Author Note: So yeah I'm so happy about the hits and author alerts, thanks to all giving me a chance. Well anyway I'm sorry for the gap with not updating, sorry I'm packing for school so that limits computer time unfortunately. But anyway here is the second chapter it's in Bella's P.O.V.

Disclaimer: I own absolutely nada but my daydreams of Edward

You've Got To Be Fucking Kidding

He was standing in their meadow waiting for her. He was wearing black dress pants and a white button up shirt with the first two buttons undone and the sleeves rolled up to his forearms. He was holding white roses and purple violets in a large bouquet. His green eyes vibrant from his excitement as he saw her come into view. She was wearing a white sundress he had requested. She looked at him and smiled. "Edward, you know that we're suppose to be getting ready for your parents party, right."

"I know, it's just that today is important and I think that this is a better way to spend time."

"Really? Um…What is today?"

"Today is the first time that I ever saw you, you were wearing a white dress, your hair loose in the wind, and light blue flip-flops. You were with your dad looking at books in the library and you didn't notice me, but I saw you and I fell in love with you at that moment. That was the day that I wanted you and no one else. It was three years to today and I wanted to commemorate it." He smiled when he saw she had tears in her eyes and she was shocked he had even remembered that day when she didn't even see him.

"Oh, Edward" he got down on one knee and her breathing sped up and she stood shocked and a bit freaked out since she was only sixteen and although she loved him was nowhere ready for marriage. "Edward, I love you, but…"

"Sweetheart, calm down I'm not proposing…yet. But I want to give you this ring as a symbol of love for when I do propose." He looked up and she saw all his love for her and couldn't be any happier than at that moment. "Isabella Marie Swan, will you do me the honor of taking this ring and promise to marry me someday?"

"Of course." He stood up and wrapped his arms around her and passionately kissed her, he murmured "All that I am"

She responded as passionately "All that I am."

BEEP! BEEP!

"Wakey, Wakey Sleeping Bella", Alice screamed at the top of her lungs from the other room.

Bella stilled refused to budge and so she was subjected to a pixie jumping up and down on her bed until she was forced into waking up. She grudgingly woke up against her better judgment and got up to go to the kitchen of their two-flat being trailed by Alice.

Rosalie was at the stove making pancakes and watching her two-year old daughter Lillian. Rose was her roommate along with Alice. Rosalie Hale was blond with blue eyes and a perfect body. On a scale of one to ten she was a twelve. She was without a doubt drop-dead gorgeous and she knew it and having a baby just enhanced her already perfect body. I met Rose when I was working on my Bachelors at Duke University. We met at study hall and she needed a group to work with, so I offered to let her join my group. We became friends instantly. She is kind and sweet (to those she liked), a complete badass who you don't want to have pissed at you. Her temper was complete chaos but she was loyal to a fault.

"Morning, Rose. You're up early." I went to give Lillian a kiss morning. "Morning, Lily. Did you sleep well or did the evil pixie wake you up too." Alice came out then and glared at me, while I sat to eat.

Alice Brandon is my best friend as well as roommate like Rose. I met Alice when I was just getting settled in school and was my roommate. We were opposites needles to say. She is often called pixie or some form of that nature from her 4'11 stance but what she lacked in height, she made up in personality. She was kind and sweet to an extant. She was hyperactive to the point of craziness and she was demanding and got her way by force if need be. She was loyal and a complete fashionista. She loved clothes and is currently trying to open her own boutique soon.

"You know you love me." Alice chirped in.

"You're right, just not at, oh… 6:00 a.m. What the he- I mean HE double hockey sticks is wrong with you."

"You have your first meeting with your editor at 10:00 a.m. for your first book." Alice bounced up and down as Rose and me settled down to eat our food with lots of coffee.

"Even so did you consider that my one year old and myself would like to sleep." Rose pointed a look at Alice. Alice grumbled about people not knowing the importance of things.

"Well, too late now," she turned to look at me "as for you shower and your clothes are on your bed. In an hour I will do your makeup and Rose will do your hair and then you leave a t 9:00 a.m. sharp. Any questions?"

"Yes, why are we doing all of this anyway." I asked still half-asleep.

"Bella, you're being published by the #1 romance publishing house "Mi Amor" it's a huge freaking deal so deal with it. Now chop-chop."

Rose went to get up and get Lily ready for the day. They left to their room while I traveled to my room and got into my shower. I was lost in my own thoughts of him again. Even seven years later it still hurt to say his name out loud. I was stuck in the gaze of his green eyes every time I closed my eyes and in the last seven years haven't had a relationship pass six months simply because his memory wouldn't let me. Even with all the anger I still loved him and was incredibly lost in him. I still remember the day he said he loved me, the day we made love and I gave him my virginity, my heart, and all my love and he cheated. That image forever marred my brain which was why I didn't date much and stuck to writing stories where there was a happily ever after.

I was shocked to be called by Jasper Whitlock about my book and was thrilled when he said that the book would be published. He said it, would be read by my editor who happened to be one of the owners. It was one of the happiest days of my life, and I shared it with the three people I loved most, though someone was missing. The water started running cold and drew me out of my thoughts. I got out the shower and went to my room to dress where Alice left out a white button up body fit top with a black fringe skirt and black and white peep-toe heels. I paired it with a black necklace and earrings. Alice then came in and gave me simplistic make-up with just the lip-gloss a bit of eye shadow, eyeliner and mascara. Rose then did my hair in a side ponytail with it fluffed out to give it a more adult look and I was on my way.

The way to Mi Amor was relatively short with only a thirty-minute drive. The receptionist let me in though she was hesitant until I said Jasper Whitlock was expecting me. When I got up to the elevator I took it to the twentieth floor and got off. I looked for the office huge office of my editor. Outside the door I felt the tingles that only he can give me, but dismissed it to nervousness and excitement.

"Come in." That voice sounded so familiar yet deeper somehow. I came into the room and was hit by the rooms cherry wood state. It was business-like but was definitely masculine. It was deep reds and browns with lots of wood. It had massive bookshelves with different books. It had a giant desk and two chairs facing it. It had two open windows, one behind the desk and one on the side. I was finally looked at the man's voice I heard. I was met with sex-hair that I remembered running my hands though and that rich auburn/brown/red hair. "Oh no, please tell me I'm going nuts" I said softly to myself so he couldn't here.

Finally he looked up and I was met with those vibrant green eyes that I dreamed of every night and that still drew me. "Bella?"

"You have got to be fucking kidding me right now." I straightened up walked to the desk and struck out my hand "Hello, Edward. (insert fake smile) I look forward to working with you."