Ok, swo this chapter is short only cuz i wabted it to be brief and special...i didnt want to mix it with other parts...

I was feeling so sad when I wrote this...poor lil jake...

so as you know he and his sisters belong to mrs meyer...humpf

enjoy!

and please review 8-D

I woke up with a hole in my chest. Today was the day I would have to give my last goodbyes to my mother. Just this thought made me feel desperate. I didn't want to get off my bed. There was a knock on the door.

"Yes." I answered without moving a muscle.

The door opened and Rebecca and Rachel stepped in. My twin sisters are identical. They even have that talk-at-the-same-time thing. But, thei personalities are like totally opposite like day and night or black and white or like fire and water. Rachel is all bains, she always has good grades and hates showing her emotions. Rebecca is a 'all independent woman'. She always says that the minute she graduates high school, she's leaving La Push. And unlike Rachel, she's like a human mood ring.

I still think that they are not my sisers. But the the shiney black hair, tan skin and brown eyes showed how we were defenately related.

"We need to talk to you" they said at the same time as they sat in the end of my bed.

"Sure, sure" I told them as I sat up.

I looked at my alarm clock. 10:15 AM.

"Well you kno what's happening today, don't you" Rebecca asked all motherly. She was my favourite of both of them. But still, did she have to treat me like a baby? I rolled my eyes at her.

"I'm young but I'm not a baby. Of course I know what's happening." I told them.

"See, I told you this wasn't going to work." Rache stated while getting up.

"Rachel wait." I said "Stop beinf like that. I just said that I wasn't a baby anymore." I sighed tiredly. " What do you guys have to tell me?"

Rebecca reached to my hand and held it in hers.

"We need you to be strong today. So please, be a good boy and don't start crying in the middle of the service" she spoke with a half smile.

" Or you'll know what will happen to you" Rachel warned me.

" Yeah,yeah. Don't worry. I'm almost nine and a young man."

"Oh really? Who told you that?" Rachel asked rising her eyebrow.

" The nurse back at the hospital." I answered shyly. I even felt my ears get hot. I'm a boy. Boys don't blush!

"Aw! My lil bro is blushing!" Rebecca noticed holding my cheek.

"Stop it! Can you guys my stuff so I can get reasdy already?"

"Sure, sure." Rebecca answered

We were all ready to leave the house. I wanted to cry on our way to the cemetery. But I promised Becks and Rach that I wouldn't.

I stayed there next to my father and sisters. Everybody from La Push was there.

Some men brought my mother's coffin. I couldn't help thinking that she was in there. So I let some tears roll down my face. Each time one fell, I would catch it.

I felt Rebecca holding my shoulder tightly.

"May Sarah Ateara Black rest in peace." One of our tribe Elders said.

While my mother's body was being buried, the other Elders sang some old Quileute songs.

At the end, when the coffin was all covered. everybody left. My family and I were the only ones there.

"Goodbye Mom" I whispered.

She was gone.