Okay I am so sorry that I took so long to come back and update! And I'm also sorry that this is so short. And because I'm so far behind I'm going to go ahead and skip to April in the next update. If you read any more of my stories just know that I'm only going to be updating the ones with most recent updates-for now. I just want to get the anticipated ones of the way first.

It was awkward at first, all sitting down cilvily eating Christmas. Like we were an actually all sane. I knew that beneath all the fake laughter, and smiles we were doing what we really wanted say. And we didn't have to wait that long to hear them.

"This is complete bullshit" the words came from who else but the black sheep of the family. Matt. He laughed at everyone who stared at him. "No sense of humor? I mean come on, I want to see a fight"

"Man you don't even know what your talking about" Patrick muttered, clearly annoyed at his brother who couldn't care less of a damn.

Matt downed his cup and guffawed at Patrick, "Yeah your right but I do know-"

Patrick shook his head doubtfully "No you don't"

"Yeah I do" Matt pouted.

"Honey could you take Matt down the hall until he sobers up a little bit?" Robin suggested from her seat, her olive tone skin turning slightly peach.

"Sure-Come on Matt" Patrick tugged at Matt's arm, helping him a little too roughly.

Elizabeth bit on her bottom lip, "Lucky what is he talking about? Gosh, he must have really been drinking before we came" She looked so angelic, like she couldn't do any wrong. So deceiving!

And Lucky was pulled right in to the act, he hugged her next to him and sighed, "Some people just don't know how to stop at one."

Elizabeth nodded, "It's a bit nerving to see"

I groaned, and slouched deep into my seat. I didn't like her, and I found my self analyzing everything she did just to find something to pick at. I didn't want to waste my time hating her but I couldn't help it I just wanted to jump over the table and choke the life out of her. Fortunately for her I resisted and plus Jason would've caught me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Liz sneered at me.

I sat back up, surprised. I hadn't noticed that she noticed me staring at her. "I'm not looking at you"

"Yes you were, what's up? Do you need to get something off your chest?" Yeah that's exactly what she wanted, for me to lose my temper and say something I didn't want anyone in this room to ever hear.

"I don't need to say anything to you, do you?" Jason grabbed my hand from under the table, squeezing it. His silent gesture to tell me to shut my mouth.

Elizabeth's eyes lit up like candles, "Actually I do, I wanted to know did you pick out a color for your wedding? I don't want anything that I pick out to clash"

Jason squeezed harder, and I snatched my hand away. I was not going to let her just invite her self to my wedding. Not going to happen. No damn way. "How did you get the impression that you were invited?"

"We're not?" Lucky asked.

"You are she's not." I answered.

"Well I'm not coming!"

I shrugged and stood up, Jason stood up with me "I think we'll survive without you" I looked over towards Robin "I'm sorry for ruining your dinner. Maybe if Jason and I leave you can salvage what you have left of the night with your family"

I stormed out of the room and out of the house heading straight for my car. Jason followed behind a cloud of rage almost boaring into my back.

"You could've been the bigger person and-"

"Ohh so if this was the other way around and my ex was try--"

"But it's not the other way around Samantha! It's not. It's just is."

"What did you expect me to do?"

"Look Samantha I don't know why your picking with Liz but I want it to stop. How many times do I have to tell you this? I'm in love with you, not her. I just want you and I to be happy."

"I am happy with you Jason"

He leaned over the seat and kissed me, making me feel, and remember just how much he loved me and how he'll continue to love me. "I love you Sam"