the dress over her head and dropped it to the floor as I took in her half naked body. Her underwear was yellow and white, it matched her dress. So fucking hot. As I stared at her, her hands went to my shirt and she lifted my shirt off of me then trailed her hands down my chest until the rested on the waistband of my jeans.
"You look so fucking beautiful" I breathed as I eyed every inch of her. Her breasts were pert and round, they were half pouring out of her bra but discreetly. I reached up and grabbed one of her breasts in my hands, her breasts were the best in the world. I captured her lips with mine again as I kept one hand on her breast, pinching, rubbing and just plain fucking groping. A few moans erupted from her mouth as I continued my assault on her breast as well as my mouth attacking hers.
Her hand began unbuttoning my jeans and it wasn't long before my jeans were being pulled down until they just fell by themselves. I was already hard but when Nessie pushed herself up against me she groaned as my erection came into contact with her pussy. My dick twitched at the contact. I dropped my hand from her breast and I swear she moaned in disappointment but it was only so I could move round to her bra clasp and unclasp it. I moved her straps down her arms and pulled away from her lips to watch as her boobs spilled out from her bra. Her nipples were already hard but that didn't stop me from grabbing both of them in each hand and giving them a tweak.
"That feels so good" she gasped and her mouth latched onto my neck as she started kissing, nibbling and suckling. I felt her hands moved down from my back, and into the waistband of my boxers and grabbed my bare ass cheeks. I jumped a little as I didn't expect it but dam it felt good so I did the same to her. One hand left her breast and slowly travelled down her side and round to the small of her back before descending down further to her panties and slipping my hand inside to grab her butt cheek "I want you" she breathed against my neck. I removed my hand from her panties and cupped both of her cheeks in my hands to lift her up and carry her to my bed.
Placing her down gently on my bed, I looked at her and she was a fucking vision. Her hair was splayed out on my pillows creating something that resembled a halo, she was my fucking Angel. I covered my body with hers and ground my dick into her and we both groaned at the contact. Our lips met at the same time as we both started fighting for dominance in the kiss, I just let her win as she felt so good beneath me.
My hands were resting on her hips when I moved round to cup the front of her panties right over her pussy and she was already wet. She arched up as my hand made contact and she whimpered at the contact "Fuck you're already wet" I groaned into her neck.
"It's all for you. Always" she panted out "Jacob" she breathed, it always made me harder when she said my name like that "Please"
"Please what?" I asked her.
"Touch me"
"I am touching you" I said to emphasize my point I pressed harder onto her pussy and she yelped, not in pain but in pleasure.
"Take them off" she whispered "I want to feel you"
I smiled and removed my hand but only to wrap my fingers around her panties and I pulled them slowly down. As I moved down the bed my face came into contact with her pussy and I bent down and kissed her gently on her folds before moving down lower to remove her panties completely to join the rest of our clothes. She was now completely naked, laying on my bed ready for me to take her. I moved up her body again and placed my hand back onto her now bare pussy and she groaned again.
"Does that feel good?" I asked as I slowly began to rub her. She nodded her head and moaned but that wasn't good enough for me "Tell me how good it feels"
"It feels so good. Don't stop" she choked out.
"I won't stop" I said as I picked up my pace as my hand rubbed up and down her pussy. I moved my thumb a little closer to her folds and dipped it inside earning myself a whimper from Nessie "Do you want my fingers inside of you?"
"Yes" she panted "Do it Jacob. Please"
Her wish was my command. I moved my finger to join my thumb and I eased inside of her, she was so wet so it was easy for me to do. That would also make it easier for my dick to slip inside, I wanted to make this as painless as possible for her. I moved my finger in and out of her gently and she arched up forcing my finger deeper inside of her. I added another finger and began thrusting them into her a bit harder then before but from Nessie's moans I think she liked it. I moved up her body, keeping my fingers deep inside of her, and met her lips with mine. I continued thrusting my fingers inside of her as we attacked each others mouths. I could feel her tightening around my fingers so I added another finger and picked up the pace.
"Oh Jacob" she said breaking the kiss "I'm gonna cum"
"That's it baby. Cum for me" I whispered and pressed my thumb against her clit which forced her to topple over the edge.
"Shit!" she screamed out as her body bucked and her walls completely tightened around my finger and I felt her milk my fingers for all they were worth. She took a few deep breaths before he bucking slowed down as she came off of her high. I removed my fingers from her and they were glistening with her essence "That felt so good" she said running her hands through my hair.
I lifted her fingers to my mouth and dipped them inside, she tasted like heaven. I couldn't describe the taste only that it tasted like my Nessie, my heaven "You taste good to" I smiled and leaned down to press my lips to hers and I forced my tongue into her mouth so she could taste herself on my lips. I pulled back and she licked her lips.
"Mmm" she moaned "You taste better" she smiled "I think those boxers need to come off"
"Couldn't agree more" I smiled and her hands started pushing my boxers down my legs, when she couldn't reach anymore she used her feet to kick them off the rest of the way. This was the first time both Nessie and I had been naked with each other. Nothing between us. I laid back down onto her, our bottom halves coming into contact for the first time and I hissed as I felt my dick lay between her legs "Fuck don't move" I said steadying her as she started moving her body up and down, causing friction.
"Do you want me to help you" she whispered "Release some tension?"
I just fucking wanted to be buried inside of her, I don't think I could tolerate anything else. I know right? I don't want foreplay, that's how much I want my dick to be inside of her "I just want to be inside you" I whispered.
"Then do it" she whispered back.
"I don't want to hurt you"
"Its going to hurt regardless. Don't worry my Jacob, I want this" I pulled back to look into her eyes and all I could see was need, want, lust but most of all I could see love.
"I love you"
"I love you too" she smiled and ran her hands through my hair "Make love to me Jacob"
I kissed her gently on the lips not once, not twice but three times before pulling back and reaching over to the draw in my bedside table. I opened it and reached inside for a condom. I grabbed one and closed the draw holding the silver foil in my hand.
"Can I do it?" she asked leaning up on her elbows. I nodded my head and handed her the condom. I leant back onto the heels of my feet as she leaned up onto her knees and ripped the silver packet. She reached down and wrapped her fingers around me already hard dick and stroked it up and down three times before removing the condom from the packet. She looked up at me "How do I do it?" she asked.
"You just place it on the head of my penis and roll it down all of the way" I explained and she nodded her head as she moved closer towards me. She placed the condom on top of my penis and began rolling it down until it reached the base of my dick. It twitched a few times but it usually did when a hand was on it "That's it"
She smiled up at me, thoroughly pleased with herself "I was always too embarrassed to do it in Health Class" she shrugged.
"This certainly ain't Health Class" I chuckled "Are you ready?" I asked her. She smiled and moved back to lay down on the pillows again. I moved forward to cover my body with hers and I wrapped my hand around my dick "Its gonna hurt when I break through alright?"
"I know. Its okay" she assured me. She was assuring me? I wasn't the one who was gonna be in pain here "Jacob I trust you"
I didn't say anything. I moved my penis to the entrance of her pussy and pushed through a little bit at first. She didn't gasp but she did moan at the contact. I pushed in further and I felt her grab my shoulders with her hands, I was about to stop when she shook her head "I'm good, just keep going" she said.
Pushing future inside her grip tightened on my arm, that's when I felt the wall I needed to break through "This is it, I'm gonna have to push all the way in now to break, are you okay?"
"I'll be fine. Just do it" she whispered.
"Okay" I nodded and after counting to three I pushed myself all the way into her and she yelped, this time in pain "Shit, I'm sorry baby, I'm so sorry"
"It's okay" she choked "Just give me a second" she said and I stayed where I was and stared at her face. Her eyes were closed and she was taking deep breaths. I don't know how long passed before her eyes opened and they connected with mine "I'm good" she nodded.
"You sure?" I asked.
"I'm sure"
I then started moving. I pulled out a little only to push myself back in again, shit she felt so tight but felt so fucking good. I started off slow as she was obviously a beginner but her hands loosened on my arm so I picked up the pace a little bit. I pulled out only to thrust back inside of her. I started to feel a bit better when she started moaning every time I thrust back inside of her.
"Jacob, faster" she panted so I did as I was asked and began picking up the pace. My dick slid in and out of her so easily due to how wet she was. I grabbed her leg and hoisted it up over my hip and it changed the angle a little bit but from Nessie's reaction it was a good angle. I started grunting as I moved in and out of her, Nessie's moans were in sync with mine. Her hand travelled down from my arm to my butt were she pressed down, forcing me inside her a little bit more.
"Fuck you feel good" I groaned as I continued to thrust in and out of her.
"So do you" she panted.
I could feel her tightening around my dick so I picked up the pace exceptionally fast as I wanted us both to cum together. I held her leg which was around my hip in my hand as I literally started pounding into her.
"Cum with me" I whispered in her ear and she nodded her head. The slapping of skin was mingled with the moans from Nessie and the grunts from me, it was like a melody of love making "Shit I'm gonna cum"
"Me too" she whispered and suddenly I felt myself exploding inside the condom and I was cumming hard. I thrusted in and out, perhaps a little too harshly but I wanted to give her everything I had "Ja-cob" she gasped as I felt her pussy walls contract around my dick and I felt and heard her cum. Even though I came first we both still managed to come off of our highs together.
Heavy breathing was all that was heard after our orgasms had stopped. I leaned my forehead against hers, we were both sweaty. I remained inside of her and I lifted my head from hers and kissed her on the lips.
"That was amazing" she smiled.
"I don't think I have cum that hard in my life" I laughed.
"You're just saying that"
"No seriously" I admitted. I rolled off of her and I felt my limp dick slide out of her and I collapsed on the bed next to her and bought the sheet over us. She moved closer to me and placed her leg in between mine as she rested her head on my sticky chest "Are you feeling okay?" I asked as I wrapped my arm around her waist.
"I feel perfect" she sighed.
"Hold on a sec" I said reaching below to sheets and pulling the condom off of my dick, it came off with a *snap* and I climbed out of bed and threw the used condom and wrapped into the bin. I turned round towards the bed and saw Nessie sitting up with the sheets around her waist exposing her breasts "What?" I asked as she was smirking.
"I wanna do it again"
"Baby you're gonna be sore enough as it is. Maybe another time"
"Was I that bad?"
"No, no" I said walking over to the bed and sitting down beside her "You were amazing, I just don't want you overdoing it"
"Okay" she nodded. She lifted her hand up and rested it on my cheek "You're so thoughtful" she smiled.
"Yeah don't tell anyone that" I laughed then lifted the sheets to climb back into bed where we resumed our position with her resting against me "I do love you Nessie. So much"
"I know. I love you too" she said quietly and I looked down to see her eyes closing, I guess a second round wasn't the best thing anyway. The first round wiped her out "I won't ever hurt you Jacob"
"I know" I said kissing her on the head "I'd never hurt you" But as soon as I said it I thought back to the one thing that could hurt her. The one thing that could take Nessie away from me forever. The history of Bella and me. If Nessie ever found out it would destroy her, it would destroy us "Nessie" I whispered "I have to tell you something"
"Uhm" I looked down at her and saw her eyes completely closed. I shook her gently but she just moaned again, she was out of it.
"Never mind" I whispered and kissed her head again "Doesn't matter" I said holding her closer to my body as I felt my own body starting to drift off to the land of sleep.
A/N I don't know about you but I worked up a sweat writing this. I wanted it to be detailed but not too detailed so that it grosses people out y'know? Well anyway I hope y'all liked it. I know I definitely did.
-SR-