Chapter 19

HARRY'S P.O.V:

I stared at Rose as she rested peacefully against my shoulder, my soft sweater comforting her head. She had slight stains on her cheek from crying and it honestly broke my heart. She didn't deserve this, to receive such heartbreak at a young age. It honestly kills me that in a way I couldn't have prevented it. She really did love George, believe me. She did. Just the way she'd bring him up, that little sparkle in her eye every time she'd smile about him... Poor Rose. I could feel her heart beating softly as she had small little breaths in between. Zayn was sitting beside her, her legs touching his as he started to analyse his phone. I guess all of us boys were overwhelmed, annoyed, pissed off at what we just witnessed. I mean, yeah we all had a fair share of fun with ladies but never would be cheat. Ever. Louis looked at me and did a little smirk and looked out the window.

"What?" I asked curiously.
"Nothing..." He chuckled softly.
"Tell me!" I whined.
"The way you look at her..." he sighed. "Is the way ... never mind." He shook his head.
"Louis?"
"No, I don't wanna say. One day.." he chuckled.

I just let it go as our driver stopped in front of Rose's home. It was only about 8:00, and we didn't want to make this night a waste. But Rose, she needed us.. but in a way. We all exchanged glances and stared at Rose, do.. we...wake her up or what?

"Rose...Rosey.." Zayn nudged her softly. She adorably rubbed her eyes, slightly smudging her makeup and looked at us slightly confused, her head popping up like a meerkat. She adjusted herself up and stretched her arms.
"Where..are we?" She sighed.
"We're back at your place, and uh... what do we do now?" I asked.
"Oh my... I'm so sorry! No no, this is your night in Australia, and as someone who was born in Australia it is my job to tour you guys!" she chuckled.
"Are you sure? If you're not feeling good we can stay with you at home.." Liam said reassuringly.
"Yes, trust me. Yeah it hurts, but hanging out will keep my mind out of things."
"Seriously, we don't want to force you.." Niall said.
"Thanks guys, but I'm much stronger than you guys give me credit..." she smiled.
"Where do you want to go?"
"One of my favourite places of course" She grinned. "Luna Park."

We all looked at her quite confused, we didn't know what the heck Luna Park was. She whispered to our driver which he nodded straight away. She sat back in her seat and chuckled.

"So, what's Luna Park?" Niall asked curiously.
"Just wait and see."
"Are you sure you aren't taking us to somewhere to murder us?" I joked.
"You might never know..." she chuckled freakishly. Niall looked her confused until she cracked up and told him she was joking.

We sat back and chatted as we went through the city. We rode to the city because Jess' party was in the suburbs so it took a while but I knew we were going back to the city. Liam stared as we went under the Harbour Bridge in mesmerisation due to the fact that the city lights were blazing through the skyline. They all took photos with their phone and admired the view. I sunk in my chair as Rose sat up straight, excitedly squealing. We went through the tiny streets and went down a hill, nearly going into the water. As we arrived, there was a massive face which seemed like a theme park. It had a massive sign that said Luna Park as we got dropped off.

"Here we are..." Rosalie smiled.
"Where are we..." Niall asked admirably as he ran towards to bright lights.
"Luna park, a theme park that has some pretty nice rides and much more fun at night." She said.
"Wait, can I get a picture in front of Luna Park?" Louis asked.
"Yeah sure, want me to take a photo?" Rose asked.
"No no! Be in it!" I exclaimed.

Liam asked a couple as they were just about to leave the theme park as we used Louis' blackberry and we all stood infront of the theme park. Zayn stood in the middle with Liam and Niall on the left and Lou, me and Rose on the other. I grabbed my hand around Rose's waist as we all smiled to the camera, we thanked the couple.

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We bought our tickets and went in, there weren't a lot of people but that was still good. We were all pretty excited and decided it was appropriate to go on rides first.. We walked around as the chilly breeze wrapped around our skin, distant voices of people screaming and the constant theme park music surrounding us. Rose looked at me and as I caught her staring she looked down and smiled to the ground. I chuckled and reached my arm and placed it around her. She snuggled in the warmth of my body and I could feel her smile deepening into my chest.

"Thanks" she mumbled.
"For what?" I asked.
"For being here for me.." She looked at me and gave me a small peck on the cheek as I blushed a crimson red.
"I'll always be remember?" I replied, she let go and ran off to a rollercoaster.

She screamed and pointed for us to queue. The boys ran and followed her, excited to come as well. It was a rollercoaster. Not a big one, but I hate rollercoaster. I sighed and jogged to catch up with them. You had to go in two's so I decided to go with Rose, Liam with Niall and Zayn with Louis.

"I'm scared Rose.." I sighed as I heard people's scream on the rollercoaster.
"Don't be, It'll be over before you know it." She held my hand until I realised a light flash in my face but as I turned to look, I saw no-one. It was night time so it was pretty hard to find out. I shrugged and decided to sit on the back, as she had to sit between my legs and stretch our legs out. I shivered as a force of energy went through my arms and to her waist and she snuggled into my chest. My heart was beating fast as we were starting to go up the rollercoaster.

"Oh my god.. oh my god... oh my god.." I muttered.
"C'mon Harry, be a MAN" Rose cracked up.

Her laughed soothed me but before I could pay attention the roller coaster went off and we spun and went around and I felt like we could literally fall off our seats. As we went down, I could feel my stomach turning upside down as I shouted for joy, this was fun. She was squealing as I was trying not to scream or it'll come across like a girl. As it was over I got immediately and cracked up at the state of Rose's hair as she giggled at mine.

"Nice hair.." she chuckled.
"I'd say the same about you.."

We went down the steps and reunited with the rest of the boys as we got to see the photos that they take when you go down the rollercoaster. Me and Rose's photo came on the screen and it was a pic, unfortunately I did not look so flattering. Rose looked flawless, her hair was flying in the air, like some model shot as she smiled her white pearly teeth. Her eyes had a smile in them as she looked so happy. Well for me, I looked like a dog. My curls were flying uncontrollably in the air and my eyes were clutched closes with my mouth in a frown shape but I was screaming. But it was a pretty funny picture, we looked happy. Niall couldn't stop laughing at my face as the rest of the boys. I blushed in embarrassment as we decided to go on the other rides. And I knew this was definitely going to be a good night.

ROSALIE'S P.O.V:

"C'mon, let's go on this!" Zayn shouted. He ran to a massive ride that looked like a boat shape that goes around 360 degrees and you even hang upside down for a second. Just looking at it made my stomach feel weird. Louis and Niall accepted immediately until Liam had to be persuaded to go on. I looked at Harry as she stared at the massive ride, his face falling from happiness to fear.

"Are you going on Rose?" he asked, his voice slightly shaken.
"Yep. I'll go if you go though.."
"Ok, ok bring it on. I'm just scared."
"If you could go on the other rides, you definitely can go on this. C'mon." I reached out to grab his hand and pulled him in line. There were several people waiting in their line looked around our age and as they looked at the boys I knew that they instantly knew them. I heard them murmuring as a girl literally squealed at the sight of Harry. They didn't come up to us as we went on. It came in 5 seaters so Niall, Zayn and Louis sat the back with me stuck with the two scaredy cats, Harry and Liam.

I sat in between so I can support them both but as we got seated, we got this massive cushion bar pressed across our stomach which applied so much pressure it hurt. It as to keep us from falling off the ride and I could hear mutters of discomfort.

"Ahhh.. it's so tight.." Niall moaned.
"That's what she said.." Louis screamed.

I cracked up as the rest of the boys but I noticed I couldn't hear Harry. He clutched on the bar of the ride and just sat there, emotionless, and definitely scared. I asked him if he was fine but he nodded almost immediately. Liam looked chilled and relaxed and started to loosen up but Harry, whoa, he was really scared.

"Harry, you'll be fine. Trust me." I smiled.
"What if I die, and fall off or I vomit and then people will laugh oh my god I feel so sick."
"You're... Harry Styles." I chuckled.
"How the hell does that make me feel better?"
"Becuase...uh...I don't know but I doubt people would mind if you vomit on them. They're covered in Harry Style's vomit, come on.."
"Uh.. yeah because that makes me feel completely better.." he replied sarcastically.
"Just enjoy da rollercoasta that iz lyf" I cracked up, mocking Zayn.
"HEY, I CAN HEAR YOU." ZAYN SCREAMED, kicking my chair because he was behind me.
"AHHAHAH, that did make me feel better." Harry smiled.

As soon as we know it the ride starting rocking and within seconds we were going 360. Louis was screaming his head off but Harry remained quiet, covering his mouth. Later on as we all started to enjoy the ride, i noticed Harry had a big smile on his face as he started doing some "woohoos" as we went in a 360 degree motion. In a few minutes we got off and the boys were raving about it, Harry seemed super happy.

" . " he replied excitedly.
"And you were scared..." i chuckled.
"DON"T TELL ANYONE." He groaned. I nodded as we all continued going on rides and playing games which Harry won me a massive cuddly smurf toy. It was smurfette and I loved it, I have a strange obsession with smurfs anyway. Louis ended up winning a massive bear which he was going to send to his sisters and Liam won a cuddly turtle toy. We finished and it was nearly reaching 10 pm and went to go get some food and gelato as we continued walking around.

Just as I was going to finish my gelato, Harry ran and pushed it off my hand. I squealed in anger and chased after him throwing my half eaten burger which ended up splatting all over his back. Oh Snap.

"I'm...so...sorry..." I said as I puffed and ran to him.
"Apology... NOT ACCEPTED." He shouted, throwing French fries over my head.
"That's it.. FOOD FIGHT." I screamed.

Within seconds all the rest of the boys joined in and we ended up throwing food and icecream and water over each other. I had the least damage, whereas Harry got the most. His hair was filled with food and had sauce all over his face. Niall sat down because he didn't want to throw his food but Liam, Zayn and Louis decided to join in.

"I'm sorry guys, but food fights are prohibited here. I have to ask you to leave.." replied a worker in the theme park. "Oh.. are you boys One Direction? Whoa. Um, sorry but you guys still have to leave." She blushed as she noticed the boys smiling at her.

"Don't try to persuade her with your god damn smiles.." I chuckled.
"It failed right?" Harry sighed as he reached his arm over my shoulder and wiped the food off himself. We all exited the theme park and got back in the car which Liam suggested us to walk around the city because I knew my way around and it's absolutely gorgeous at night. Within 15 minutes we stopped at the deck which was near the aquarium and sat down and admired the waters.

"This is peaceful.." Zayn sighed, lying down on the floor gazing at the stars.
"I agree.." Niall replied and lied next to him
"I'm joining too.." Liam said as he ran and looked at the stars. Louis joined as well and it was just me and Harry sitting at the edge of the deck, our feet merely missing the water. We both still smelt like fast food and ketchup but Louis' perfume kind of helped, even though I smelt really masculine. I looked at Harry and noticed he was just staring at the water, playing with his fingers, his face emotionless yet thinking long and hard about something.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked, pulling my legs to my chest.
"Things..."
"What type of things?"
"Just, everything, y'know?"

I knew what exactly he was talking about. I decided to let my mind zone off as I stared along the beautiful city. This was where I grew up in and it still hasn't hit me that I'm leaving literally across the world, I never knew how much I'd miss my home. Then it finally hit me, that my boyfriend who've I have been with for nearly 2 years has cheated on me. With my best friend, who've I have known for nearly 5. I felt tears bubbling in my eyes as all the memories flooded my brain, when it came to my first kiss, to our first date, to the time of my first...time. Fuck sakes, stop crying you blubbering idiot. I bit my lip, in hope to stop as I looked away so no-one could see me. What if I didn't leave, would I still have him? Would he have still be mine? I rested my head on my knees and sighed, it's hard enough trying to cover up your emotions but it's harder to act as though you're not in love with someone. I guess I was losing feelings for him, time apart really did change how I looked at him and I'm just scared that I may be falling for someone else.

"Rose.. Rose, are you crying?" Harry asked.
"No..." I sighed, tears streaming as my voice slightly broke from my tears.
"Babe, come here..." Harry said quietly. I shook my head, refusing to move. "It's fine babe.." Harry said as he moved and wrapped his arms around me. His warmth wrapping around me felt soothing and peaceful, as he rested his head on my shoulder. My breathes starting becoming harder as my nose was clogged from the tears, I tried to close my eyes to try to stop but I couldn't.

"I'm sorry, I don't..." I tried to say.
"Why are you sorry for hun? You're human, you can cry. And you have every right to be.."
"I...I want to be more stronger.. I... "
"It just happened; you're strong enough to be here now. You may think the word's ending, that you feel like you're being punished for something ,but you're not. He did it. Not you, you deserve every happiness in the world. You are a beautiful person, whose been there for me and the boys and picked us up when we were at the lowest of our lows. You let me call you during the night if I'm upset but you're always willing to talk to me. It's usually hard for me to find girls who want to be my friends, besides them wanting to get in my pants or using for fame. You're the real deal, you're my friend, one of my best. And I can't imagine what would happen if you didn't walk into the store I met you, you have so much to give. Don't forget that."

I stopped and soaked in every world Harry said. He was right. I needed to pick myself up, I needed to love myself rather than constantly putting myself down because of others. In order for me to be strong I had to really appreciate what life has given me, a good opportunity, fantastic friends, loving family, a beautiful place to live, everything.

"Thanks Harry." I smiled, looking at him, not caring that I looked like a peace of shit. He smiled his gorgeous smile and moved a strand of hair that fell in front of my face.

"You want to know something?" He asked.
"Sure, anything."
"You know when I first met you, I fancied you, a lot."
"Why?" I asked, curiously.
"Well.. there was just something about you."