Author note: Thanks to all of your reviews because without them I couldn't have continued.

I was really upset and anxious because I thought that my story wasn't good enough and I was anxious about what to write about his past (I mean kiriha's past).

Special thanks to Asarikou-chan.

I will hide my precious Kiriha's brother name, but of course I will reveal it later.

Sorry for my stupidity. I took a year to update. Guys if u want to punish me in the face u have every right to do that, but from

Disclaimer: I do not own digimon or the characters. I own only the plot and Kiriha's twin.

The forgotten past

It was a raining day. I stood looking upon the window. My mother told me that we were going to move to another house, but she didn't tell me why we would move. However, I knew everything. I knew that my father's subordinates betrayed us. They took everything from us, our home, father's company and everything. That didn't matter to me as long as I had my twin brother to support and comfort me. My brother was the only one that I could rely on and cry on his shoulder without hearing any scolding words. My father told him that crying is for the weak and he shouldn't cry and became strong.

I was 9 years old back then. It's been a year since then and I am 10 years old now. We moved to an apartment. It didn't matter to sleep with my twin in the same room at least he can comfort me if I had nightmares. I was walking around the apartment waiting painfully for anyone to enter home, but it was just me and the white boring walls around me. It's been a day since mom and my twin left. I didn't ask father because I knew the punishment would be hard. I knew something was wrong. I guess I will try to ask him tomorrow no matter what punishment I get.

In a cloudy day, father came back earlier than usual. He didn't look good. His clothes were a mess. He looked as if he was drunk. Mom haven't been home in two days. When I asked him about their place, he screamed at me and slapped me. I knew something wasn't right. I heard him screaming at me.

'SHUT THE HELL UP! EVERYTHING HAPPENED BECAUSE OF ARE WEAK!'

'Father what's wrong? I want to see mom and nii-san,' I said while I was trying to dry my tears

' YOUR MOM AND THAT NII-SAN OF YOU DIED. HAPPY NOW? YOU WANTED TO KNOW SO BADLY! HERE IT IS. THEY ARE DEAD. GO TO YOUR ROOM AND PACK. WE ARE MOVING OUT OF THIS FUCKING HOUSE!'

'You are lying. They can't die.' I was shocked of what he said I couldn't believe it.

'YES, THEY DIED. BELIEVE IT OR NOT.' He was heartless to me then. I guess no one could blame him for what happened, but still It was wrong of him to take his anger on me. Then suddenly I noticed tears rolling down his cheeks. Tears that were similar to mine. He was crying. It was the first time I saw my heartless father crying. Yet focusing on his expressions. Maybe I imagined those tears...

Everything fell apart for me after that. I couldn't believe it. The warmth and love that filled my little cold apartment is gone. Then who will love me? Who will comfort me if I had nightmares? Will I be alone with my cold hearted and heartless father? I don't know what to do. Please let it be a dream, please a dream... a dream.

It's been two years since their death. Two awful, cold and lonely years. I started being cold with everyone. They weren't bad or anything. It's just that I don't like anyone near me, especially girls. I hated them since the day I met that girl, Ayui.

I knew it. No one can be trusted in this life, not even family. They tell you that they are always beside you, but when you need them most they leave. Just like mom and nii-san. They left… died. Why is life so cruel? Why does it like to torture us emotionally?

After everything I learned my lesson. In this cruel world, you can be two things weak or strong. Those who are strong must crush down the weak, treat them badly and coldly. Death, death is one of the cruel things. It torture both the alive and dead. Betrayal, betrayal is the worst. I learned that from my father's subordinates and Ayui.

I aonuma Kiriha had turned from a kindhearted and loving person to a cold, calm and bullying person. In my school I bullied those who come near me and those weak kindhearted persons. I just hated the way they trust everyone. I am giving them a lesson. A lesson that will teach them how cruel life is. I want them to forget how to smile warmly just like how I forgot it.

I forgot to mention I am the top student in my school. I am not a nerd or something, I just don't have anything better than studying to do. Well except doing house chores like washing dishes, cooking and other chores. I always try the recipes that mom left me. When I was young I used to watch mom when she cooks. I and nii-san tried cooking together one time. It was fun, but it's gone.

Father. I hate him! He blamed me for everything bad that happen in the world. He beats me sometimes when he's drunk. I tried everything to make him love me, at least stop beating me and blaming me. He drinks nearly everyday. He doesn't even work. I work at a dinner. I clean the house. I study for school. Everything is I. I want to break free. I want to go to a place where I don't have to do these things. I want to be with mom and nii-san.

Until that day, that unforgettable day that I heard that voice. The voice that set me free. It gave me that weird looking device that made me go to the world where I am free. No one controls me. No father, no school or stupid teachers.

I am finally free.

FINALLY I UPDATE IT!

I hope you enjoy it.

I decided to make my chapters longer and update faster.

But I hope school doesn't get in the way

I wish Kiriha had a twin brother. That would be cute.

Review, please review so I know what I can do later so I know that someone is reading and I did well, okay. Then, that is a deal between me and you guys