Sebastian could get used to waking up and looking at Kurt. Four months, four months they've been living together and he was still so fucking in love with that boy. However, today he wasn't lying next to him in his usual position; entangled in Sebastian with his head tucked under the taller boy's chin. It took Sebastian a few moments to register this before sighing and moving from the bed. It must have been that time of the month.

Sebastian shuffled into the bathroom and brushed his teeth, deciding he couldn't make his hair look any better; her threw on his glasses and made his exit.

"123… Tuesday… I'm coming down soon I promise… Alright…" Sebastian picked Kurt up and set him down on his lap in one swift motion causing a laugh from Kurt. "stop." He whispered raising his eyebrows.

Seb raised his hands in agreement and kissed Kurt's lips quickly. "Yes, okay dad, I miss you too; Alright bye." He hung up the phone and turned toward his boyfriend.

"My dad's fine, Finn's fine, Carol's fine." He got up and moved toward the kitchen. "What do you want for breakfast, I was thinking I stop at vogue for a bit after and we can spend the rest of the day together."

"Kurt," He shuffled over to the pale boy and wrapped his arms around him. "You should fly down and see them soon."

He turned to face Sebastian and threaded his finger through his hair. "Not yet Ok, not till the school year is over and I know Blaine is gone."

Sebastian roughly slammed his hands on the counter and bit his lip. "Why does that asshole affect you so much?"

"He doesn't… Ok, he does, but he was my first everything, he kind of always will."

"Well forget about him."

Kurt looked hurt. "What do you think I have been trying to do? I'm gaining weight; I'm seeing a therapist; I got a job, I am doing all I can, but some scars go deep okay." He shuffled away from the younger boy. "Eggs and bacon good with you, good." He began looking through the fridge.

"I'm sorry but it kind of sucks to be in a relationship with you and always know someone else is more important."

"He's not, you mean everything okay, it's just, I can't forget everything he has done to me so quickly, and I want to hate him, I want to forget but I can't do that."

"Then were going to see him, no, you're going to see him…"

"What!"

"You need the closure Kurt, and you will never be happy until you have that."

Kurt looked completely struck. "But what if, what if I go back to him…"

"Then you go back; then we weren't meant to be; but you won't do that, I sure hope not."

Blaine's POV

Who in the hell knocks on someone's door at 3 in the morning. I shuffled down my steps slowly, if they made the effort to come here they can make the effort to wait.

"IM COMING."

Of course my dad wasn't here and my mom was knocked out drunk somewhere so I was left to get my ass up and answer this.

"Who is-" I stopped mid-sentence after seeing who was at my door.

"Hi." He said lowly; he was scared, even after all this time he was still scared of me.

"Hi."

"Your parent's home?"

I shook my head silently and moved out the way so he could come in.

"I won't be long, and sorry for coming her at this hour, my plane leaves in 2 hours and I had to make this stop while I was still here."

The room filled with uncomfortable silence. "You ripped my heart out you know." I smirked and leaned against the marble counter top. "Yet I'm really fucking proud of you,"

"I'm proud of myself."

"You look great by the way." I complemented on his new size. "You never had any fat before."

"Look Blaine, I don't even really know why I'm here but… what you did to me really sucked you know, and no matter what I do or where I go I always remember it."

"You want me to say sorry?"

He look conflicted before shaking his head. "Not unless you feel the need to."

"Well, sorry?"

"Don't worry, I didn't come here for that, its people like you who make people like me feel like they deserve nothing you know. I might deserve an apology but I don't want it, because it won't mean anything to you. I came here to prove to myself I guess… to prove I never needed you to make me happy."

"So you came to rub it in my face." I laughed. "Because there are plenty more idiots like you out there." I need to learn to shut up.

This caused him to laugh loudly, loudly enough that it could have woken my mom from her alcohol induced coma. "I don't care about what you do Blaine! For once this isn't about you, I came here because I wanted to know I could be around you and not fall into that state of psychotic but now I see I'm way more stable without you."

He lifted up his shirt to show me bruises and cuts scattered across his back that made me jump a little.

"Don't worry, they weren't all you, they were people you hired, and the rest were self-inflicted." The word rolling of his tongue like water.

"You never told me about that…"

"Don't try and play dumb, you knew exactly what I was doing, and you knew exactly what you were doing."

"Maybe." I sighed, somewhat coming to terms with my actions but in no way was I giving him that full satisfactory.

"YOU BROKE ME YOU ASSHOLE, AND I RAN BACK LIKE AN IDIOT BECAUSE I LOVED YOU AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING YOU WOULD HAVE ASKED OR TOLD ME. But that was never the Kurt Hummel I was, and I'll never be that Kurt Hummel again, because I fucking deserve to be happy… and you do too."

He grabbed him coat and walked to the door before turning back again. "I'll see you in hell."

A/N: ok that was short I know but it was supposed to be, the next chapter will be the last (eternal tears) but I just want to thank you all for reading this, even if you only tolerated it because you had nothing better to do, it honestly mean the world to me.

SUPER plot twist next chapter, NO EPILOUGE, and if you don't cry next chapter you are a heartless cold fuck and you should be ashamed (not really)

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Adios- RadHadder