DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters, they belong to Stephenie Meyer. I just own the characters you don't know and the plot.
AUTHORS NOTE: Well, well, well you guys seemed to like the last chapter. Some of you are fretting about which ending I'm going to choose, just try not to think about it m'kay? I have at least 5 more chapters to go but there will NOT be a sequel.
I got some amazing reviews but then not so good ones: some of you said that Nessie failing her Biology exam didn't mean she wouldn't get into college. Well she hadn't decided whether or not she was going to college/med school as I said earlier before in the story that she was undecided but whatever, so no plans were finalised for her to go. Things run a bit different in the UK (which is where I'm from) if you don't get certain grades you can't enrol in colleges - I know I haven't based the story in the UK but that's what I know of the further education system. So sorry.
And also y'all are talking to each other in the reviews - it's a little random. My stories bring people together - sort of.
Renesmee's POV
I felt sick. No I felt dirty and sick. I couldn't go home, I couldn't face her not now knowing what she'd done. I needed somewhere to escape to but I couldn't go back to his place. I couldn't be near him, I couldn't even think about him without wanting to throw something at him. This was why I found myself on course to Alice and Jasper's house. They wouldn't ask questions, they'd wait patiently for me to tell them.
I knocked on their door and waited. The door opened and Jasper smiled down at me "Hello Darlin' what are you doing round here?" he asked then he took in my tear stained eyes and his smile dropped "Oh my God, come on inside" he said placing his hand on the small of my back and leading me inside.
"Who was it Jazz?" Alice asked and rounded the corner and looked at me "Renesmee, what are you doing here?" she asked. I didn't say anything so she opened up her arms and I ran towards her and buried my face into her shoulder "Shh, shh its okay. I've got you" she cooed and held me tightly against her.
She knew not to ask what was wrong and she knew not to push me. She kept her arm wrapped around me and led me upstairs to my bedroom. I felt my the bed underneath me and Alice stroked my hair out of my face then kissed me on the forehead.
"I'll be right back okay?" she said and I nodded my head numbly as she left the room. I laid down onto the bed and closed my eyes, I couldn't sleep not with everything swimming around in my head. I sat back up and looked down at my body. I felt dirty I needed to shower, I needed to get rid of this feeling. I ran out of the room and into the bathroom, switched on the shower and climbed in fully clothed. I grabbed the soap and started rubbing it over my arms and clothes, I could still smell him on me. I could feel his touch on my skin and I hated it. I wanted him gone, it hurt too much "Renesmee?" Alice knocked on the door.
I didn't answer so she just opened the door and walked in "What are you doing?" she asked as I hadn't closed the shower curtain so she could see me "Why do you have your clothes on?"
"I need to get him off of me" I answered.
"Get who off of you?"
"I can still feel him, I can still smell him" I said shaking my head.
"Renesmee stop it" she said grabbing the soap out of my hands to stop my movements. I reached for the soap but she retracted her hand "Stop it, what are you doing?"
"I hate him. I hate him" I said as I reached for the soap again.
"You're going to catch a cold in these wet clothes. Come on out" she said reaching over to switch the shower off, she got herself wet in the process "Renesmee what's wrong? I know you don't want me to ask but this behaviour is not you"
"He did this"
"Who did this?"
I didn't answer, I slipped down so I was sitting on the shower floor. Alice bent down and knelt in front of me.
My eyes started filling up with tears again. Tears that he didn't deserve "Is it Jacob?" she asked and I nodded my head "What happened?"
"I can't" I said shaking my head.
"Can't what?"
"I can't" I repeated.
"Okay shh its alright. Lets get you out of these wet clothes" she said linking her arm underneath me but she couldn't lift me as I was just numb and weak "Come on Renesmee please"
"No"
"Jasper!" she shouted and he entered the bathroom and looked at the situation happening in front of him "Grab her for me" He walked towards me and managed to scoop me up with his arm underneath my knees and wrapping his other arm around my neck as he carried me out of the bathroom and back into the bedroom, setting me down on the bed "I'll get you some dry clothes" Alice said.
"Renesmee what's wrong darlin'?" Jasper asked "Why were you in the shower with your clothes on?"
I ignored him as something on my wrist caught my attention. The bracelet Jacob got me for my birthday. I slipped my finger underneath it ready to rip it off but I couldn't do it - not that I didn't have the strength to I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
Alice returned with a dry set of clothes. Jasper left as Alice helped my change, I'm pretty sure I could have done it by myself but she was willing to help.
"He kissed her Alice" I said quietly.
"Who kissed who?" she asked.
"Jacob kissed Mom"
"What?" she asked and I looked up at her "Don't be silly, I'm sure he didn't"
"It's the truth. It happened years ago. They met in a club and they kissed and who knows what else"
"No your Mom wouldn't cheat on your Dad"
"She would and she has"
"I don't believe it. I think you're just upset"
"No I'm not!" I shouted "Mom has cheated on Dad several times, who knows maybe it all started with Jacob. She's not as perfect as everybody thinks she is, the baby isn't even Dad's"
"Renesmee do not say that. How can you sit there and say that about your own Mother? I know she's a little too much to handle sometimes but she would never-"
"Ask Grandpa, I've seen the paperwork. Dad had a vasectomy 10 years ago. That baby is not his. I don't expect you to believe me, nobody ever does" I sighed "Just find out for yourself, ask Dad or ask Grandpa"
She shook her head "I know" she whispered and I turned back to look at her "Of course I know. Edward is my brother. I was with him when he got it done"
"You know about the baby?" I asked and she nodded her head "Why didn't you say anything when I first said it?"
"Because I didn't want to believe that you knew. I thought that maybe you were just angry, I didn't think you had proof. But what about Jacob? Why would you think he was involved with your Mom?"
"Because he told me. He said they kissed a few years ago and did something else but I don't know what. I can't even think about what they did"
"Did they sleep together?" she asked and I shook my head "And it happened years ago, before you two ever knew each other?" she asked and I nodded my head "Then what's the problem? I know you must be hurt that this happened, I mean it would take some getting used to. But Renesmee he didn't actually cheat on you. How would he have known that he would be dating Bella's daughter?"
"Are you defending him?"
"Yes I am" she nodded and I was shocked at her bluntness "Nothing ever happened between to the two of them, okay so they kissed and probably fooled around a little" she continued and I flinched at the thought "But he loves you and is with you not her. Don't punish him for the stupid mistakes he made years ago"
"But he-"
"No, no buts. Renesmee you can't hold him responsible for this. Yes he hurt you and yes what he did was kind of bad but he didn't know she was married and he sure as hell didn't know she was your Mom. Stop being so spoilt"
I didn't know what to say. Alice had never spoken to me like this before, she used to always be the one who stuck up for me. When you were right a voice inside me spoke up. Did that mean that I wasn't right about this? Was I overreacting?
"I'm not saying that you need to forget what you found out but you need to get over that fact that Jacob has a past. We all have one"
"I'm sorry" I mumbled.
She laughed and pulled me in for a hug "You don't need to say sorry to me. I think there is someone else you need to apologize to" She was right, I needed to apologize to Jacob but first I needed to have this out with my mother.
"I'm going to go home first"
"You're not going to start anything are you?" she asked, I shook my head "Renesmee" she warned.
"I'm not going to start anything but I'm also not going to lie to you. I need answers, I need Mom to admit the truth"
Alice drove me home "I'll be fine, don't worry about me" I said to her.
"It's not you I'm worried about. Just remember she's 5 months pregnant, don't stress her out too much"
"Fine" I sighed "Thanks for taking care of me" I said, kissed her on the cheek and climbed out of her car and walked towards the house. Dad's car wasn't here so he must be at work, that gave me some time alone with Mom "Mom?" I called out.
"Bedroom" she called back so I walked up the stairs towards hers and Dad's bedroom and walked inside "Look at this, how adorable is this? I still remember the day when you wore this for the first time" she said holding up a small yellow dress "You were such a pretty baby"
"What and I'm not now?"
"No you're beautiful now" she smiled "Why are you wearing Alice's clothes?"
"I was at Alice's" I answered.
"I thought you were with Lana, Jacob and Embry?"
"I was"
"Okay" she said slowly then stood up from her bed "Is there something wrong?"
"Yes there is actually. I wanted to talk to you about a few things"
"You sound just like your father" she chuckled "What's the matter?"
"I know about the baby Mom" I said simply. Her eyebrows raised and she cocked her head.
"Well obviously, its hard to miss this bump" she smiled and rubbed her hand across her stomach.
"You need to know something"
"What's that?"
"Dad had a vasectomy 10 years ago"
"Excuse me?"
"You heard. So that baby is not Dad's" I said pointing at her stomach.
"Don't be ridiculous of course its your Dad's baby" she laughed and started gathering up various things on the bed "Renesmee why don't you go and start dinner, I was thinking of having a chicken pie tonight"
"Mom are you even listening to what I'm saying? That baby is not Dad's because he can't have anymore children. I know you've been sleeping around with other people, even Dad knows"
"I don't have to listen to this"
"What? Are you afraid of the truth?"
"No. You're just talking rubbish, you're lying and I don't have to listen to your lies. Now go downstairs and start dinner"
She turned away from me and started putting the items in her hand into a box "So I'm lying about Jacob too?" She stopped what she was doing and slowly turned around to look at me "I thought so. I know that you and Jacob knew each other before me and him started dating but you didn't meet at a grocery store did you? It was a bar over 2 years ago"
"Renesmee"
"No" I said shaking my head "Don't lie to me. For once just be honest with me"
"I'm sorry"
"For what? Lying to me? Cheating on Dad?"
"For everything" she whispered "I'm tired of playing these games Renesmee. I'm tired of hiding things. I just want to stop"
"Then stop"
"I'm trying to. Renesmee if its true about your father"
"It is" I interrupted her.
"Then why is he staying with me?"
I was about to answer when a voice beat me to it "Because I love you" Both Mom and I looked to the door and saw Dad standing there with his car keys in his hand, I didn't even hear him come in "From the moment I saw you, I have always loved you" he continued and walked towards us "I'm not going to lie love, you've hurt me so much I cannot stand it. But I do love you and I couldn't imagine my life without you"
"Oh Edward. I'm so sorry" Mom cried and wrapped her arms around Dad as he wrapped his around her and they embraced tightly "I'm so sorry" she repeated.
"I know love, I know" he whispered and kissed her gently on the side of her head. Mom pulled away from him and looked up into his eyes.
"How can you stand to even look at me? You must feel so betrayed"
"I have nothing else to say other then I'm a sucker for love" he shrugged "I promised to love you forever and that's what I shall do. You've given me something to live for, you've given me a beautiful daughter and a wonderful life. What more could I ask for?"
"But its not wonderful is it?" she sobbed.
"Perhaps not in the literal sense but I feel pretty content"
Standing there looking at my parents and witnessing their own soap opera drama play out I couldn't help but think that I treated Jacob unfairly. If my Dad could stick by my Mom after she had cheated on him countless times and is carrying some other guys baby then I could forgive Jacob for something that happened years before we even knew each other.
"I should do" I spoke up and both my parents turned to face me "I need to talk to Jacob"
"Renesmee wait" Mom said "I'm so sorry about Jacob. I really am but you must know that nothing has happened since then. I swear to you"
"I know" I nodded "But that's only because I trust Jacob and I now realize that he'd never lie to me or hurt me"
"Renesmee I'm sorry"
"I know you are. But I need time"
"I guess I can understand that" she nodded "I really do love you. So very much"
"I love you too Mom. I love both of you" I said and looked at both of them "I have to go" I added quietly and left the house to make my way to Jacob's.
A/N Ending it there as last chapter was longer then usual. I know some of you expected Nessie to really go off on one with Bella but like Alice said Bella is pregnant so you can't really go for a pregnant woman because that's just mean. However that doesn't mean everything is gonna be okay - Nessie is going to need some time when it comes to Bella. Jacob did nothing wrong technically but Bella cheated on Edward and that messes kids up. So it's a little different.
This chapter was going to go in a different direction but after giving it some thought I couldn't go the way I wanted it to go because y'all would have hated me. And also I would have hated myself.
-SR-