Rocky groaned as he fumbled with the key card. He always had trouble with them, but having Adam pressed up against him was distracting. Adam laughed, the warm air hitting him on the neck, and then he grabbed the card and got them inside.

He pushed Rocky up against the door and kissed him. It was a hard kiss, using teeth and tongue to punish and explore. He tugged on Rocky's tie as he moved his lips over to the other man's ear. He caught the lobe with his teeth and caressed it with his tongue to ease the pain. He pulled the tie off and started unbuttoning Rocky's shirt.

Rocky's breath heaved as he toed off his shoes. "I thought you wanted to talk," he gasped.

"Yeah, we need to, but I just said that to get you up here. Are you wanting to stop," he caressed Rocky's erection, "and talk now?"

His body stiffened at feeling Adam's hand on him for the first time. He would love to continue, but right now he had to find out one thing. The thought almost left his head as Adam squeezed him once, twice, and he felt the blood drain out of his head.

"One thing," he gasped. He bucked his hips into Adam's hand, riding out the lust coursing through him. The other man took that as an invitation and slid Rocky's pants down. Adam tried to laugh as Rocky stepped out of them. "Baby, you're not supposed to go commando at special events or under rented clothes."

"Who says?" Rocky hissed his breath when Adam caressed him. Bare flesh to bare flesh for the first time. "I very rarely wear underwear, anyway. Just to the…ah," he collapsed against the door, because seeing Adam, on his knees, with his mouth wrapped around his cock was a huge turn on. "Oh my God," he moaned. He felt the wet heat from Adam's mouth surround him. He set up a fast pace, licking at the tip and swallowing at the base.

Rocky could barely think, but the one thought, the one he hadn't said before everything had gone crazy, echoed in his head. 'Don't regret this. Please don't regret this.'

He reached down, with a trembling hand, and cupped Adam's cheek. He groaned and Rocky felt the vibration up his length. He shuddered; knowing that Adam was enjoying this and that he wanted it was easing his fears.

He stiffened, trying to stop his orgasm. "I'm going to come, Adam."

Adam gripped his hips tighter and kept on sucking. Rocky exploded and he sucked and licked until Rocky was through. He leaned against the door, knees weak, and unable to move. Adam smiled smugly; thrilled that he could make his friend feel that way. He grabbed Rocky's hand and pulled him down, so he was leaning against the door. Adam leaned against him, content to let him bask in the afterglow, and Rocky wrapped his arm around him, cuddling up next to him.

"Give me a few minutes to recover," he mumbled.

Adam smiled softly. "It's okay. I can wait." And it was true. He would. To finally have Rocky in this place and in this way had settled him. They would have to talk, but if they were going to continue this…. Well, he still needed a change in his life, but New Mexico wasn't going to be the answer.

"Rocky…" he started slowly.

The other man sighed. "Please don't tell me this was a mistake."

He was stunned. "What? Where did that come from?"

Rocky looked at him. "That wasn't what you were going to say, then?"

"Of course not. Why would you think I was going to?

"I don't know. I was just afraid you were going to change your mind."

Adam turned slightly and pressed his lips to Rocky's. He poured all of his hopes and fears into the kiss, hoping Rocky got what it meant. Rocky's hand slid into his hair and then he drew back. "Your hair is still wet."

Adam groaned as Rocky stood up and walked away. "It always takes awhile to dry. What are you doing?"

"Getting a towel." He stopped in the bedroom door. "Thank you for not thinking this was a mistake. C'mon, let's move this somewhere more comfortable."

Adam stood to follow and took off his shoes. Rocky got the towel and threw it on Adam's head. He laughed. "It's a good thing I'm not shy. I'm standing here with nothing but my socks on and you're still dressed."

Adam glanced down. "I was so busy looking at you that I hadn't noticed." He shrugged off his jacket and pulled off his tie. "Wait," Rocky commanded. "Let me."

He unbuttoned the shirt, licking each bit of skin revealed. Sometimes he bit, sometimes he sucked, but every inch of Adam's chest was covered. Adam was whimpering steadily by the time the shirt came off. He grabbed Rocky's hand and pressed it against his erection. "Stop teasing," he growled.

Rocky stroked him. "Oh, it's not teasing because you're going to get it in the end. Just hold on."

"But…," he protested.

"Baby, believe me, that's on the list, but we'll have to work up to that."

Adam trembled at the images that comment brought and Rocky pulled off the rest of his clothes. "Well. Aren't you pretty." Adam stared at him, slightly embarrassed. "Are you nervous?" he asked quietly.

"Yeah."

"Nervous is good, Adam." He kissed him teasingly, feeling his blood heat. "Do you trust me?"

"Of course."

"Then it'll be good, I promise." He had Adam lie down on the bed, rubbing his hands up Adam's arms and chest. He learned the feel of Adam's muscles under his hands; he found the spots that made him moan, the ones that made him gasp, and the ones that made him shudder.

Adam's body felt like it was on fire, just from the feel of Rocky's hands. When those hands cupped his butt, his hips jerked. When his mouth left wet paths across his chest, he almost exploded.

Rocky bit his shoulder and Adam moaned. "Do you like a little pain, Adam?" Rocky growled before moving down and biting a little lower. His hips jerked. Rocky licked and sucked and bit across Adam's chest, reaching his nipples. He stayed there for a while, until Adam was moaning steadily.

He withdrew and waited until Adam opened his eyes before licking his hipbone. He felt a rush of satisfaction at the look in Adam's eyes.

"What's wrong?" he panted.

"Nothing. I'm waiting for an answer to the question I asked you."

"What's the question?" he asked harshly.

"Do you like a little pain?" He nipped Adam's hip.

Adam's hips jerked. "Yes," he groaned, "I like a little pain."

His stomach fluttered as Rocky grinned at him, and then his eyes closed as Rocky engulfed him. His world narrowed until the only thing he knew was Rocky. His hands teasing, pinching, and rubbing and his mouth licking, sucking, and biting.

He moaned and was deaf to his hoarse words telling Rocky that he loved him and how he wanted Rocky to take him. Rocky heard and saw everything, loving the sounds, the sight of Adam enjoying himself, wanting Adam to lose control.

He came, shuddering wildly into the hot recesses of Rocky's mouth. He tried to recover enough, to look at Rocky, but he was half dead. He laid there on the verge of sleeping, fighting it, until Rocky rubbed his leg. "Go to sleep, baby. We'll talk later."

He twined his fingers with Rocky's. "I love you." He fell asleep before he heard the reply.