I was sitting as my human self on the cliff overlooking the pacific ocean, enjoying the breeze and the mist. Just thinking about everything.
Why did Sam and Jared imprint? Was it because they could pass on the werewolf gene and Leah and I couldn't? Maybe they needed to imprint so they could be stronger then our fathers?
Leah and I were starting to form a strong sisterhood, we ran together when we were on patrol, since there were seven wolves, Sam, Jared, Embry, Jake, Seth and Leah and myself. We split patrols up, Surely we were done with the fever and the transformations, I hoped so.
I thought about going to visit my adoptive family, but somehow I knew that Sam would never agree to let me go without having to phase to keep in touch. Unless I wanted to go to the Florida everglades to phase it was to much of a hassle.
I missed the sun, I missed surfing and I missed being with other people, but now I had to hide the massive furred and awesome part of who I am.
Pulling up one leg to my chest, I lay my head against my knee knowing If I wanted too I could stay like this for a few hours.
"What are you doing?"
I turned around and saw Embry
"Sitting here waiting for the end of the world, just to see if I could fight zombies instead of vampires." I answer, sarcasm dripping.
Embry sat down next to me, "Funny, what are you really thinking about?"
"Sam and Jared." I reply
Embry stared at me
"and imprinting, just trying to figure out if I'm doomed to be alone." I continue
Embry shrugged, "What's so wrong about being alone? It means you have choices."
I blinked at him, "what choices? I have no choice, because it's bad enough having to by new clothes after I forget and phase out of mine. But having someone else not know about a vital part of my life. As much I'm a jealous harpy. I want what I can't have."
"Are we getting into the female stuff again like with Leah? If so I think I hear Jake calling me." Embry asks,
I groaned and pushed myself up from the ground. "Men." I jogged off.
"What did I say?" Embry asked himself as I left.
I went over to the Clearwaters,
"Hello, Alyssa." Billy greeted me, he was spending most of his time over here helping Sue deal with two wolves.
"Hey," I greet back,
Leah poked her head out from the kitchen, "Hey sis."
"whatever you're having, there better be more" I reply making my way to the kitchen.
Leah rolled her eyes at me, "Don't we have more then normal?"
"I think we can eat a whole cow and have room for seconds." I answer as I sat down in a chair.
"Make yourself at home." Leah laughed
"Don't mind if I do." I laugh with her.
Leah handed me a sub sandwich, and a can of soda. She sat down. "So what are you really doing here?"
"If I see one of our brothers I might dislocate their jaws." I reply, "they just don't understand." Leah and I share the same doubts,
"Can I help?" Leah asks, "And should I warn Seth to stay away?"
"Nah, I like him better then the others half the time." I answer
"You should since I'm the best." Seth states as he walked into the kitchen
"Keep dreaming." Leah and I both disagree before we cracked up.
"There's nothing to eat." Seth whined
"poor baby, I guess you just have settle for cereal unless you already ate the whole box?" I teased
"Shut up," Seth replies
"I can't shut up," I state, "If I didn't talk then everyone would be getting a headache later, and believe me I don't want to be ordered to shut up. So you have to deal with me talking."
"How much sugar have you had today?" Leah asks
I counted on my fingers, "I don't know, but I did drink a few cans of soda over at Emily's to keep me up"
"How many?" Seth asks
"Whole six pack." I respond proudly, "He Who Shall Remain Nameless didn't like I drank all of his soda, so he kicked me out for the rest of the day."
Leah finished her food and stood up and grabbed me by the ear,
"Let go! That hurts!" I whined
"This time, I am going to beat you in a race." Leah replies as she dragged me out of the house.