Chapter 17... The saddest chapter... I hate myself for writing this chapter... :'(
Credit : anjumstar (beta). Thank you! You're the best! :)
Disclaimer: It ain't mine... and I'm talkin' bout Glee... And I'm currently hating Tina...
Pairing: Klaine, Jessemiah (Thanks WillYouLoveMyDarkSide and Klaine forever and ever 3 for suggesting their couple names~ :D)
Warning: BoyXboy, and... angst... :(
********************Klaine********************
Blaine was startled by the sudden movement. When they got into the men's bathroom, Jeremiah started to pace nervously.
"You know, you should go and face him," Blaine said, knowing well what the nervous boy was going through.
"No," Jeremiah whined. He would never admit it, but this time he didn't care if he looked pathetic. "What if he thinks I'm a fool? Didn't you see the way he looked at me? He never looked at me like that before!"
"Wow, wait a second," Blaine stopped him. "That doesn't mean that he's gonna reject you. I'm sure he has his own confession to tell," he assured the other boy.
Jeremiah looked deeply into Blaine's eyes, searching for any hint of lies, but he could find none. However, his anxiety was still running wild. He groaned in frustration, because his heart wouldn't let him forget the look on Jesse's face.
Blaine was getting tired of Jeremiah's antics. He was about to push the boy out of the room when suddenly, he was being pulled the other way.
Jeremiah heard Jesse's voice through the bathroom door and he couldn't think straight. He started to panic and pulled Blaine, into a kiss. When the door was opened, he could see Jesse's looking at them for a few second before fleeing away.
Blaine too was shocked by the action, his eyes wide. When Jeremiah pulled away, Blaine pushed him. "What the hell was that for?!" Blaine shouted.
Jeremiah seemed to regain his senses. "I had to, Jesse was looking," he said
"What?" was all Blaine could say.
"I had to, okay… I didn't know else what to do," Jeremiah said, crossing his arms defensively.
Blaine smacked his forehead. "Don't you know that you've just crushed your chance of confessing?!" he cried out in, frustration as he ran his hands through his hair. "What was the point of us even practicing? All of it just went waste because of you're too much of a coward to tell that Jesse what your feeling!"
The other boy looked at Blaine guiltily. He knew what he did was wrong, but it wasn't technically his fault, right?
"I'm sorry…" Jeremiah said quietly.
"No, you're not! Not until you tell your ex-boyfriend how you feel!" Blaine said, dragging Jeremiah out of the bathroom toward his lover's table. There he saw Kurt sitting alone.
"Hey, where's Jesse?" Blaine asked, his hand still gripping Jeremiah's elbow.
Kurt shrugged before pointing at the stage.
They turned their heads and saw Jesse standing in the same spot where Jeremiah had been. He looked straight in their direction, but Jeremiah could feel the stare passing right through him.
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(Crazy…)
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The backup singers at the stage sang as Jesse lowered his head to the microphone stand.
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Baby, I'm so into you
You got that somethin', what can I do?
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His stare didn't waver and Jeremiah could feel the intensity. He gulped nervously as he took the seat beside Kurt.
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Baby, you spin me around
The earth is movin', but I can't feel the ground
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Jesse closed his eyes for a second before opening them back up and look straight at Kurt with a soft smile, ignoring Jeremiah who shrinking in his chair.
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Every time you look at me
My heart is jumpin', it's easy to see
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You drive me crazy, I just can't sleep
I'm so excited, I'm in too deep
Whoa, crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin' of you keeps me up all night
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The smile on Jesse's face changed into a smirk when he saw Jeremiah scowling at Kurt. He took the microphone into his hand and strode down the stage until he was standing in front of the prince. He offered his hand to the brunette and Kurt took it.
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Tell me, you're so into me
That I'm the only one you will see
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Jesse pulled Kurt up, their eyes locked on each other's.
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Tell me, I'm not in the blue, oh…
That I'm not wastin' my feelings on you
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He sang deep the last verse seductively, before letting go of Kurt's hand and walking backward to the stage, eyes still locked on one person, hand where his heart was.
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Every time I look at you
My heart is jumpin'
What can I do?
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You drive me crazy, I just can't sleep
I'm so excited, I'm in too deep
Whoa, crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin' of you keeps me up all night
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Jeremiah didn't like the way his ex was looking at Kurt. It made his heart ache..
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(You drive me crazy)
Sing it!
(Oh… crazy!)
Yeah!
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(Oooooh…)
Stop!
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Jesse shouted the last word, looking down to the ground. Slowly as the music started again, he rocked his head to the beat and pointed at Kurt for the next verse.
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You drive me, crazy, baby
Excited, I'm in too deep
Whoa-oh, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin' of you keeps me up all night!
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You drive me crazy, I just can't sleep
I'm so excited, I'm in too deep
Whoa, crazy, but it feels alright
Baby, thinkin' of you keeps me up all night
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Sing it!
(Crazy…)
Oh… Oh…
(Crazy…)
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Jesse danced on the stage.
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You drive me crazy, but it feels alright
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Jeremiah couldn't take it the pain anymore. He stood up, pushing his chair away and ran towards the exit.
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Baby, thinkin' of you keeps me up all night!
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Jesse finished his last chorus and saw Jeremiah running out the door. For some reason, he felt his heart stop. He dropped the microphone and quickly ran out to follow his ex.
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Kurt looked at Jesse and smiled. Suddenly, he felt a tug on his hand. He didn't manage to turn around because Blaine had pulled him out of the café.
"Blaine," Kurt called, not really trying to free himself from the grip. "What are you doing?"
Blaine didn't answer. He continued to drag the brunette until they came to a deserted area. There, the curly-haired boy harshly let go Kurt's hand. He turned around abruptly. It was obvious he was in rage.
"What was that?!" asked the Warblers' soloist.
"What are you talking about?" Kurt asked, there was a resignation in his tone and he was taking a deep breath trying to hold himself back from exploding.
"What do you mean? You were obviously flirting with him!" Blaine accused angrily. "He was singing to you and you just let him!"
Kurt looked at Blaine in disbelief. He wanted to shout back to Blaine how he's been hanging out with Jeremiah secretly for weeks, but decided against it. "What could I even do about it, Blaine? I can't just stop him," the Prince said calmly.
"Yes, you can! You could've ignored him like you used to do!" Blaine stated.
"I would never do that Blaine! He has rights to express himself!" Kurt was shouting.
"You're my boyfriend!" Blaine shouted angrily "You're supposed to be mine!"
What happened next stunned Blaine Anderson. His lover was laughing. Not the happy, giggle, sweet laugh but an insincere one..
"Really Blaine? I'm yours?" Kurt asked in a disgusted tone, he was smiling but his eyes were dangerously far from happiness.
Blaine didn't understand the sudden change in scene. He was confused and the anger inside him was still trying to find something to be thrown at and seeing Kurt act like this was not helping his problem.
"Then, tell me Blaine," Kurt spoke, "what were you doing with Jeremiah all this week?"
Blaine didn't like the way Kurt sounded. It's almost like there was no trust in his voice.
"Did you guys really practice?" Kurt asked, the fake smile not wavering.
Blaine was about to protest against whatever Kurt leading up to but Kurt cut him off before he got the chance.
"Did you feel happy that you could spend time with Jeremiah?" Kurt asked with a sickeningly sweet voice, "Did you guys kiss? Or did you sneak him into your room? Or maybe you took him out for a date?"
Blaine tried to shake the anger from his body. "Kurt, stop it! I would never do that to you!"
"Are you happy?"
Blaine was startled, by the question and his lover's tone. His voice sounded dead and his face showed no emotions. It pained him to see his lover like this.
"K-Kurt. Just tell me what I did?" Blaine stuttered. He was afraid…
Kurt didn't look at him; his eyes were closed as if trying to cloud all the mixed emotions in his heart. He could feel his eyes stinging. Not able to hold himself back any longer, he whispered his reason.
Blaine could only heard murmurs and Kurt seems to detect this. So, he repeated himself, this time a bit louder without breaking out of whisper and there was no missing venom in his tone. "You kissed… Jeremiah…"
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Kurt saw Jeremiah blush after the singing and ran toward the bathroom with Blaine. The brunette smiled and stood up.
"Let's go and pick up your bitch." Kurt said, pulling Jesse with him.
As they got near to the door, Kurt heard Blaine's voice.
"You know, you should go and face him,"
Kurt smiled as he pushed Jesse towards the door. "Now go in there," the brunette said firmly.
"B-but what should I say?" Jesse asked nervously.
"I don't know, kiss him! Hug him! Confess!" Kurt said, smiling.
"Fine," Jesse said, smiling. He pushed the door open and froze when he saw the view. Kurt raised his brow and opened the door wider to look inside. His breath hitched for a moment before he started hyperventilating.
Jesse could see the panic in the brunette's eyes, so he quickly pulled him away from the scene.
He took Kurt back to their table and sat him down. Neither of them said anything. Kurt was trying to calm his breathing while Jesse was holding himself back from shouting.
"I… I'm gonna go," said Jesse.
Kurt nodded in response, lifting his head to see the other boy walk to the stage. As he calmed himself, he saw Blaine coming out of the bathroom with Jeremiah, pretending like nothing happened.
"Hey, where's Jesse?" Blaine asked casually,. Kurt was holding himself from running out of the café. He shrugged and pointed at the stage, not trusting himself to speak. When Jesse started singing, Kurt ignored the hurt in his heart because Jesse was also hurting right now. So he played along.
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Blaine was furious. He couldn't believe his ears. He clenched his hands into fists, trying to hold in the emotions. 'Jeremiah… I'm gonna kill you!' He mentally shouted.
"I thought you loved me, Blaine but it clear that was just a misunderstanding between us," Kurt said. "You've mistaken your sympathy for me with lo-"
"Stop!" Blaine shouted, making the brunette jump. "Just, stop talking," he said, lowering his tone when he saw his lover's reaction. It pained him to see his lover like that. "I… I'm leaving," he said quickly before turning around.
Kurt could've sworn his heart stopped when Blaine said the last word. 'Leaving?' His body felt like it turned to stone. He couldn't move, his heart ached, tears were falling down his cheeks, his body was shaking uncontrollably and his head was spinning. 'No, no, no, no, no! No!' His mind shouted. 'He promised he won't leave!'
"No one would ever want you."
His breath hitched at the resurfacing nightmare. 'No… Leave me alone!" Kurt silently screamed at the memory as he started to crumble to the ground.
"No one would want you when they know how dirty you are."
"Please…" he cried quietly, "Blaine…" he called.
********************Klaine********************
To be continue...
I know... I... I... I feel sooooooo bad right now... :'(
...I want to delete this chap, really do... but I couldn't... Next chap, one of the ND will hunt Blaine. Guess who?
To WillYouLoveMyDarkSide : Update your story! :(
To fostinefoli : Sorry! I promise I won't use that word ever! :D Lol~ Thank you~
To Rori Potter : Updaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaated~~~~~~~~~~~~~
To KlaineGleekStarkidfan4eva : Ugh... Sorry about that~ Anyway, you'd just gave me an idea (about writing Blaine's reaction)! Lol~
To Klaine forever and ever 3 : I know it's updated later than usual... Anyway, it's updated! ;D
Song : You Drive Me Crazy, Britney Spears.
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