Chapter 18... Sorry for the later update...
Credit : anjumstar (beta). :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Disclaimer: The TV show called Glee is not mine.. :(
Pairing: Klaine, Jessemiah (More toward these two... sorry)
Warning: BoyXboy, and... angst... :(
********************Klaine********************
Blaine ran into his room, avoiding questioning looks thrown at him. He started trashing his room, throwing his books and belongings from the table onto the ground, pulling the blanket off his bed and kicking the pillows. He opened a drawer and threw it across his room. He was angry.
'This is all you fault!' Blaine cursed Jeremiah as he kicked his stuff at the floor.
After fifteen minutes of destroying his room, he let himself fall on his ruined bed. He felt dizzy after getting the anger out of his system but he felt a little better. He so tired that he almost didn't hear the knock at the door.
He turned his head and saw none other than Dwight. "Better?" he asked.
Blaine pulled himself up to sit. Now he felt a bit embarrassed by the condition of his room.
"What happened.?" It wasn't a question, but a demand from the other Warbler.
Blaine tried to remember everything, memories flashed in his head and his face suddenly went pale. "Oh my God…" Blaine spoke. "What have I done?" he asked himself when he remembered the expression Kurt was wearing when he left. "Idiot! You idiot!" he started to chant to himself his the previous anger resurfaced.
Dwight could see his friend was getting crazy, and it began to worry him. "Blaine," he called, a bit more firmly to gain the soloist's attention. "Tell me what happened," he said as he stood in front of the soloist.
"I…" Blaine felt ashamed. "I messed up, Dwight," he confessed. "I was angry and I didn't want to shout at him. I didn't want him to be scared of me!" Blaine cried desperately. "I was angry at Jeremiah because he couldn't confess to Jesse. Then, Jesse sang to Kurt and I just exploded! I was angry and then Kurt saw Jeremiah kiss me! I didn't know what to do so I left. I told him that I was going to leave! And I promised him I would never leave him!" Blaine was crying."I'm so stupid! The way he looked at me was like I'd just stabbed him, Dwight."
Dwight held Blaine's shoulder to give support.
"Now he's alone… What have I done?" the soloist asked himself again in defeat.
"I think you should rest first," Dwight said calmly. "There's nothing you can do right now, so go to sleep and then think this through again in the morning." He then stood up and walked to the door. He saw Blaine lay down on his bed with his eyes closed but when he closed the door he could hear the soloist's sobs.
********************Klaine********************
Kurt opened his eyes, and stared at the ceiling. 'Was it a dream?' he thought bitterly but hopefully. However, the pain in his chest proved him wrong when the image of the dapper soloist came into his mind. Tears were threatening to fall from his eyes but he held them back. He tries to focus on something else. 'How'd I get home?'
Kurt felt something hard by his right shoulder and tried to reach for it. When he turned his body he saw Sam lying on the floor, using his hand as a pillow. Then he remembered everything. Blaine had left and he was having hard time breathing and he called Sam.
.
Kurt gasped for air. He couldn't breathe. Quickly he took out his phone out of his pocket and speed dialed Sam's number. It was answered on the first ring.
"Kurt, are you okay?" Sam voice echoed into his ears.
Kurt whimpered into the phone. He couldn't produce any coherent words but itwas enough to worry Sam.
"Kurt, don't worry I'm here," Sam said softly. "Just tell me where you are and I'll get you, okay?"
Kurt opened his eyes to remember his location. "Near Lima Bean…" he choked out.
"Okay, stay on the phone, Kurt. I'm on my way," Sam said.
Kurt nodded weakly before crying silently. "I want to go h-home," he sobbed.
"Don't worry, Kurt. I'm going to get you, okay? Don't worry. I'm close." Sam said, with obvious pain in his tone. "I'm gonna get you and you'll be safe," Sam assured.
.
The last thing he remembered was Sam carrying him before the darkness took over.
Kurt looked at his phone. He had been asleep for the whole day! He got up from his bed, but stood up too quickly as he became lightheaded and swayed on his feet. He groaned, waking Sam on cue.
"Are you alright?" asked the blond boy.
Kurt nodded his head before muttering, "Dizzy."
Sam sighed in relief. After seeing his prince's condition yesterday, anything at all was subject to concern. The blond boy stood up and passed a glass of water to his Prince. Kurt accepted it gratefully and passed it back when he finished. He lay back down in bed.
Sam wanted to ask Kurt what happened, but the dull expression on his Prince's face kept him from asking. He brushed the hair from Kurt's face before planting a kiss on his forehead and walking out of the room.
Kurt peeked his eyes open when he was sure the blond was out of the room. He didn't want his friends to worry about him;it was already bad enough that Sam knew about the Karofsky incident. Of course he was grateful for Sam. That boy had been by his side when no one was there. Sam could read his emotions better than he could himself.
Sam was important to Kurt so he felt he couldn't burden Sam with his problems.
.
Meanwhile at the Aural Intensity Guild…
Jeremiah was the first to arrive. He ran into his room, taking the luggage he had packed, just in case Jesse rejected him, and ran to Jesse's room. He threw a letter on his ex's bed and ran out of the guild, tears in his eyes.
Just as he stepped out of the gate, he heard a shout.
"Jeremy!"
Jeremiah groaned and cursed himself for not being faster. He ignored Jesse's call and ran even faster away.
"Jeremy! Wait!" Jesse called again, desperation in his tone, but Jeremiah refused to acknowledge him. He could not let Jesse hurt him again. However, he found that carrying a big bag of luggage gives you disadvantage when you are trying to run away from someone. Jesse managed to catch and hold into his bag.
'I should've used a smaller bag' Jeremiah scolded himself.
Jesse sighed in relief as Jeremiah stopped. He then acknowledged the big luggage he and Jeremiah were holding. "Are you going somewhere?"
"That's none of your business. You should be happy that I'm not here to bother you anymore,"
Jeremiah spat venomously.
Jesse's eyes were wide open at his ex's confession. 'He's leaving?' "Why are you leaving?" he asked quickly
Jeremiah snapped his head to Jesse. "You should know why!" he burst angrily. "It was obvious that you didn't want me!"
Jesse gaped at him.
"Don't you play dumb! I know you don't like me, but then you just had to rub it in my face by telling me who you liked, huh?" Jeremiah said sadly. "If you hated me so much, why didn't you just say it to my face? You don't have to humiliate me in front of everyone!" Tears were already falling from his eyes.
Jesse was stunned. This was the first time he had ever seen his Jeremy cry.
"Just- just go… I'm leaving and you don't have to worry about me anymore," Jeremiah said, dejectedly.
Jesse shook his head. 'No, I won't accept this' he thought as he took his ex's hand.
"Let go, Jesse," Jeremiah murmured weakly. It's been a while since they had held hands, and he missed it.
Jesse saw his chance. "Don't go," he said, surprising Jeremiah.
Jeremiah's heart swelled at the request but no, he couldn't get his hopes up. "Please, Jesse. I've cried enough for you. Just… let me go."
The words stabbed Jesse straight to his heart. 'He cried because of me?' He thought guiltily. "No, I don't want you to go, Jeremy. Please, we can start over," he pleaded again.
Jeremiah looked into Jesse's eyes. Yes, he wanted to start over… but is it worth it? 'No… I won't take that chance.' He thought bitterly as he pulled his hand from Jesse's and walk away.
.
I asked him to stay but he wouldn't listen
And he left before I had the chance to say
.
Jesse started singing, Jeremiah stopped in his tracks turned to look at his ex. He could see the regret and guilt radiating from his eyes. Jeremiah quickly turned and started walking again.
Jesse followed him, and continued singing.
.
The words that would mend, the things that were broken
But now it's far too late he's gone away
.
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking 'why does this happen to me?'
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
Hard to believe it
.
Jeremiah held himself from sobbing. Hearing Jesse sing that verse touched his heart.
.
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
.
Jesse jumped in front of Jeremiah, trying to prove that he meant his words.
.
The taste of his breath, I'll never get over
And the noises that he made kept me awake
The weight of the things that remain unspoken
Built up so much, it crushed us every day
.
Jesse offered a smile at the lyrics irony. He saw Jeremiah's mouth twitch upward a little and it made his heart flutter. 'Maybe I still have chance?' they both asked themselves.
.
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking, 'why does this happen to me?'
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
Hard to believe it
.
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you.
.
Jesse held Jeremiah's hand lightly. He gently rubbed his thumb affectionately over his hand before singing the next verse.
.
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
.
Of all the things I've felt I've never really showed
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go
.
Jeremiah was crying now, he couldn't help himself when he heard the last sentence. Jesse wiped away Jeremiah's tears, cupping his ex's cheek lovingly.
.
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
.
Jeremiah dropped his luggage and held Jesse's hand on his face and smiled.
.
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you…
.
They stood silently for a few seconds before Jesse spoke. "Come home with me?" Jeremy nodded, smiling back at him.
********************Klaine********************
To be continue...
I know I updated later than usual... So the reason is because I'm in a new environment... I am now officially an architecture student... So I'm not sure how will the flow go.. Anyway, wish me luck.. and hope I update soon in 2 weeks.
To Rori Potter : Thank you for reading :) Sorry, late update~ ;D
To gleeobbessed86 : Thank you! :D
To fostinefoli : Lol~ You're the longest review for the last chapter! Congratulation! ;D Anyway, keep on guessing! Oh, and yes there will be a scene on ND meeting Blaine! x)
To WillYouLoveMyDarkSide : Yes! Update your story! ;D Awwww, don't be sad~ There will get back together soon~
To Carmen : Thank you! Oh, and guess again~ ;D
Song : Won't Go Home Without You, Maroon 5.
Review
* K * * * **** * * ****
* * L * * * * * * *
** * *~A~* * * N * E**
* * * * * I * * * *
* * **** * * **** * * **** *!
\~***~/
\~*~/
\*/
V