I am so, so, so, SO sorry to those who have been waiting for another chapter. Life has been pretty darn hectic. I have been on foal watch (Yes, I'm a horse girl!) and it's been crazy. All foals are born and all going good. Real life has been kicking my ass, and have had a few problems lately but I will try to update regularly now. I hope you enjoy this chapter, I think it's the longest one I've written.
I don't have a BETA, so all mistakes are mine.
Disclaimer: owners all things Twilight. I just wish I own Edward, Emmett and Jasper.
I wake up and open my eyes and the first thing I see is Edwards sleeping face. His eyelashes fan over his cheeks and his mouth is in a little pout. One of those cute sleeping pouts. I want to kiss him. I don't though, because he looks like he's enjoying his sleep.
I quiety extract myself from him, get off my bed and then quickly pull on some comfy clothes. I go into my bathroom and do my business, quickly splashing some water on my face before I leave.
"There you are." Edward says from my bed.
"Afternoon." I say, checking the clock and seeing that it's 3:30pm.
Should I ask him to stay for dinner? Should I make him leave? Jesus, Bella. Why are you so awkward.
"Um, do you want to stay for dinner?" I ask him.
"I'd love to but I'm supposed to be going to my parents for dinner tonight." He says as he gets up out of my bed.
I bite my lip to stop the moan that comes out of my mouth when I see his naked body. He puts his clothes back on that we brought back into the room with us. I'm a little disappointed that he doesn't have clothes on.
"Oh okay." I feel a bit rejected, but it's cool. He has to have some time with his parents. He has things to catch up on. Ten long years of things to catch up on.
His phone suddenly rings and I try not to listen to him talking so I go into my bathroom and fiddle with things. I can't help but listen though.
"Sorry, Alice. I was busy... No, I'm not out screwing everything that walks... No, yes. I will be there soon, okay? Yes, I missed you too. Okay, I love you, bye." I hear him say from my room.
Who is Alice? Is Alice an old girlfriend? He misses her, and loves her. Oh crap. What have I gotten myself tangled into? Why did I have to go and do this? Just have sex with a guy who only just went on a date with, Bella. Great idea. How can you be so stupid?
I walk out of my bathroom and see him sitting on the edge of my bed putting on his shoes. His hair is everywhere and I fight the urge to go and run my fingers through it.
"I have to get going, my sister called and wants me to go see her before dinner with my parents." He says and stands up and walks towards me.
I do a little dance inside, and breathe a huge sigh of releif. Alice is his sister, not a girlfriend. Jumping the gun like always, Bella.
"That's cool." I smile at him.
I walk him out to the front door and we linger there for a bit.
"So, uh, I will call you, okay?" He says and fidgets with his hands.
He looks a little flustered and I don't know why. It's funny though.
"Why are you fidgeting?" I ask him and laugh.
"Well, I was wondering if I could get a kiss goodbye?"
I accidently laugh out loud. Really? He's flustered over wanting a kiss goodbye? We just fucked like bunnies and he's worried I will say no to a kiss goodbye?
"We just had great sex and you're getting fidgety over asking for a goodbye kiss? Come here you big goof."
I grab the back of his neck and pull him down so I can kiss him. His arms wrap around my waist and the kiss gets rather heated pretty quickly. His hands slide down to cup my ass and he pulls me against him. I can feel his erection against my stomach and I run my fingers through his hair, pulling slightly. He groans and pushes me up against the nearest wall, his hands finding their way up my shirt to cup my braless boobs.
I finally take a breath when his mouth goes to my neck to kiss and nip it.
"Edward." I breathe, "You need to go meet your sister. You have to stop or I'm going to rip your pants off and ride you right here on the ground." I moan loudly as he bites my neck and grinds his erection into my stomach.
"Fucking hell you are so hard to resist." Edward says as he pulls away and adjusts himself in his pants.
I'm sure we both look like we just had a hot make out session, because well, we did. I reach up and fix his hair, as much as I can because I've realised it just does what it wants.
"Sorry." I say innocently and smile at him.
"I need to go before I bend you over the couch over there and fuck you." He says and turns around to walk towards the door.
Oh no he didn't.
I walk up behind him, wrapping my arms around him and slipping my hand into his pants, quickly finding his still hard cock and stroking it a few times. He lifts his hand up in front of him to lean on the door and his head falls forward.
"Bella, if you keep that going, I will come all over your hand and in my pants. As much as I want to come right now, It will be extremely comfortable to drive in."
He pulls my hand out of his pants and before he can turn around, I've taken my shirt off so I'm standing in just my underwear and my comfy yoga pants.
Edward turns around and his eyes darken, they're filled with lust and he pushes me backwards until I'm against the arm of my couch.
"Fuck it. Hold on, this won't take long."
He quickly turns me around and pushes my shoulders, making me bend over and put my arms on the arm of the couch. He steps back and pulls my yoga pants and underwear down. I hear what sounds like him take his jeans off and then I feel a whack on my ass.
"Fuck, what was that?" I ask and turn my head so I can see him.
"That was my belt, and that's for making me late to see my sister. Now hold on."
Before I can even hold on properly, he slams into me and starts thrusting roughly. I moan loudly, and push back against him, meeting his thrusts.
"Holy fuck, Edward. Faster"
He does just that and grabs my hips roughly, fucking me fast and hard and I feel like he's in my stomach. He reaches around and rubs my clit.
"Fucking come for me, Bella. Come all over my cock."
As soon as his words leave his mouth, I'm coming hard and I swear I see stars. I scream out his name and he follows soon after me.
He lays his chest against my back and catches his breath. My legs are shaking and if I don't sit soon I think I will fall over. He pulls out and straight away I feel empty.
We put our clothes on and I go clean myself up. Edward laughs when I nearly fall over.
"Shut up. My legs are jelly." I say and walk him towards the door.
"At least I can now say I've fucked someone so hard their legs turned to jelly." He winks at me and opens my front door.
"Stop talking about fucking, otherwise you will never leave." I say to him and push him out the door, following behind.
"It's tempting, but I don't think my parents would be too happy about me not going to dinner. My sister is probably going to call again soon."
I give him a quick kiss goodbye, and he gets in his car and drives off.
I close my front door and sigh. What will I do now? I check the time on the clock on the wall. 4:30pm. We wasted a bit of time. I hope his sister isn't too angry that he's late. He can blame me if he wants.
I don't even know if his family knows about me. Would he tell them about me? I'm sure the visited him while he was in prison. He could have told them then, or perhaps he hasn't even told them anything. I'd like that though because then I wouldn't have to meet them. I'm so awkward when meeting new people. Especially parents of boyfriends.
Is that what we are? Are we boyfriend and girlfriend? We haven't talked about it so I'd say no. I'll say we're just friends. Friends who have sex with each other. Friends with benefits. Fuck buddies. Yeah.
I'm sitting on the couch watching TV when Alice gets home. I hear the clicking of her heels on our wooden floorboards. You can always hear the clicking of Alice's heels.
"Hey girlfriend." She says as she puts her bag and magazines on our little table.
She takes a seat and I ask her about her day and she asks me about mine. I tell her what happened. I tell her all of it, but I don't give her all the details and I don't tell her that we fucked agaisnt the couch she's sitting on.
"You had sex with him?" She bursts out.
"I know, I know. It's soon and we haven't hung out that much in person. But I don't know. I just feel close to him. I know a lot about him."
"Hey, I'm not judging you. I think it's great that you finally got laid, " She laughs and I punch her in the leg. "And I think it's great that you both know a lot about each other. Maybe you can finally get a guy in your life."
We spent the rest of the day and night watching movies and talking like girls do. I mention fucking on the couch and she is grossed out and vows to never touch or sit on the couch again.
We go to our separate rooms around 2:30am which is probably a bad idea since I have to work in the morning, but it was good and I really needed a little girls night.
My alarm goes off at 6:45am and as much as I want to hit snooze, I know I can't. I drag myself out of bed, feeling sluggish and tired. Staying up last night definitely wasn't a good idea. I feel like I've been hit by a train. I stay in the shower for a bit too long, and have to dress quickly. I slap on some makeup, not really fussed, but just something to make me look like I am in fact awake.
While I'm shoveling down my cereal I get a message on my phone.
Hey pretty lady. Hope I don't wake you. Missed you last night, can I see you today? - Edward.
I scrunched up my face, knowing that I will be at work until 5pm, and barely have time to see him. I quickly type back a message and put my bowl in the sink.
Hey handsome. I'm already up, gotta go to work. Finish at 5, but lunch break is at 1, call me then. Missed you too. - Bella.
I laughed at myself, anyone would think we're a couple that have been together for years. Matter of fact, we haven't really established what we are. Are we a couple? Or just fuck buddies? I will have to have a chat to Edward about that.
I get a reply from Edward as I'm driving to work, I check it when I get to work and it's just him saying he will call on my lunch break.
I walk into the reception of the daily newspaper and I'm greeted by Irina, the receptionist.
"Good morning, Bella." She says in a somewhat fake cheery voice.
"Morning, Irina." I say and go on through to the editors office.
"Ah, there you are Bella." Aro, editor of the newspaper, says and stands up when I enter his office.
"Here I am." I kind of laugh. I wouldn't really call it a laugh, more like a nervous chuckle.
"We've got a busy day today, so you'll be on your feet a lot. I have a proposition for you, about your own column in the newspaper. You can say no if you don't feel comfortable with that."
I swear my jaw hits the floor.
"Seriously? I'm so all for it. Do you have anything in mind for what my column will be about?" I ask, sitting down in the chair in front of his desk.
"I have seen some of your work, and want you to have your own little column in journalism. I will give you jobs to do, like get you to go out to places for a story. Just simple things until I feel as though you can do the front page stuff."
I gasp. I'm shocked.
"You think I could get my stuff on the front page?" I ask him. My stuff is good, but I don't think it's that good.
"Of course, Bella. You just need to work a little. Starting tomorrow though, we have a lot to do today."
We say goodbye and I get to work. Ordering coffees, fetching things, kissing ass and being excited about having my own column. Lunch time rolls around and at 1pm on the dot, I get a call from Edward.
"Hello Edward."
"Hey sexy." He manages to make my knees weak over the phone.
"How are you?" I ask him as I walk out of the building.
"Better now that I can see you."
What? I quickly look around and sure enough, Edward is leaning against his car smirking.
I hang up my phone and shove it into my handbag, and walk over to Edward faster than I usually walk.
As soon as I'm close enough he pulls me against him and kisses me hard.
"How is work?" He asks, his arms still around me.
"Great. I get my own small column which is exciting. How is... whatever you have done today?" I ask him.
He chuckles, "That's great, Bella. What is your column about?" He asks, "And I've just been sitting around."
I tell him about my column as we walk down the street to the nearest cafe. We get a table towards the back where there aren't many people. Our waiter takes our orders and I check the time. Still have 45 minutes. Thank god for one hour lunch breaks.
Edward puts his arm over the back of the chair we're sitting on and gets as close to me as he possibly can.
"Edward, were you sitting around your house just waiting for me to go on my lunch break?" I ask him, laughing quietly.
"I might have." He admits and I laugh.
I don't get to laugh for long because his lips are on mine and he's kissing me like he means it. The hand that isn't on the back of our chair goes to my neck and he slightly massages with his thumb. I try hard not to moan in this little cafe, but it's difficult.
Edward pulls away and flashes a huge smile.
"You are going to get me in trouble with your mouth one day." I say and frown.
"What do you mean?" He asks as our waiter comes to put our food down.
I got a salad sandwich and Edward got an egg and lettuce sandwich. We also got coffees, which you have to get if you go to a cafe. It's just logic.
"Well one day I'm not going to be able to keep my moan inside and I'm going to moan out loud and embarras myself." I say and stuff my face with my sandwich. I didn't realise how hungry I was.
"But I like when you moan. It definitely wouldn't embarras me" He grins.
We each our food and Edward starts getting handsy. His hand is on my thigh, and he is slowly moving it up higher. I close my legs to stop him, and he moves his head closer to mine.
"Open your legs, Bella. Now."
I don't think I've ever opened my legs so quickly, and I think Edward could get me to do anything if he talks like that.
"Good girl."
His hand quickly moves up my thigh, under my skirt and between my legs. He rubs his fingers over the thin lace of my thong and I know by now I'm dripping. His magical fingers moves my thong to the side and I have to bite my lip when he rubs my clit.
I look around the cafe and nobody is watching us. Nobody knows what is going on under the table. Thank god there is a long table cloth.
Edward slides two fingers inside me and I nearly explode right there. His thumb rubs my clit and I feel my orgasm so close.
I grab Edward's leg and squeeze it.
"Can we please go back to your car? I have 25 minutes until I have to get back to work and I want to fuck you."
Edward pulls his hand out and I fix myself up. Edward pays for our food, and we quickly make our way back to his car. Edward starts it and he drives around a little bit until we find a secluded car park surrounded by trees.
As soon as Edward stops the car I take my seatbelt off and straddled him. He awkwardly got his seatbelt off and I grabbed his face and kissed him hard.
"We don't have long, do you have a condom? Less mess." I said as I reached down to undo his pants and free his cock from his jeans.
"In the glove box." He says undoes the buttons on my shirt, quickly cupping my bra covered boobs. I lean over and try to reach the glove box, but end up twisting my body and end up somewhat on my hands and knees.
Without warning, edward lifts up my skirt, moves my thong to the side and slides his fingers in. He fucks me with his fingers roughly and it's quite difficult to get the condom out. I find it and quickly sit back, making Edward move his hands.
I hand the condom to him and take a quick look around outside, nobody around. Good. I take my shirt and bra off while I wait for Edward.
"Hurry up and ride me baby." Edward says and grabs my hips.
I move my thong to the side again and I slam down on his cock, both of us moaning out loud. It's fast and it's rough and I love it. Edward lifts his hips up to meet mine. I throw my head back and Edward bites my nipples, gaining a moan from me.
"Holy fuck Edward. Hurry up, I'm close. I need to get back to work." I say through my teeth.
"Touch yourself, Bella. I'm so fucking close."
I put my hand down and rub my clit, moaning even louder than before. My orgasm rocks through me and Edward has to take over and lifts me up and slams me down. After a few thrusts he does one more hard thrust and holds me down against him while he orgasms.
"Fucking shit fuck. Fuck. Bella holy fucking shit."
I laugh and climb off him back into the passenger seat. Edward takes the condom off and throws it out the window. I put my bra and shirt back on and fix up my thong and skirt. Once we're presentable, Edward drives back to my work. We make it on time, with five minutes to spare.
"Well, thank you for lunch and the orgasm." I wink at him and go to get out of his car but I'm pulled back in.
"Where's my goodbye kiss?" Edward pouts.
I laugh and lean over and give him a quick kiss before getting out of the car. I wave to him and walk into the building.
I have a feeling this year will be a good one.