'Oh, no'. kurt thought to himself, whiles laying in bed the next morning slowly waking up. 'still have to sing to Finn today'. he moaned and rolled, so his face was shoved in a pillow before sliding out of bed.
He looked in the mirror mumbling ''god, I'm such a mess'' and stroking the hair out of his face.
after an hour and a half getting ready, and trying to make himself look more confident than he felt. He managed to force himself out of the house and onto the buss.
'' Oh, hey Kurt, can we talk later or-''
''aww, you gunna ask him to marry you!'' puck. Kurts best friend ''c'mon lets do this'' the other jocks just walked over to kurt and finn laughing, as Kurt prepared himself for being chucked in the dumpster.
'' Guys, guys. leave him alone okay?'' Finn defended him, but Kurt was less pleased by it
'' Finn! i can look after myself i don't need you to protect me.'' kurt loved Finn worrying about him really, but he also knew that the moment Finn leaves they would kill him
''sorry, i just don't want you getting hurt'' Finn said, even though half way through the sentence kurt had already left, to see sam. sam, the boy he almost completely forgot about, but brightened up his face the moment he saw him.
'' hiii'' kurt almost sang, in an even more high-pitched voice than he usually had.
''hey, Kurt'' Sam replied cheerfully.
they walked to there lockers, making small talk, until they met mercedes.
'' Hi cedes, this is sam. he's new here. And sam this is mercedes.''
''Hi'' they both said awkwardly. then there was a little silents, until Finn came rushing along, a bit lost looking.
''So kurt can we talk?''
''sure, but not now. I have to get to class,... toodles.'' Kurt almost left before saying, ''Oh sam, do you know were you going?'' kurt just remembered
'' erm, my first lesson's maths.. but no not really.''
''oh, that's okay that's where I'm going'' kurt walked of again giving sam a sign to follow, so he did.
soon, after maths, was Glee club, which Kurt asked Sam to join, but unfortunately he was, apparently, busy and couldn't today.
'' Hey guys!.. So ready for your ballads today?'' Mr. shue ppronounced in a very enthusiastic way. but the rest of the club just sat there grumbling at the idea.''Okay.. lets see who's first'' Mr. shue got out the beloved 'hat-of-faith'. witch was followed by lots of sarcastic cheering.
''First to sing is...Finn!.. witch also means Kurt is going next.
soon Finns performance of 'I'll stand by you' finished and kurt was, for the first time, dreading to sing his solo. but he had to.
'' okay I guess I'll start.'' he nodded to Brad, or better known as 'the piano guy'. to start playing.
''am I alone in your heart?
have i a hope with your heart?
she's such a teaser, shes such a star.
give me a reason or give me a chance
am i alone in your heart or am i alone?
it tears me apart''
Finn got a bit shifty at kurts choice of song. and the rest of the class seemed to all have the own opinion. some felt sorry for him , some embarrassed for him, and some(/puck and santana) were just mentally laughing at him.
''Doing all I can do, just to be close to you.
Every time that we mean i skip a heart beat.
always up for a laugh, she's a pain in the ass.
Every time that we meet, I skip a heartbeat.''
throughout the whole song, everyone knew Kurt didn't want to be standing there. And even though it was a grate performance, it was almost painful to watch.
as soon as the song finished Kurt hurried to his seat, and obviously didn't want to be talked to, or questioned.
the day was going rather quickly after that, mainly because Kurt had other things on his mind, and didn't really end-up doing much, actual work. during lunch Finn pestered Kurt again, but he just said he was busy talking to Sam and mercedes. Finn did join there conversation though, and it turns out that sam was interested in football and wanted to try-out for the team.
it wasn't that there was anything wrong with Sam, but Finn started not to like him just because he was irritatingly taking up Kurts time, making him unable to talk to the boy. it was finally the end of the day though , maybe Finn could get to talk to Kurt at last. he just had so many questions, that he couldn't ask Kurt before.
''hey kurt can i talk to you before, or after football sometime?''
'' I would, but my dad will kill me if I'm home, even two minuets late. call me later if you want though... Oh and by sam''
Finn grunted in a 'displeased' kind of way and moped of with sam, who was planing on joining the team.
'all the single ladies,
all the single ladies,
put your hands up-' kurts phone rang
1 message from 'finn hudson'
Finn:hey please can we talk you have been avoiding me all day :( can we meet up please
Kurt: fine, meet me at the park in 10 minuets, and I'm sorry for avoiding you. x
Finn: okay see you there
Kurt thought he should probably face up to Finn, seeing as he has been understanding, plus he knew Finn wouldn't leave him alone if he didn't
''hello, Finn''
''Hey'' they greeted each other as they got to the park
they both sat there for quite while just looking at the stars in silents.
''So Finn what do you want?'' Kurt asked, making Finn jump slightly
'' I just wanted to talk a bit... about before, yunno.''
'' Okay..'' Kurt gave him permission to continue and prepared himself.
''right, well, were to begin?.. erm well... how long have you liked me?''
'' does it matter?'' kurt answered, feeling uncomfortable with the question
''well, i just thou- never mind'' he said After kurt gave him a look that told him ' not to continue'
'' sorry kurt. i don't even know what to ask now... i had this conversation in my head all day, but now i just cant think of anything..''
'' look Finn. yes i like you and i have for a while, but you are pretty much the only guy who respects me and doesn't just think of me as a worthless Fag, queer, homo. Because Finn , I may look, confident, but even though those idiotic words shouldn't effects me at all, they do. But when you, a jock, one of the most popular people in the hole school, treats me like a proper, nice,normal person, really puts me in a positive mood, so yeah-''
suddenly his lips being pushed onto Finns before he had a chance to continue witch made him let out a little, but noticeable, gasp. Finn just wanted kurt to feel happy and realize there was nothing wrong with him, and when Finn realized just how much Kurt liked him he couldn't help himself. the kiss only lasted a few seconds until they both pulled away. kurts eyes were wide and his face was full of, shock. confusion, and a bit of worry.
''Finn?'' kurt chocked out
'' kurt there is absolutely Nothing wrong with you, remember that, always remember that'' Finn whispered the last part and rested his forehead against kurts.