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Brendan had a hard time going to bed that night, if you know what I mean?

He thought about Steven a lot, wondering why he asked Steven out for dinner, was it a date; to him it was. He had a feeling that Steven only saw them as friends or maybe just as co-stars. Everything about Steven drives him manic. He shouldn't have watched that video of him and his ex, but he wanted to get to know how well he performs and boy oh boy does he know how to perform and look adorable in a school uniform.

Brendan thought about when he teased Ste about the mousse on his face and seeing him try licking it off. He wished he was the one licking it off him instead of using a finger and the chocolate was so good.

'I should be the one in control, I'm 14 almost 15 years older Brady, what the hell I'm I thinking? He says he thinks of me as a friend and this is what I do.

Grow up. So I have to have sex with him, so what it's my job, so what I've done it many times. Focus on the job at hand and don't scare him off' thought

Brendan.

'That means act your age and no more asking him out for dinner, no more cleaning his face and tasting it on my fingers, no more child's play' thought Brendan his mind going into over drive the first time in years. The first time feeling this way about another person in god knows how long and he's so young, with beautiful young children, piercing blue eyes' lips that taste like fruit and a smile that can drive any man gay.

Brendan got out of bed and put the light on he ran into the bathroom and started a cool shower to cool his body and his thoughts.

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Ste couldn't sleep, he was laid down in bed in the dark his body under the covers and his eyes open wide. He was turned to his right side on the bed, thinking about what had occurred that night.

'I love his lips on my neck, I love the way he says I look handsome even though

I look 12. Wonder why he asked me out for dinner, was it that he liked me as if asking me on a date, was it because I considered us as friends, was it because he thought of us as co-stars and wanted to be nice and for me to feel more comfortable with him knowing that I'm uncomfortable in this line of work. Does he do this with all his co-stars, does he make you feel like the most important person and then forget you even exist' thought Ste.

'No, he's not like that' thought Ste as he turned on his left side.

'I only know him for a few days and I can tell he's not like that. Am I nervous about the size of him, afraid it might hurt, I've never been with many men but he's a big boy'

Ste sat up in bed placed his feet on the floor, he put on the lamp on his night stand and walked out of the room. He walked into his children's room and checked that they were alright then he went to the bathroom and started a cool bubble bath to feel cool, calm, and relaxed.

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The alarm went off and Ste jumped out of bed. He looked around the room and for a second forgetting where he was then he shut the alarm off. He walked out of his room and checked on his children and they were sleeping soundly. He left the room and called Leanne asking if she wouldn't mind coming over the house to watch the kids which she didn't mind at all. Once off the phone he made himself

a banana and strawberry smoothie. Once done with that he prepared his children's meals mini grilled cheese sandwiches for Leah and for Lucas he put a handful of Cheerios in a Ziploc bag. He put milk into two sippy cups and placed them in the refrigerator. He ran into his room grabbed something to wear and ran into the bathroom for warm shower.

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Brendan shut off his alarm and got out of bed walked into the kitchen and made toast and jam with a glass of milk and a glass of orange juice. Once he was done eating he went into his room and picked out a black suit and red tie. Then he went into the bathroom for a warm shower.

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Ste arrived at the location without seeing Brendan, he wondered where he was but the people that where on the set had said that he hadn't arrived yet. Ste was confused about that but he went into his dressing room and got ready for the days shoot. Once he was in costume and makeup he walked over to Brendan's dressing room with script in hand and knocked on the door.

Ste waited for 10 minutes and Brendan never answered the door.

Ste walked back to his dressing room and waited for the announcement to let him

know when to be on set.

A half an hour went by still no announcement so Ste relaxed a bit on the couch reading the script, reading over what was to become of today's shoot. Brendan was supposed to take his shirt off and kiss down his chest teasing his nipples with his tongue and teeth before blowing on them and sucking on them. He was then supposed to kiss down his stomach and unzip his pants and pull them down and then get off the floor without giving him a blowjob. He was then supposed to take ahold of his hand and walk to the couch Brendan would then strip and lay on top of him grinding their crotches together while kissing him on the lips.

Just then the announcement was made to meet in the living room area of the set.

He walked out of his dressing room slowly feeling nervous as hell, hoping that

Brendan was there and that he knew his lines and that he knew what he was supposed to do to him.

When Ste got to the set Brendan was there in the navy suit with script in hand ready to film. Brendan saw Ste and put his script down.

Ste wanted to talk to Brendan but there was no time so they went to their spots and the director called action.

"Ash, I want you, I know you want me" said Brendan

"I do, Mr. Brooker, so badly."

Brendan kissed Ste's neck unbuttoned Ste's shirt and kissed more exposed skin, kissed down to Ste's left nipple licked and scrapped his teeth against it.

"That's it" said Simon

Brendan sucked on his left nipple after he was done with that one he went to the right one and did the same to that one.

Ste wanted to moan so badly due to how good it felt but he wasn't supposed to and he was angry with Brendan. He felt used like what had happened the day before or even the night before didn't even happen. Like Brendan was a stranger and didn't want any part of him except for sex on camera.

Brendan could tell that Ste was angry with him but he needed his space, he needed to cool down and stop thinking about Ste he had to be thinking as terms of Ash and Brooker. He knew he was being an ass but that's what he needed to do.

But it was so hard to think in character when all he thought of was how amazing

Ste looked and how he tasted. He stopped thinking about the age difference for a second and just enjoyed himself with Ste, Ste not Ash and himself Brendan not

Mr. Brooker.

"Can you guys redo all that, Ste you don't seem to be enjoying it" said Simon

"Not really sir"

"OK, take a 10 minute break and come back"

"Thank you sir" said Ste

Brendan walked over to Ste to talked to him but Ste had told him not to talk to him so he didn't he paced back and forth until he had to film again with Ste.

Brendan felt bad for hurting him.

When it was time to kiss down Ste's prefect skinny stomach he licked his navel.

He could tell that Ste was holding a moan or a laugh but he kept doing it, he tasted like heaven, while doing this action he was on his knees, a few seconds later he took Ste's pants off slowly first pulling it down by the waist then he slipped it down his perfect ass slowly squeezing it a little.

Ste couldn't believe how amazing Brendan was but thought he was teasing him, doing stuff to him that the script didn't call for; licking his navel for one and grabbing his ass as the second one but the director didn't seem to mind and even though he was pissed off with Brendan he didn't seem to mind either.

Brendan took a hold of Ste's hand and walked with him to the couch, he laid Ste down slowly on the couch, and slowly took off his navy suit jacket then his pants he left on the white button down shirt which was long enough to cover his hard penis.

The director told Ste to sit up a little and unbutton Brendan's shirt slowly Ste did as was asked of him but when he was eye level with Brendan's nipples he pitched one hard almost making Brendan moan. Ste helped Brendan out of his shirt and Brendan laid on top of him.

Brendan was grinding his crotch against Ste's and the director told them to moan so they did which was easy since Brendan and Ste felt the need to, Brendan kissed neck on the left side and whispered 'I'm sorry' in Ste's ear. Brendan sucked Ste's earlobe after whispering in it.

"Cut" said the director and Brendan stood up from the couch and helped Ste get up as well.

"That's it for today, see you both tomorrow" said Simon

"Yes sir, thank you" said Ste hurting to put on his costume.

Ste walked away from the set quickly and walked into his dressing room, he took a shower and let the tears fall, he didn't know why he was crying Brendan didn't mean anything to him, but he thought he was different, but he guessed that he was wrong about him and that was what hurt the most. Ste didn't have many friends the people around him looked down on him since he was a young father and a porn star the only person he thought he could trust and love him was Doug but he fell out of love with him, now he thought he could be friends with Brendan thought he was a nice guy, but he thought wrong and it sucked.

Ste let the water watch away the pain and the tears and dried off. Ste got dressed in the clothing he wore to the set and heard knocking at the door, he knew it was Brendan but didn't answer the door.

"I'm sorry Steven, I know it's not enough but I am a man of so few words. Don't know what else to so but I'm sorry. I'm leaving now wanted to say good night and see you tomorrow"

Ste heard Brendan walk away. He sat down on the couch and put his head down.

"Good night" whispered Ste