A/N So I know I said that I would only do two more chapters, which if my math is correct (I hope so I'm a math major) this would be my last chapter. However the story got away from me and my last chapter became two, and now maybe three. So this is so not the end. Oh so I know this was lacking in other chapters so let me repeat the utter sorrow that is my lack of rights to criminal minds. So on that sad note, go forth and Reid.

Morgan sat deep in thought. He was trying desperately to sort out all that had happened in the last couple of days. Morgan leant back against the chair, running his hands over his head; his mind began to wonder to a night two days earlier.

Morgan sat up in bed, with Reid cuddled up to his side, both reading very different books. "You know," Morgan started closing his book and looking at his boyfriend, "six months ago this bed was purely for sleep and sex. What have you done to me, kid?"

"I think I like the change," Reid smiled, "but that's not to say I don't like the aforementioned uses for your bed."

"Now that's what I'm talking about." Morgan growled, sliding onto Reid.

"Ah, Derek, my book" Reid whined.

Morgan laughed, "God, do you know how hot you are right now?" Reid blushed, but before he could answer, Morgan's lips were on his.

An hour later, Morgan lay exhausted with his arms out, while Reid claimed one of those arms as his new pillow wrapping his own arm across the older man's chest. The two were silent, bathing in the joy of the moment.

Red finally broke the silence, "You know, I think you ripped my book."

"What?" Morgan turned his head, confused.

"Well after you squished it and threw it across the room, I think it ripped." Reid responded. Morgan chuckled. "It's not funny, I like my books" Reid pouted.

"Oh don't pull that face on me I'm too tired for another round." Morgan smiled. Reid just looked at him in confusion. Seeing this Morgan supplied, "Every time you pout, I can't control myself, all I wanna do is rip your clothes off."

"Oh" was Reid only reply, other than turning red again.

"You really don't know how sexy and attractive you are do you?" Morgan asked. Reid just looked up at his boyfriend. "I've told you maybe a thousand times right?"

"Well actually-" Reid began, but Morgan put a finger to lips effectively stopping the genius.

"Don't start on the genius stuff either; it's almost as bad as the pouting." Morgan said with a smile. Reid smiled but it didn't reach his eyes. It was his eyes that told the truth; they were swimming in doubt and fear. Morgan's smile turned to a frown, "So why don't you believe me? What's wrong?"

Reid shifted, rolling onto his back, "I just have never been," he stopped, taking a breath before beginning again, "I've never been good enough." Morgan was about to speak up, but Reid continued, "I understand that my insecurities are pointless, especially when I have someone as wonderful as you in my life, but I can't help but think about everyone who's left me. I was never good enough for someone to stay long, they always left, or hurt me, or never even gave me a chance." Reid finished, a few stray tears escaped from his eyes.

"Oh, baby" Morgan pulled Reid into his arms, hugging him strongly. "You are more than good enough. You are too good, way too good." Morgan let Reid go, seizing his head in his hands, "Now you listen here, I will never leave you. I will never hurt you. I love you, more than I could ever begin to tell you. Let me repeat I will never ever leave you, baby boy. You are my life." Morgan's eyes began to fill with tears, "Don't you understand that? You are my world. I could never even think to leave you."

"Oh Derek, I know. I know." Reid cried desperately clinging to his boyfriend. "I just have been hurt so many times, and I-I could never handle you leaving me. I love you so much. You fill all the emptiness I feel, you replace every craving I have ever felt, you are my everything." Reid stopped before continuing again, "I just get so insecure sometimes, but I know you'd never hurt me. I know that you love me." Reid finished laying his head back onto Morgan's arm.

Morgan hugged the young man tightly, whispering into his hair "I will never leave you." Reid nodded, relaxing into Morgan's chest.

The two were both breathing heavy with emotion, but soon their breathing evened out into a deep sleep.

Morgan smiled sadly at the irony of the situation. 'We never discussed you leaving me did we Spence?' Morgan thought. Yesterday had been horrible, from the very beginning. Morgan thought back to it.

A cell phone ringing woke Morgan from a peaceful sleep.

"JJ, please tell me we don't have a case." Morgan begged into the phone.

"Sorry, but we do." JJ began. Morgan continued to listen as JJ told him to report back to Quantico.

"Ya, I'll tell Spencer." Morgan assured her. Upon hearing his name Reid sat up, and watched as Morgan put his phone down.

"Another case?" Reid whined, a small pout starting.

"Uh-uh, none of that." Morgan tsked. "Now be a good boy and go get in the shower while I make us some coffee." Morgan said with a parental tone. Reid shook his head but complied nonetheless.

Morgan busied himself in the kitchen, while Reid got ready for work. Soon Reid came strolling into the room, smiling as he saw his coffee already made and in his mug. Reid sipped it slowly, with a huge smile growing on his face.

Morgan interrupted his joy, "Is it sad that I'm a little jealous that coffee makes you that happy?"

Reid laughed, "Aw but you forget who made me this coffee." He put his mug down and walked over to his lover. Snaking his arms around Morgan's waist, Reid pulled the darker man towards him, giving him a long and passion filled kiss. Pulling back Reid whispered in his lover's ear, "Thanks again for the coffee, and for everything."

"God, I love you" Morgan said before claiming Reid's mouth. After a couple of minutes the two broke apart. "Ok, I have to go get ready. You finish your coffee, maybe eat some breakfast for a change and I'll be ready in ten" Morgan said before rushing off to get ready.

Reid decided he'd have some cereal. He had just finished when Morgan walked back into the room. "Ah good, you ate" Morgan noted cracking a smile.

"Yes I ate. It's a miracle." Reid retorted, "Now can we go?"

Morgan smiled, "Ya come on."

If only the day had continued with the joy of that morning. Morgan hadn't felt this lost in a long time. He didn't know what he could do to fix this, and it didn't help that memories kept haunting his thoughts. Morgan couldn't help but think back to walking into work the previous day. "We had no idea" he muttered.

A/N Uh oh? What happened? Just a warning there will be NO CHARACTER DEATH. I hate it, because it makes me sad.

Oh so a little more background, Morgan and Reid have been together for roughly six months, Reid has been essentially living with Morgan since they started dating but still retains his apartment, and only the team knows about the relationship. So in the field and at work they have to find it.

Oh so ya to respond to B2, no Gideon will never be a part of my stories. I just never really liked the character, or what happened with him. Don't get me wrong, he played a crucial role in the show, just for me it's all in the past. I also don't think I could write him well, or people's reaction to him. But Garcia and the girls will so be helping Morgan, don't you worry about that. :)

Don't forget to review please, I like hearing what you have to think.