I was pacing back and forth as I waited for Leah to return, once she did.

You're kidding, You defended Jake? I asked

Someone had too. Leah replies, being smug

You're lucky Edward didn't toss your furry butt across the river, I snorted

Leah growled.

I looped back toward the Cullens place, as Seth delivered Jake's message to Leah to knock it off.

What are you doing? Seth asks,

I'm sick of sniffing the same trails and seeing the same trees and getting a second hand account on what's happening. I answer, as I cut into the Cullens front yard, the house was beautiful for a crypt.

My ears pricked forward as I hard the commotion inside, something had happened. I went up to the window and placed my front paws on the still, I looked stupid like I was begging for scraps, What I saw inside scared me to death.

Bella was huge and she vomited a fountain of blood. Her body jerked in odd ways. Then she, the ice Barbie, Edward and Jake were gone, going up stairs.

I stayed and watched until Blondie was forced out with Alice holding her throat. Taking her to Jasper.

I watched for one seemed like a long time, my hind legs for getting stiff. When Blondie came out holding a tiny bundle in her arms...the thing that Bella was carrying.

What I saw next completely surprised and frighten me...Jacob imprinted.

I volunteered to stay behind when Jake went to La Push, I stayed as far from the others as I could, I wouldn't be getting cozy, my mind was in a whirl of thoughts about how I was alone in my own pain now, I was still planning on leaving.

Esme gave me the pen and pad of paper when I asked for one, as I wrote a note for Jake.

Jake,

By the time, you read this. I will be gone, I don't know where I'm going or when I'll be back, but I'm sure you will understand, after all you did it yourself once. Now it's my turn. Please, please, please, don't force me back. I'll return when and if I ever get a better mind set on this lot that my life has become. please don't stop me.

Your sister in all but blood forever.

Alyssa.

PS, Make Leah, Second in Command.

I left the note folded up on the table by the door, and left running as I phased and ran for the hills.