Finally, that half the pin had gone from me, I was able to sprint faster than ever before to La Push to announce my happiness to Seth.
On the way, I was arguing to who I should break the news to first, whether I should make Seth happy first or make Jacob cry first. It took some time, but I finally made up my mind and decided that I wanted to see Jacob cry first. Laughing to myself I came to a stationary position in front of the Black's house.
I knocked on their door, one, two, three, "Hey Nessie, come in." Jacob answered the door, with a smile on his face, oh if only he knew what was coming for him.
"Hello Jacob, we need to talk immediately!" I said angrily, and started to walk off towards the beach, and of course he followed shortly after realising my hastiness. As we walked I made one thing clear with him, "Jacob today you are not going to speak, however you will listen to what I have to say, do you understand?"
"Of course Nessie, however your satisfied." He replied in a smile, which my mum also adored, but also with a bit of pissed in it, so then I started right from the beginning.
"When I was conceived in Bella's womb, you imprinted on me, yes or no?" he nodded yes as we came to a standstill, "well, then since then you've believed that I fell in love with you to?" he nodded again and I continued, "well there's the problem, right there and helps to confess something." I said with eyes on the floor.
He took my hands, and pulled me close to his chest, and replied in a soft and gentle voice, "baby tell me, we will work on it together I promise."
"That's the thing Jacob this thing I can't work on it, only you can it is something that you have to work on, not me!" I replied hastily.
"Nessie, I don't understand, just tell me, otherwise I might just die with the feeling of not being able to please you in every way necessary," he answered sarcastically.
"SHUT UP JACOB! And let me go, so that I can tell you and leave!" he let go of me at once and stepped back. "JACOB I DON'T LOVE YOU, I NEVER HAVE AND NEVER DID, WHAT I FELT FOR YOU WAS JUST A CRUSH BECAUSE YOU WERE THE FIRST PERSON THERE, BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO LOVE YOU!" I screamed at him, and continued, "DO YOU UNDERSTAND JACOB I DON'T LOVE YOU, AND YOU NEED TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM BECAUSE I'M GOING TO SOMEONE I LOVE AND SOMEONE THAT LOVES ME ASWELL!" at this time I saw all the tears in his eyes, and I didn't say or do anything but leave him crying and shaking, ready to transform. I just left, left to go to Seth. But then I saw him right behind me and said me stop, and I did.
"Jacob you have one minute to say what you like, I don't want to keep him waiting, and I think 6 years was enough!" I said through gritted teeth. He fell to my feet and started pleading for me not to leave him, that he would break down completely, I ignored him and replied in a harsh tone, "Jacob I'm not my mum, who cared how you felt, that I'll stay, I'm not what I said I mean it and advise you to look up and realise someone as well!" I left him, not looking back, and off to Seth's house.
When I reached there I knocked on the door, and unfortunately, his mum answered the door, "Seth has gone to your house, your dad called him and said there was something he needed to talk about, he would be reaching there in a few minutes." She read my expressions, and said softly.
I ran through the forest, with the branches breaking off the trees as I sprinted past, and finally reached the front of the house, just as Seth was getting out of his car. I ran to him and jumped into his arms.
All I was able to take out was, "I'm so sorry Seth, I've made you suffer for years, but now I'm all yours-" He did not even let me finish and started kissing me, his arms locked around my waist, pulling me closer to him, and kissing ever so passionately, nothing at all like Jacob. We both were getting comfortable, when we heard a cough, and pulled away from each other straight away, and looked down at the floor both red.
"Seth Renesmee, Bella's calling you inside, you might want to come in before she kills someone!" my dad said sarcastically, and held the door open for us to go in. As we went in Seth's hand found me, and held it tightly, as we both searched the room, and saw Jacob on the floor crying, and Leah comforting him. Mum looked at me and then at Jacob.