Thanks again for those comments, makes me so happy you all love it. I didn't know what I was going to do with this chapter but I hope you all enjoy it.

Lot of smut in this one again, but hey its porn so it's allowed.

It was nice to have the flat to himself for the first time in a long time, no screaming babies, not worrying if they needed to be changed, not worrying about feeding them but for Ste it was to quiet, he would have enjoyed Brendan's company but it was late and Brendan was probably asleep, wondering what he dreamed about; if he ever dreamed about him the way he dreams about him.

He wanted Brendan to kiss him good night so badly since he was afraid to make the first real move. His lips drive him crazy the way they are rough on his skin but gentle when he kisses him. The way he kisses him and touches him it's like he's been doing it forever, like he knows his body so well.

He would love to be able to kiss and touch him the same way, too bad it wasn't in the script to feel his thick member in his mouth to hear what kind of noises he would make if given the chance to really be with him.

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Brendan couldn't sleep he thought about the way he would make love to Steven , no he thought how Mr. Brooker would make love to Ash, oh who was he kidding he was making love to Steven slowly at first for him to get use to him to not hurt him then Steven would be begging to for more and he would give him more, first he would rim him slowly with his tongue along his crack to tease him, then open him up a little and lick the sides of him feeling Steven quiver then open him wide and lick hard, Steven would scream OMG in heaven, he would reach behind him to pull on his hair to make his tongue go in deeper and he would do it.

Few minutes later Brendan realized that he came from a wet dream not even realizing that he was asleep dreaming about him. Brendan was so totally fucked.

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The following morning on set Ste wasn't nervous, he forgot about the crew and cameras being there and focused on Brendan, focused on how Brendan made him feel, he made him feel alive, made him feel special, made him feel in ways wanted and he had never felt like it ever not even with Doug. He was excited to be finally over with the filming but sad too since he didn't know where this thing with Brendan was going to go, he was new to the whole gay dating scene and never asked anyone out before except asking Brendan to have dinner with him the night before. What would happen if he asked him out on a real date, would he laugh at him at how young he is, would he simply turn him down with a no we're better off being friends, or what would happen if he did say yes. Ste was so nervous about it all except finally not nervous on the set.

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Brendan was in set and he could tell how alive Steven was not a nervous bone in his body, not a quiver in his body, he smiled thinking that maybe he was the reason, that he made him comfortable and not afraid, he shouldn't be anyway he is amazing, the most caring man he had ever met, the way he speaks to the person he is with makes you feel special and that smile he displays all the time is like for you alone. Brendan wanted him so badly but so afraid to admit it to Steven, afraid that he wasn't good enough for him, afraid he would turn him done because of the age difference, but he would just have to be a man and suck it up and hope for the best and tonight or tomorrow night when he wasn't busy with his sister he would finally have the courage to ask him out.

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Brendan and Ste were on the couch naked facing each other.

"I want to fuck you bare" said Brendan as Mr. Brooker

Ste nodded his head.

Brendan leaned down and kissed Ste on the lips and slowly entered him, what the viewers did t know was beforehand Ste and Brendan used some lube so wouldn't hurt Ste.

Brendan entered Ste and the only thing that was on his mind was how tight he was, how amazing he felt around his dick, never felt anything like it. The camera moved around them and Brendan was aware of it but didn't care all he cared about was Steven, Steven with his fingers in his hair and tongue around his. He stopped kissing his lips and kissed his neck.

"You feel so good" whispered Brendan in Stevens ear which wasn't in the script, it shocked Ste a little but played along.

Steven thought it would hurt bad feeling Brendan in him but it didn't it felt amazing, he was incredible he had never felt like that with Doug, he was moaning the way he was supposed to, he was moving his body the way he was supposed to, but it came naturally to him it wasn't put on, it was real.

"Cut!" said the director.

Ste and Brendan stopped and Brendan got out of Ste and Ste missed it.

Ste and Brendan sat up from the couch and Kevin gave them towels to clean the sweat off their bodies.

"Are you OK?" asked Brendan to Ste concerned

"I'm fine" said Ste a bit out of breath.

"I have to admit, I was a bit afraid, it's been three months since I've been with my ex I thought it would hurt, but it didn't thank you."

"I told you I wouldn't try to hurt you. I hope you didn't mind what I whispered to you. Just trying to relax you"

"It's all good don't worry so much Brendan"

"OK"

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Later when the filming was over the crew clapped and cheered for Brendan and Ste and gave them glasses of Champaign since they all knew it was their last time working in the porn industry. Kevin and Simon patted Brendan and Ste on their backs and wished them good luck with whatever they planned on in the future.

Once Ste and Brendan were done on set they went to their separate dressing rooms and took showers.

When Brendan was done in the shower his mobile phone rang and it was Cheryl.

"What's up Chez, I was just on my way to the club like you told me to"

"Bring Steven along I'm sure he'll like the surprise as well"

"I can't just ask he does have a life of his own"

"Come on just ask"

"OK, alright I will"

"Good, see you both soon"

Brendan got off the phone and left his dressing room he walked to Steven's dressing room and knocked on the door.

Ste opened the door to his dressing room; he was shocked to see Brendan in jeans since he usually wore suits.

'Damn he fits those jeans nicely' thought Ste.

"I thought you would have left by now for your surprise" said Ste

"My sister invited you to come as well"

"That's really kind of her, but I don't have anyone to baby sit me kids"

"Yeah that's what I thought, why don't you bring them, I'm sure she wouldn't mind."

"Are you sure?"

"More than sure, it's a big night for the both of us and I'd really like it if you came with me"

"Thanks, I have to go home and change and get me kids ready"

"That's fine; I'll just call up my sister letting her know that we'll be a little late"

"OK, thanks again"

"You're welcome"

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After Ste changed into black skinny jeans and a gray sweater and got his kids dressed up he took out the stroller and walked with Brendan to the club.

"By the way you look good in jeans" said Ste out loud

"Thanks, so do you"

When they got to Chez Chez they couldn't go up the stairs with the stroller so they walked in from the first floor which lead to the dance floor. Chez was there to greet them with a loud scream of surprise and Brendan's friends back home from Ireland were there and his sons were which they greeted their dad with huge hugs and Brendan was over the top happy to see them.

"My boys, when did you get back?"

"Auntie chez, cold us a few days ago to come we told mum we wanted to go see ye."

Brendan hugged his sons tightly.

"Who is this handsome young thing?" asked Cheryl looking at Ste

"Hi, nice to meet you, I'm Steven, you can call me Ste and these are me kids

Leah and Lucas, thank you for inviting us"

"Nice too meet you Ste, I love children and your's are adorable"

"Thanks"

"Nice too meet you Ste, I'm Declan and this is my brother Padraig."

"You can call me Paddy"

"Nice to meet you both, your dad has missed you a lot"

"It's true" said Brendan seriously

"Come, come. I have a surprise for you" said Cheryl pulling on her brother's hand

Ste, his children, and Brendan followed Cheryl over to a table that was set up for the bash; there on the table was a huge cake with the names Brendan and Steven on it.

Ste blushed.

"Cheryl you didn't have to do this" said Ste in shock.

"Yes I did, any friend of Brendan's is a friend of mine."

"I appreciate it"

"Cake" said Lucas

"I love cake" said Leah

Ste and Brendan laughed.

"I love cake too" said Brendan to Ste's children.

The night was filled with so much fun and laughter.

Ste and Brendan danced together and Cheryl watched his kids for him and

Brendan's kids watched their father have fun for the first time in a very long time. They all fell in love with Ste they thought he was good for Brendan his sons loved the fact that Ste made their father happy and not so grumpy.

Cheryl walked over to Brendan once she asked Declan to watch Leah and Lucas. She excused herself when she pushed Brendan to the side leaving Ste to dance with his kids baby sitter.

"What's going on between you two?" asked Cheryl

"Nothing"

"Don't nothing me, I've never ever seen you like this before around anyone, I see it your kids see it."

"OK, OK, yes I like him alright I'm just too nervous to say anything."

"Why?"

"Come on, we are so different, I'm 15 years older, he probably thinks of me as just a friend or worse just a co-star."

"I don't see any difference and I just met him. So you're almost 15 years older but you act like your 15, you had the same career as him and on the same day you both ended it, you both have children, and what I can tell, he's crazy about you just as much as you are him"

Brendan thought hard about what Cheryl said and it was true but about him liking him as well could really be so.

"Look if you want go take a walk with him, tell him. Don't worry about Leah and

Lucas I'll watch them for him."

Brendan thanked his sister and hugged and kissed her.

Brendan walked over to Steven and asked if they could go for a walk and that

Cheryl said that she would take care of his children while on the walk.

Ste nodded his head and left the club with Brendan.

"What's going on Brendan?"

"There's so much I want to tell you and ask you but you know I'm not a man with many words"

Ste nodded his head.

"Yeah I know all that"

Brendan was pacing back and forth outside of Chez Chez.

His mind screaming stop being an idiot and tell him already.

"Look I have to be honest with you."

"About"

"OK, don't be mad, with what I have to tell you"

"I won't I promise."

"Alright, it started the first night we met, after I said bye to you at the pond, I bought one of your video's, just for research, to know your style and what not"

Ste laughed out loud like seriously laughing out loud.

"What's so funny?"

"Sorry for laughing. I bought one of yours too, you know for um research."

"Oh"

"Anything else you wanted to tell me?" asked Ste

"Yeah, the video turned me on and made me jealous about the guy you were with and now I know he was your ex."

"Oh really? That was before we filmed."

"I know"

"Well being honest I too was turned on by you and your tight police outfit"

"Really?"

Ste nodded.

"Truth is, I haven't stopped thinking about you since the moment we met" said

Ste

"Same here, been thinking about the right words to ask you out of an official first date but too uncomfortable, too scared you'd tell me no"

Ste walked over to Brendan slowly.

"You already asked me out and I said yes. But to be totally honest I've been wanting to ask you out on an official first date and worried that you would laugh and say no but the truth is you already said yes"

"I never thought about it that way"

Ste was so close to Brendan that Brendan could smell his cologne.

"Brendan can you please kiss me?"

"With pleasure"

Brendan cupped Ste's cheeks in his hand and brought the lips together and a real first kiss away from the crew and away from the lights and cameras. This was real and so much better than any dream or any scene they filmed together.