Here we go.

Chai's POV

It was five years ago when mom died. I was so depressed after wards my little baby brother will never know his mom. I wish she would have let me help her she may have been alive for my wedding to Lu Xun. Yes I married the young strategist. I loved him so much. Though like mom my first born was another's. I gave birth to a baby boy. He is the son of Gan Ning. I have twins with Lu Xun.

The day she died became a national holiday. Grandpa Sun Jian was divested when it happened. Shortly after Wei was completely over run. Papa Zhou Yu was depressed and wanted revenge. I guess mama's death took its toll. After that he became distant and cold. Uncle Ce was scared of his friend. Daddy Zhou Yu was gone from that moment He spent most hours working so his mind would stay off mom.

When my wedding day came two years later he was happy but we all felt the lose. Because unknowingly it was on the day mom died. He cried out in the garden and I watched. Slowly I came over and gave him a hug. Telling him how much I missed her and wished she was here. Both he and Uncle Ce blamed themselves for mommy and Aunties death.

Now I have my three little ones and two guys to keep track but hey I am happy. Oh I for got to mention the grand total of siblings from both dads: are five. I am so happy three brothers and a sister. Sister from Xiao and my blood father she is so cute. Zhao Lin I love her to death she is only five though. She looks so much like her mom. Xiao is happy though. I and she train Lin and Daddy does too. But she likes the fans.

Grandpa Guan Yu and Uncle Fei have been keeping an eye on me. Not that I need it but they have. They say it is because they didn't for mom. They gave up on her. We spend one day every year at her grave. Grandpa Yu cries though not loudly. Auntie Xing Cai and Uncle Guan Ping have come as well. That Day will never be too happy or completely sad. I was married the day mom died but because of her death I have come to dread that day.

Though we celebrate my wedding that day in the back of our minds it is there. Mom died and was never coming back. Even if she is reborn it won't be the same girl we love. Gan Ning told me something on my one year anniversary.

"She may not be here in person. I know she is making sure her little girl is happy. Watching to make sure either I or the kid can hurt you." I thanked him for it. I cried so hard that day. I blamed no body of our kingdom no I blamed Wei and Zhuge Liang. They destroyed my mother.

Now to tell you something that will make you all see why that day I cried. That was the day I found out daddy Zhou Yu the one I knew was dead. The body was there the mind was not. He and were talking and mom somehow ended up being mentioned and he snapped and walked away. I miss him. He was no longer the man I grew up with.

After that day I never expected him to be the same man anymore. I would never see him as the same guy any more. I remember a week after it happened I heard him in his room. He was crying and begging for it to be a dream. That was two days before her funeral. I felt even worse when I heard him.

Flashback

He sat near his bed crying. Pounding the floor and begging for to return. He was begging for it to be a dream. He wanted the pain to vanish. I stood in the door way. Hearing him plead to mom to come back. For her to come and apologize for the pain she had caused.

"Chi Tai please come back. Please you don…WHY!!!!??? Why did you have to die? Why did this need to happen to you? I love you my wife. No my angel. I…" He never finished it because he went to sleep. He never was at the funeral I think he returned later. Because when I returned her favorite flute of his was on the grave.

Flashback Ends

Daddy Zhou Yu never plays anymore. He lost his will to do so anymore. I feel bad at times he isn't the same anymore. Though we still get along and at times he is his old self. But only around me and Uncle Ce.

Well Grandma has been getting better about her depression she and Grandpa Jian has had four children together, two boys and two girls. The eldest a boy named Sun Yiang. He had taken a big hit when mom died. He loved his older sister. Now The Shu Wu Wei Kingdom is in peace. Many of the people have come to love their rulers. Each peace of land is ruled under the Sun Family just we have minor lords.

Mom if you are watching the peace you wished for has been granted. China will no longer be in Chaos. You can rest in peace. All I want is for Daddy Zhou Yu and Uncle Ce to die in peace. Please help them with their pain.

I guess my story is on now mom's is over. I just wish her story was not so sad. I want mine to be happy. My story will not end the same way. I may die but it will be of old age or sickness not because of heart break and loss of hope.

I won't be my mom. At least in that aspect. I want to be the hope every person sees and wants to believe in not the pain they saw in her. They fought to protect her not to be at her side. Mom I will be the happier hope. I shall miss you still.

Now back on a happier topic. Oh did I tell you all Ma Chao is now getting married. He an on of my Aunts are getting married. Her name is Yue Yukio. She is so sweet and has calmed his beast as we all say. She looks like mom some what. They are so happy. He still is the family bodyguard. Mine is Zhang He who by chance we found out is not gay. He too is married but I don't remember the girl's name.

I believe the only ones not married are the ones that died in the war. Life goes on. We have had a somewhat happily ever after. I guess in life things aren't always the happiest. Sun Kai has spied someone as well though no one knows who. I know life is nothing but a battle of the mind and body. I am just luck I won't go it alone. Now as for the Nanman Zhu Rong and Meng Huo are doing fine. They come by on occasion. We appreciate their help in anything. I get an elephant and have become known for riding it around. I love it so much. We are all friends now and some family.

These tales will never be told past only family legends. For mother's story is not one of the happiest and cheerful ones. We all agreed. This would simply be a myth lost in time and never to found out. We wanted this forgotten. If this should be found out it would be certain to be repeated.

So as I have heard from many stories. These tales lost in the flows of time are about the Legends of which no one can recall. Let my mothers story be only that a simple legend.

There is the last chappie. Short sorry. The exert I used from the game. Belongs to Koeni and W-force not me. I loved the phrase though. Sad ending I know. Anyway, the story will be re-written. Not for a while though because I have stories I need to work on. Hope you all liked it though. Later.