The Pack was getting bigger what is with this tribe? First, I phase and not even know about being Quileute then Sam, Jared and Paul, then we got the news that the Cullens left, the golden eyed leeches, we had a bondfire to celebrate. Maybe this will stop...little did i know that wasn't possible.

A few weeks later, Embry Call, one of Jacob Black's friends phased. Sam and I were always watching Jacob when we weren't patrolling just waiting for Jacob to phase.

I was a permanent fixture at Sam and Emily's house, he let me stay with them since i still didn't have a place to go. Being a wolf does have it's perks, the council made sure we didn't have to work, since we protected them. That would be hard getting ticked at your boss and phasing. Not a good thing.

"So why did you turn down being Alpha?" Emily asks as I wasn't on duty today. "You did phase first after all."

"Sam is more capable of leading then me, he will most likely step down when the true Alpha joins us." i answer "But we did agree if he isn't thinking straight, i would let him know what i think about his decisions." i didn't tell her that i would let him know with my teeth as well as my mind.

I liked Emily, since i was in Sam's head more then i liked half the time, I could see what he did. I could see pass the scars and see her inner beauty.

She handed me a plate of eggs, bacon, and toast, I smiled at her. She was like our mother caring for each of us.

Another reason why I turned down the offer was I was still searching for who I was. I wouldn't know my biological father, if he came up and told me so himself.

What was also strange is when Embry phased, we all knew his mother wasn't Quileute, so who could his father be? The other members of the Pack were hoping for Sam, because his dad left when he was very young. This made me wonder if I could be Sam's half-sister?

I finished my breakfast and washed the dishes, "I wish there was another girl in the Pack,"

"You are the first female to phase." Emily replies softly, knowing how much i hated being alone the only wolf that was female.

I turned my head toward the door, "They're here."

Sam, Jared, Paul, and Embry came into the cabin; Sam went over and kissed Emily.

It seemed natural to watch but at the same time, i couldn't help but feel jealous.

"Earth to Alyssa!" Jared states as he punched me on the shoulder

I blinked "What?"

"I said we wanted to go cliff diving and wanted to know if you wanted to go with." Jared asks

I shrugged it seemed that we did everything together, i put my foot down at showering together or the few times, i phased right while wearing my clothes and they got a good look. Let's just say, that image didn't last very long in the single wolves' minds

We headed toward the cliffs, i was wearing my tank top and shorts, and I wouldn't wear anything more revealing then that.

I watched as the others dived off the cliff, i thought about it before and I'll do so again, it's a good thing we heal fast. I jumped off the cliff then, landing in the water that doesn't bother me any, i was stronger then the current and swimming back to the shore, i went up to the cliffs again.

Returning to the cliff, I just sat on the ground watching the others. I had enough excitement for one day, being what i was chasing after leeches was more fun then cliff diving.

"What's wrong?" Embry asks; as he couched down to look me in the eyes.

"Nothing, I'm just enjoying having thoughts not shared by you guys," I answer, it was true my doubts, insecurities, fears weren't meant to be shared with my brothers. Also my confusion of my monthly cycles, it stopped completely. It frighten me at first but then, I thought about it...i decided that I didn't care, I knew that once I got more control of phasing, I would return to normal.

"I guess being human has one thing that we can enjoy." Embry replies,

"Privacy" I agree, then smile. I stood up and playfully shoved Embry, then ran and jump over the edge.

Once we had enough and returned home, i sat out on the porch for awhile.

"You okay?" Sam asks,

"Fine, I'm just giving you and Emily some alone time." I reply,

"Sure," Sam states,

I twist around and look at him, "Fine, I'm thinking about my parentage, everyone hopes that Embry is your half-brother, what would you do if I was your half-sister?"

"Same as I've done with Embry, accept you." Sam replies. "We're siblings, it doesn't matter whose bloodline you are related too."

"Thanks Sam," i reply softly, i stood and strenched. "I'm going to run the line before crashing."

"Howl if you need us." Sam replies

I nod and took off for the edge of the house and leap off of it phasing.

"Great, I have to set out clothes for her." Sam muttered.